EaSt CoAsT..

my 2nd cls outin, (note woeiluen, i say my.. ok? haha)

went east coast, hav "lunch" at mac.. den we saw fiona xie filmin outside.. den we went 2 rent bicycle=) in the end, me, kaya n aaron went 4 d blade.. kaya n me duno hw 2 blade at all.. so we kept fallin n fallin.. kaya n aaron kept doin strunts.. lookin at them make me lose concentration so i oso kept losin my balance n fall ;P.. so i was d last 1.. haha~

so 2nd round i chg w charm as she said she ice skate b4 bt lookin at her, i doubt ice skatin n bladin is d same(cos she is draggin d wheel instead.. haha~ sry ;P)..

den we went 2 eat at near parkway parade n in d evenin we went 4 bowlin ;) haha~ d 1st 2 round n d last round, i hit nuttin.. haha~ kaya tyco, last round he "throw" d "ball" backward meanin w/ his back facin d pin.. n he strike -_-".. den 2nd time he "throw" d normal way n strike again -_-".. nt fair sia!! so aft d game, we 4 gals (joyce,mabia,charm n me)took a cab tog 2 suntec den walk 2 cityhall as on d way 2 cityhall d road was jam.. while d guys took another cab..

it was a fun day, bt i hav quite an amount of scratches n ache.. haha~ nite.. so tired sia..

SUPERIFICAL~

today's topic "SUPERIFICAL"
y lead me to writin tis? well, recently been spendin lotsa time onlie, hangin out, blahblahblah, instead of wkin.. haha.. duno y.. now abit lazy 2 wk.. say wan find a second job den haha keep rejectin job tt i found.. back to d topic..

well, mi nt bhb.. jus wana share.. recieve tis in friendster..
frm ????: "hai...saw ur pic while surfing e net, can we be a frenz..? thanx..& bye.." n "saw ur pic, u have verY quite attractive look...:) ok..c ya"

*gasp* *vomitin blood* *yuck*

me hate tis kinda ppl.. so superficical!! c ur look nice den wan b ur frenz.. HEY! tis is d kinda ppl i nv wana frenz!! KNS~ so superficial!! to me, tis kinda ppl r so kns!! y r ppl so superficial? aint frenz suppose 2 b character 1st den looks? seriously i hate these kinda ppl.. gals beware of such guys, if he's ur bf, he cn oso tel d same words 2 another gal!! his words really sux!! "saw ur pic, u have verY quite attractive look" i hate ppl hu labelled me jus a pretty face!! thk 4 sayin i hav a pretty face bt i wan b sum1 hu hav talent too n nt jus a pretty face.. sum1 liddat i den dun wan such a frenz.. well to d person "wan me accept ur friendster request!? nxt life ba!! byez" hee~

FOOD 4 THOTS:

LOOKS ARENT EVERYTING!!
LOOKS FADE WITH AGE!! HOWEVER A GREAT CHARACTER N MATURITY GROW STRONGER WITH THE PASSIN YEARS!!

beta stop here.. gg wk le.. if nt late again.. haha~

FoOd 4 tHoT

WiNdoW sHoPpiN -> iT's Nt OnLy FrEe, iT's A gReaT wKoUt ToO..

FoOd 4 tHoT

StiCks N StoNeS MaY BrEak My BoNe, Bt WoRdS cAn Nv HuRt Me=)

FoOd 4 tHoT

i DuN HaV aN aTtiTuDe PrOb, iS u WhO HaV a PrOb w/ mY aTtiTuDe...

ENOUGH!!!

WARNING!!!

before i begin tis post, wud lyk to warn those many many who r read my blog.. tis may b OFFENSIVE n BAD 4 ur eyes.. thou there's no vulgar language!!

WHEN I SAY ENUF IT'S ENUF!! U HAV ALREADY DISAPPEAR FRM MY LIFE, Y APPEAR AGAIN N TRY RUININ MY LIFE!!

SO WAD IF IN CERTAIN PLACES N PARTS IM WRONG!! I ALREADY APOLOGISED 2 D PERSON!!

