TeAcHerS' DaY CeLeBRatiOn

supposed 2 go 2 sch today 2 visit d teachers.. buden woke up late due 2 late conversation, teachin tt mr guanli 2 add song in2 his blog :X.. say my blog song outdated(read his comment in d post "31aug"), he oso outdated mah.. duno hw 2 add song in2 his blog :X

haha.. i guess i feel so much beta now.. aft all tt cryin n thots(in d toilet).. i guess i hav xiang kai le..

frm today onwards, i gonna
-> live life fulfruitly(uh is there such words)
-> chgin my wardrobe'
-> b cheerful as i cn, b happy everyday
-> b stronger den wad i already am
-> nv let sadness n anger take over me 4 more den a day
-> cherished every1 ard
-> treat every1 well

so i din go 2 sch cos it was quite late (12noon) n cos weiyu told me tt most teachers already gone.. so i met them 4 lunch instead.. hw eva in d end we spilt.. dey went 2 eat at fd court.. n we (me, weiyu n yl) went eat swensen instead (imagine gatherin go eat at fd court.. hmm... -_-")... d executive set lunch at swensen was v worth it-> main course, desert, drink n soup (yummy yummy i stil wan sumore=).. hmm y am i promotin 4 swensen?! haha..) aft our lunch, we met up w/ quifong, nytia n angelina again 2 go 2 mos 4 "tea" or "desert"(haha.. so greedy hor.. eat n eat nonstop..) so we spend d rest of d aftnoon there tokin, doin sum catchin up..

here r sum pic i took..
c nytia hidin..
weiyu oso hidin..
nice n pretty..
i mean us n d flower.. haha..ok lah.. kiddin.. :P
=)

i PrOmiSe i'LL nV 4gT u, WhEneVa U r..

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

Ooooh

Nah nah la la la nah nah

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah
I miss you

SLiPPeD aWaY- aVRiL LaViGnE

31 aUg...

31 aug.. 31 aug.. 31 aug..
d day i'll oways rmb..
d day which's oso teacher day eve..
d day which i "hate"..
d day i lost a friend 4eva in yr 2001..
d day tt tt frenz passed away..
d day tt i regret..
d day tt i drowned myslf in tears..
d day tt i regret..
d day i finally learnt d word "cherish"

yr 2001, i recieved a call frm meichun tellin me a bad news.. "margareth jus passed away tis mornin.." d nxt ting i koe i was sobbed w/ tears.. (i tink i dun wan go in2 details so much cos i dun feel lyk tokin much of it..) all i cn rmb wad meichun told me "she hav blood cancer (leukemia) mths ago.."

at tt time, i finally learnt wad's "CHERISH" and hw 2 "CHERISH".. i guess her passed away hav taught me a painful lesson.. a lesson 2 "CHERISH".. every time of tt day cum.. my mood will b so down.. i really miss her so so much.. bt i guess nuttin else cn b done except cryin n prayin 4 her..

4 yrs hav past n today is her 4th d**th anniversary.. i regret nt cherishin her.. so ppl pls cherish any1 n every1 ard u cos u may nt koe wad gonna happen tml.. live life 2 d fullest n cherish every1 so u will nt regret.. tt's my golden word 2 u..
-CHERISH-

FaLL :X MaLu..

27 aug 05 sat
surprise!! wad's a shock today!! i saw my name 4 runner durin dinner!! grrr.. so mani guys y pick me tis small gal!? summore i long long time nv b runner le..

so nvm i let dingfeng run mosy of d food.. hehe.. cos he fast mah..hmm.. long time nv b runner le so v jing zhang.. den steven came in n tel me table 35-37 floor tt side is wet.. bt i guess i din bother much cos i was nervous n i jus bot my shoes nt long ago.. so i went put w/ ... n ... uh.. den nxt ting i koe i fall bcos of d wet floor.. grrr.. so malu.. aft i went back 2 d kitchen d 1st thot tt came 2 my mind was raymond's words "b runner dun fall hor!! fall v ugly de hor!!" grrr.. stoopid bad mouth raymond!! my rite hand was felt lyk it was burnin n nt pain, my butt hurts :X and my left elbow hit directly on2 d floor at d joint there so i really really hurts:(.. den dingfeng in d kitchen kept emphasize tt i drop d ting lyk i asked him i asked him which table is tis den his reply is "u hai gan wen wo ar haha..(u stil dare 2 ask me ar) is jus nw u drop tt table loh.." :S so purposely!! y mus u keep remindin me.. grr..

so d conclusion is thk 2 d new gal n partly dingfeng 4 breakin d gls n lipton 4 cleanin d floor so "dry" n dingfeng 4 continuously indirectly suanin me sbt droppin d plate.. :P

well,
-nite-

DisApPeAr...

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you're near
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you're near
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person

The person that I need
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Disppear- hoobastank

WeiRdOs..

20 aug 2005

went taka eat w/ emily, witch n yongxian.. den aft tt went 2 wk.. took a bus cos i hav consession bt den orchard roads jam(grr.. everytime i take bus jam!!).. haiz so late 4 wk again(sry din mean 2)..

thou i start wk at 3, i met a lotsa weirdo customers today n i almost bcum a runner. at ard dinner time, cos raymond say "later if busy i wan u wk w/ me at d back(kitchen)-_-" "bt lucky today nt tt busy!!

so here goes d weirdos, no1 is tis cascausion couple, when i ask d guy "cn giv me d no of ur order", he joked "my hp no is..." (-_-" uh, i dun nid tt).. so i told him "no,no,no. i mean d no of ur order nt hp no.. lol" den another 1 is a old couple kept sayin "wad's ur specialise in tis restuarant? izt d thai noodle or jap noodle.. blahblahblahblah.." b4 i cn ans, tt woman kept askin again!! sumtin i koe i shouldnt hav done, i giv her a wa biang face, den she shut her mouth o_O.. so finally 10-15mins later i managed 2 get their order!!

finally d 3rd n final UGLY weirdos!! tis 2 coffee beans women ard i tink 19-20++.. came in2 d restaurant n was seated at table 31.. d long hair ugly freakin weirdo kept figitin, lookin ard.. den guanli told me "look at table 31 order, so much "stuff"!!" d order was 2 plain rice, 2 drinks n 1 plate of corroke!! den tt woman kept figitin n lookin ard aft she finished her meal so guanli went 2 ask wad dey wan, she said nuttin den cont lookin again.. so guanli ask dingfeng ask dem, den dat woman behavior bcum v weird n chey she jus wan 2 order 2 miso soup(she wan dingfeng serve dem instead).. aft their miso soup r finished, i walked pass their table n dat long hair ugly bucktooth freakin weirdo asked me 4 d menu n told me tt dey hav order a corroke n she hav been waitin 4 a v long time n it haven cum!! at tt time, i was tinkin "i thot it's in ur stomach!? i ask u puttin it in2 ur big mouth!?" so i went in2 d kitchen n check n i was so pissed tt i went 2 d bar 2 xplain 2 guanli n d rest den guanli told dingfeng "c lah ur table 31!!" (cos we both assume tt tt weirdo kept lookin ard is wan c dingfeng cos dingfeng nt bad lookin n wad steven said "sha shou yan(killer eyes)!!) so guanli told me dun quarrel w/ dem jus say "ur 1st dish serve was d corroke!!" so i went n said "d 1st dish serve was d corroke, n tis's d plate(pointin 2 her d clear plate).." she bcum pai seh n said "sori!"

ha(sacrastic) u tink i stoopid arh!? so mani of us, so mani pairs of eyes saw u put tt corroke in2 ur mouth stil dare 2 con me!! tink i bai chi(idiot) ar!? so wad if i look young, innocent, blur n "nerd" (cos of my spec)-_-".. im nt STOOPiD k!! regret nt suanin dem cos guanli dun allow me 2 :(.. i so damn feel lyk suan her "uh, r u sure u havent gotten d food cos i saw u put tt food in2 ur mouth n if nt den wad's tis clear plate is!?" look so er-xin stil wana b so er-xin!! outer already nt nice le stil wan2 b so ugly in d inside.. -_-" duno wad tis ugly freaky weird con tinkin of.. tryin 2 con me haha! wait long long.. haha..
jus too bad im a gd observer :P

bRoNcHiTiS... :X

nn2 more busstop den will reach my sch.. den my mum called me tellin me tt d clinic jus called n say d result of my x-ray is i hav infection.. so i alighted d bus n cross d overhead bridge 2 take bus 2 d amk polyclinic.. waited a v long long time 4 d doctor den when i went in, d doctor who was wearin a mask read my profile den suddenly she took another mask n put it on.. at tt time i was tinkin mus u b so exaggerate?! den she said "ur xray report shows tt u hav a LiTTLe infection in ur lungs..(ha a LiTTLe, mus u out on 2 mask!?) u hav bronchitics!! nvm i giv u a stronger antibotics!!'' so i went 2 d counter 2 collect my medicine den dey tel me "sry we r out of tis antibotics, u nid 2 go outside n buy -_-" " so i went all d pharmancy try, bt in vain, all dun hav d 250 de all hav 500 de.. so my dad went all d way 2 tan tock seng hospital 2 buy n finally there's..
haiz, all i cn say is hope 2 gt well soon.. nw i cant even carry overtray le, needless 2 say learn 2 carry w/ 1 hand!! cos my rite lung or rip hurts when i stretch at times.. haiz really hope 2 get well soon..