TEL ME IN ANYWAY, HOW WUD IT BENEFIT U!? WUD IT GIV U MORE FRENZ!? MORE SUPPORT!? WUD U B HAPPIER BCOS U R RUININ PPL'S LIFE? OR WAD? Y R U DOIN TIS!? I SIMPLY DUN UNDERSTAND!! IN TIS NO1 BENEFITED!! WORST STIL, IT CN OSO MEANS DIGGIN ONES OWN GRAVE!!! Y CANT U JUS STOP ALL TIS NONSENSE!?! ISNT IT BETA, NO CONTRACT, NO FIGHTIN, NO WAR!! BCOS OF PPL LYK U, TT'S Y THERE'S WAR, RIOTS!? ISNT BEIN PEACEFUL BETA!? I REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND WAD'S UR PROB!!

I HOPE U STOP THESE NONSENSE!! PPL ARD R TIRED TOO!! IM TIRED OF ALL THESE RUBBISH!! ARENT U TIRED TOO OF ALL THESE SILLY JUVENILE "FIGHTIN"!! WELL IF U ARE NT TIRED N WISH 2 CONTINUE, JUS PLAY ON UR OWN IM NT GONNA GIV A DAMN SHIT TO WADEVA UR ACTIONS!! IF U TINK TT DRIVIN AWAY ALL MY FRENZ MAKES U HAPPY DEN LET IT BE!! COS IT AINT GONNA AFFECT ME IN ANYWAY ANYMORE!!!

IM SERIOUSLY TIRED!! GO ON N PLAY IF U WAN!! NO POINT CONTINUIN TIS ENDLESS "FIGHT"!!

5 WORDS 4 U:
I QUIT!! THE END!! BYE!!

ReViVe..

today i hav revive..

it's time to fight back.. payback time.. i gonna stab her double n triple d deepness she stab me..
say ppl blog tis n tt.. y nt say her own blog!? isnt she worst!? well, she will gt her own desert soon dun worry.. i really pity her, i hav more frenz den her, thou i wk lesser den her there.. pls stop draggin innocent ppl in.. cos it's nt nice.. understand!? stop bein such a troublemaker n find trouble 4 ppl.. makin up story, tryin 2 ruin ppl's life..

meet szekee today 2 shop at heeren, den 2 taka 2 "find" job n tok 2 sum of d colleague.. den 2 sher's wkplace fb..

phew.. wad a day.. gonna make my life meaninful instead of slackin at hm ;)
life's too short to let her ruin it n it's too short 2 live so meaninlessly.. today i hav revive i gonna liv it fruitfully;)

oUtiN...

today's our cls 1st outin..

i was d 2nd earliest.. haiz.. wait 4 dem so long.. in d end oni 6-7 ppl turn up.. so we went heeren shop 1st.. den we went 4 movie "cinderalla man".. in d mid of d movie, there was a snorin sound which sounded lyk vibration.. haahaa.. so we were laughin n laughin when d movie wasnt tt funny.. so finally kaiyu gt up n asked d man 2 wake up (tt guy was sittin at d opp row of us).. brave hor~ haha.. buden d guy went back 2 slp again bt luckily tis time he din snore.. haha..

so much 4 d 1st outin.. so pathetic.. 7 out of 21 turn up.. hope d chalet wont b lyk tis.. gtg..
nitez.. hav fun today.. so cheers..

ps: i luv bloggin=)

BLOG!!

i have been thinkin abt tis the whole day!!
i have enuf of thinkin!! my brain is goin to burst!!

let me 1st ask u guys readin my blog,
"WAD'S A BLOG 4!?"

my ans to tt qns,
"A BLOG'S TO WRITE DOWN UR THOTS N FEELINS"
tt's wad a blog is meant 4, am i rite to say so? if u dont agree or hav a diff ans, FEEL FREE to write in the comments page!! d comment page is ALL URS =)

i dun feel lyk sayin much abt wad lead me to write tis.. bt tis's wad i feel.. a blog is to write down wad ur thots r n wad u r feelin..

so tis is wad r my thots nw.. do i nid permission 2 write certain ting? d ting i koe is im nt allow to write abt racism, discrimination.. y is ppl oways unhappy tt i wrote certain ting, i din even wrote their name down.. tis is wad i thot n feel, writin dem down, wad's wrong w/ tt?? mb sum of u may tink sum of d post is offence, well im SRY 4 tt..(haiz im so tired of all tis smses"quarrelins", haiz.. who cn i blame- no one.. well, u didnt reply my msg aft i reply ur msg, n i din even announce or publish ur name.. cn tel me wad r u angry abt? nobody koe is u mah.. i seriously dun understand!!)

Haiz..
well , tis's d end of my today's MAIN TOPIC!!
nite.. n tired im -> physically n mentally

i guess my blog song now "i decide by lindsay lonhan" fit my post "blog" rite?
nite~

HaPPeNiNs..

sumtings tt happen today
1)
table 38 couple broke off, den d lady pay 4 their meal which they din touch much of it.. weird ting is the guy offered 2 pay 4 table 35 bill which's cythia n yuimei's bill which cost $69.40 cos the guy say it's their bdae party so he'll pay 4 them.. WOW!!

2)
kitchen kpkb.. cos mannde told me tt table 29 wanted 1 of d miso soup w/o seaweed.. so i went in2 d kitchen 2 tel steven n saw tt ah nong had already put in d seaweed den tt ah TOY (wad a name!!) or jerannam (hw 2 spell i duno..) kpkb,scolded me.. say hw cn we 4gt blahblahblah.. pls loh customer last min request wad cn u do? nt happy go tel d customer lah(hehe i dare u do so!!) ..

3)
shandy n vincent past by nooch at dinner time.. i was so happy.. heehee shandy hav cut her hair.. oohh!! so long nv c her le.. miss her so much.. *sobsob* miss wkin w/ her too.. oso miss esther.. haiz.. days at wheelock r so much beta.. haiz.. actually if frenz past by my wkplace even if jus wave or say hi, i willb v happy, it'll even brighten up my days.. duno y.. mb im livin simply nw!? duno lah.. jus so happy 2 c frenz durin my wkin time..

=)

My QnS N My AnS...

i found the ans to my qns
QUESTION"there's such ting as 1 sided luv but is there such such ting as 1 sided frenzship?"
ANSWER"yes, there's such ting as 1 sided frenzship"

cLoSe FrEnZ DoeS Nt MeAn TrUe FrEnZ..

i realised tt ppl close 2 u may nt b ur true frenz, bt ppl far frm u may den is ur true frenz..

experience:
i asked sum1 (a fulltimer wkin in taka, my same company colleague) help me 2 ask d supervisor whether she stil wan me 2 wk durin d hol n memory lane 4 parttimer vacany.. bt no news came frm her n reply of smses r weird, lyk jus a simple short "ok" when my msgs r full of questions n other stuffs (even yufeng find it weird when i show her d msg n her reply..)
while ppl such as qingyan n tingting (where there's a time where we lost contact) helped me ask ard 4 jobs n even get d supervisor of other gift bazaar company 2 call me.. imagine sum1 nt ur company, wkin jus ocassionally cos dey r part time cn make d effort 2 help u n get d supervisor 2 call u, n wad r those close to u n didnt even help u called!?

i guess MAYBE they r too engrossed into their own world.. strikin all other ppl out of their mind n world.. frenz liddat quite disappointin rite!? so i guess maybe i was the 1 who assume tt we were close, maybe i was d only 1 who make d effort to continue this friendship, maybe i was d only 1 who's koes wad's cherishin friendship..

so today's lecture:
close frenz doesnt means true frenz.. however true frenz r ppl who stood by u when the world turn u upside down, ppl who givs u a helpin hand when in times of needs regardless of the difficulties n inconvenience.. i guess now i truely c hu r my true frenz in taka, n who r nt..

-nitez-

Rank..

gt quite a shock frm tingting(taka de).. cosi asked her 2 help me ask her company 4 a job, when she asked me whether i want 2 directly contact her supervisor instead of waitin 4 her boss 2 return frm oversea.. so i was tellin her i duno even koe her supervisor, tt's when she giv me d shock, "peili is d supervisor!!" hmm, peili a supervisor!? when did she frm a fulltimer bcum a supervisor of toys magic!? hmm, sumtin new or mb i was outdated of wad's happenin in d centre side of gift bazaar.. mb it's too sudden tt's y i hav a shock jus lyk at wheelock when suddenly guanli bcam d as, another shock is tt he's oni promoted 2 an as..

so at tt point b4 i wanted 2 call peili, i was thinkin whether when ppl get promoted, will they chg? or when their "rank" is greater den d others, will they use their so called authority or position 2 abuse power? i guess guanli didnt, jus tt we realised tt he was closer 2 ellen than to raymond n sum1 by d name of yl even rumoured abt him bein ellen's ___..
(sidetrack: nw i koe y guanli is closer 2 ellen than to raymond.. n if yl cn say guanli, surely she will say d same 2 me as guanli's n raymond's ___, cos last time at wheelock she kept sayin im raymond's rite hand man (ya, bs!!) n now she was VERY shocked tt i was close 2 guanli..(wad's so shockin abt it!?))

1 eg is mannde.. JUS a FULLtime.. so she tink tt FULLtime v big, bigger than PARTtime (when her service n wkin attitude is nt up to standard), so she use her FULLtime (so called RANK) n abuse it, reprimandin n commandin ppl do tis n tt..

bcos of tt i was afraid peili may change too.. but aft sum sms n phone call i guess i worry too much.. i tink she haven change, stil the same old peili..

i guess i worry too much.. but i guess tt sum ppl will still use their authority or rank to abuse power.. well, tink tt's all 4 today.. hope tt i will nt abuse my power n stil rmb hu help me in2 wad i mayb nxt time cos d world is gettin colder n colder each day.. sad thou~

HeSiTaTiN N CoNtRaDiCtiN!?

my mind is block now... block frm thinkin.. block frm analysin properly.. i wasnt actually listenin 2 wad's guanli tokin on tue nite.. cos my mind is block! block frm everytin.. oso hesitatin n contradictin myslf in findin a second job..

i hesitated bcos i hav been wkin at 8 mths at nooch.. quite a long time rite?! 8 mths!! d longest i hav ever wk 4 a company so far.. tinkin of hw raymond actually help me back at wheelock n hw he plan d schedule nowadays, i started 2 tink tt i hav jus koe hu d real raymond really is.. d another i hesitated is bcos i dun feel lyk goin back taka wk esp most of d nice nice gd ppl hav left n bcos i dun ever wan 2 c tt f**kin THIEF hu shouted catch thief nor wk w/ her.. oso d 2nd company at taka i wk lyk less den a mth dun nid me 2 wk 4 dem durin my hol as dey hav enuf ful-time so no nid part-time, n i die die oso wont go back 2 my 1st wkin company at taka.. i asked my other colleague 2 help me ask other company.. at first it's full of hope, den aft tt i duno y.. lyk no news.. haiz.. guess im nt lucky.. haiz.. i seriously duno wad 2 do now.. actually quite lazy 2 go find another job in other restaurant cos tt means start learnin everytin over again.. another reason i dun wana wk at nooch is bcos tt mannde tink she v big.. ytd reprimanded me n ryan 4 nt smilin at customers so customers at 31 complain.. pls loh.. i was d 1 hu took 31 order n d customers seemed happy w/ my "services" cos dey r laughin, jokin n smilin.. stop makin up stories lah!! cos when d customers left, dey saw me in d bar eatin (heehee.. i off wk le hor!) so dey came towards me n stil joked w/ me!! so IRONY!! if a customer complain u, wil dey stil approach u n joke w/ u!?

SHIT! U tink ur services v gd meh!? WORST den me n MOST ppl!! ur services r WORST den KNS, wk based on ppl n mood n attitude.. commend urslf b4 u comment others lah.. so wad if u r a fulltime!? fulltimer SO WAD!? U DUN haf d rite 2 tel me wad i shld do!! N DUN u try ur nonsensical shit on me n SHUT ur SHITTY GAP!! (opps* ppl readin.. pardon my language)

haiz.. cn sum1 pls tel me wad m i supposed 2 do!? or if gt any lobang pls let me koe.. thx n nite! gtg slp 2 stop me frm burstin my mind frm overtinkin which is blocked.. haiz..

ScHeDuLe..

haiz.. im so dulan now.. dulan means angry.. actually im v pissed off.. jus ask sum1 2 check my schedule.. d schedule turned up d way which i sort of expected bt hated!! d schedule i send was wed 12-10 so d result was wed 6-10!! kns!! wtF!!! wad kinda plannin is tis!? actually i din even wana wk.. told so mani ppl i 2 weeks nt wkin at nooch.. buden since tis cumin week i hav no sch so i went 2 wk jus 4 a day.. oso i was v pissed off as tis izt d 1st time!! i shld hav count hw mani times i gt pissed off of tis!! i already v compromise le.. lyk eg dear mr ray told me "xiaowei schedule v hard 2 fix, so u sat 12-3 giv her ok!?" so i said "ok!" n in d end frm tt week onwards my usual sat 12-3 was gone so tt means i wk 3-10 n my pay was gettin lesser n lesser:(..

im seriously doubtin his capabilities as a supervisor.. SERIOUSLY DOUBTIN.. i can even imagine me settin a beta schedule den him.. lolz.. does he koe hw 2 plan schedule!? or mb bcos he LOOOOVVVVEESSSS tt bunch of mannde's FREAKIN (F**KIN) SLACKER FRENZ SO MUCH tt he oways giv dem wk so much!! he's SO DAMN FREAKIN (F**KIN) BIAS!! i started 2 HATE him!!!

soon or later when i hav enuf i will hav enuf!! i will wk lesser n lesser since he hav so mani SLACKERS 2 wk 4 him!! i SERIOUSLY gonna find a second job soon.. or worst cum 2 worst, i go back taka wk.. no prob w/ tt.. beta den vomitin blood seein d schedule so little, wk lyk dog while d rest slackin.. i dun mind havin fun n wkin hard together lyk in wheelock bt tis completely suxs!!

grrr!! i gg 2 slp le b4 i go bonkers!!

My eYe CaNdY =)

mon bonbon d'oeil (tt's d french word 4 my eye candy..)

my eye candy's life is so interestin, jus at d age if 1_, he has already experienced mani mani unexpected, unbelievable tings..

1.play guitar
2.play table pool
3.ice skate
4.jap
5.country team
6.sword
7. ...... (mani mani more which i hav yet 2 discovered)

thou sum of u hav tink is chey!! bt to me to excel all tis is nt easy.. aft knowin his so called talents n life, i found tt my life is such a big BOREDOM!! SUM1 COL MY LIFE!! such a BORIN DULL life!! *yawns.. tt's when i was inspired 2 go 4 my passion, my dreams.. my new motto: dreams n passion r there 4 u 2 imagine bt 2 fulfill dems ;) so tings i gonna achieve..

1. learn guitar
2. learn ice skate (bt 1st i mus conquer roller blades)
3. learn drums
4. learn jap
5. learn french
6. learn how to play table pool
7. carry overtray w/jus a hand
8. ......
i guess tt is enuf 4 d time bein ;)

-cheers-

sO pRaCtiCaL...

hmm... hw shld i start!?
humans r so practical.. ok.. maybe sum humans r so practical.. practical abt materialist items, benefits and money.. let me giv u examples..

1. "tis person" in my cls is so damn freakin practical.. i actually wonder y is she livin in tis world.. 1st example: today mr remy joked "cls u shld thk me 4 lettin u copy in point form instead of long paragraph sentences.." as usually d cls din ans much so he asked "tis person" "u shld thk me 4 doin so" den "tis person" reply was "if i thk u will i get extra points" and her tone was so serious!! nt even a bit of humor in it.. so practical..
2nd example: when my frenz asked her 2 buy drinks as she hav cashcard n she was oso buyin drinks.. n so her reply was "u tink im ur atm huh!? giv me $$" :S so $$-faced!! hw much cn a drink cost!?
3rd example: we asked her 2 go cheer our cls on 4 d nb match we'll b havin later.. her reply was "y shld i go?! if i go will i get paid? if i go will there b any $$ 2 take!?" n so we told her back "go cheer, y mus giv u $$!? cn u dun b so practical anot!?" her ans "true wad!! im so practical de!! no $$ go 4 wad"
haiz.. so $$ faced.. so luv $$ go marry a rich man lyk donald trump loh..

2.was tokin 2 mr lau.. cant rmb wad we r tokin abt bt suddenly he said sumtin lyk "gd wah! he's a rich man!" my reply "rich man so wah!?" he, "wud u choose sum1 hu is rich or sum1 hu is nt rich!?" my ans "i wud choose sum1 hu i luv more"

3.my parents. sad 2 say my life is such a boredom.. seriously lyk livin in a cave.. haha.. cos i wasnt given any chance 2 learn tings which im interested in..
1st example: lyk guitar, dey dont allow me 2 continue learnin it outside when d courses in my sch hav ended..
2nd example: foreign languages. even thou i offered 2 pay on my own. dey simply rejected it.. sayin it was useless, waste of $$.. haiz..

haiz.. wad's tis world cumin 2!? everytin regards abt $$, $$ ,$$!! bt serious, if there's no $$ we cant oso survive.. bt y is every1 (ok! most ppl) oways put money as their priority!? y cant dey jus treat it easily!? however im glad tt sum nt-money minded ppl exist, ppl hu go easy w/ $$ :).. tis is wad i called generous ppl :)