NaTiOnaL DaY...

Wkin at lunch today, frm 12 -2 oni.. haiz.. thot cn wk until 3.. cos today gt 1.5 rate.. since im let out so early, i went to marina square to walk walk 1st while waitin 4 3pm 2 meet up w/ weiyu dey all.. marina square hav changed so much sia.. cant even recognised tt familiar place..
so 3pm i went back to nooch citilink and wait outside 4 them.. surprisingly, sher was d 1st 1 2 turn up.. weiyu n diana was lated.. at tt time den i koe tt weiyu hav asked yl 2 hang out w/ us too.. :( haiz so big mouth *opps!! so we went suntec kenny roger eat.. we spend quite a while there.. later we went citilink tcc drink coffee.. yummy yummy!! :D.. i luv ice coffee now.. thou d coffee is quite x, bt it's yummy ;).. enjoy today v much.. hope cn hang out w/ dem soon;)
wad r we lookin at!?

say cheese ;)

playful us!!

QuEuE n MoRe QuEuE.. ArGhhh!!

today is sat.. late 4 wk again cos daddy lah ask n ask d halo shop person so mani qns.. den summore d person oso v wols.. bt finally i gt my plan changed 2 d student plan.. buden nw i hav 2 pay 4 my own bill cos d plan is under my name.. :( *sob* bt nvm cos nw i hav free incomin so ppl cn call me wheneva dey lyk nw ;)..

hwei min wkin today den she kept tokin 2 guanli -_-" cos she say she's beenin a counsellor 2 guanli.. guanli nid counsel de meh!? later mannde n guanli tokin sum hokkien words which i dun understand so i asked.. den tt guanli say "dun teach her wrong ting she my mei mei (8yr younger), she's v innocent de (-_-" dotz)"

look! i so innocent -_-" :p

dinner time start.. weiyu walked past nooch n so i went out 2 chat w/ her.. heehee..
nw oni 7pm n nooch is already lyk full hse.. haiz.. still gt long long queue outside.. so nan de!! hardly cn c citilink nooch long queue.. nt oni tt, there r tables of large no.. there's even 1 which is frm a table of 10 increase 2 15.. -_-" so busy n busy n busy.. lucky today i wkin w/ d ppl quite pro sia.. those hu r pro hwei min, steven, dingfeng, guanli, raymond..

at 9pm plus as wad raymond has "predicted" (big mouth sia!!) 'ppl will cum back eat aft watchin d firewks'.. Really, at 9.30pm, ppl stil cum in n it's almost full hse again.. -_-" bt sumhw i wasnt tired.. jus tt i guess i carry d overtray d wrong way n spain (worst dislocate it) my left elbow.. it has been hurtin since startin of dinner so i used my imini cover which is oso a waist guard 2 wrap on my elbow.. cos even i make simple move such as carryin round tray it hurts... haiz..

haiz, wish cn gt well soon cos i gt my pay so i wan go eat n eat, shop n shopon 9aug.. supposed 2 wk on tt day bt haiz.. send 2 ppl my schedule, guanli nv tel raymond n raymond said he din recieved -_-" (blur blur sotong raymond!!) so nvm finally i cn go chill out since i long time nv go hang out w/ my clique le ;)

later aft wk went 2 hang out w/ yufeng 2 pass her her bday present.. i guess i been wkin too much 2 hang out w/ frenz.. so nxt week since i nt wkin on any of d days, i cn hang out more ;)

-cheers- n nitez

i Nt StOoPiD..

im so sick today, so i asked steven 2 replace me.. so shuai he today no IS.. buden i stil went 2 sch 4 tt pathetic 2 hrs n attendance..

later my mum bring me 2 d clinic (actually is forced).. d doctor v kns.. v fast we finish le.. -_-'' so we waited 4 d medicine.. b4 us is an elderly old man (ard 65+) w/ a walkin stick.. he cant stand up when it was his turn.. n ppl ard him was lyk jus watchin n d counter woman oni say "uncle, slowly, take ur time.." so my mum walked over aft a few secs n help d uncle, help him take d medicine, explain 2 him n opened d door 4 him.. at den i realised n regret, my mum's so helpful, kind tt i din c it b4.. everytime she nags i find her such a noise pollution.. haiz.. at den i decide treat every1 in my family nice..

another ting happen today, on sun i saw my schedule of fri's 1-6 den today guanli told me i wkin 1-8!! hw cum i bk 1-6 will bcum 1-8 de?! den i tink n tink, i finally koe y.. raymond mus hav change my time to 8 cos he doesnt wan mandy 2 wk as she oways dua dem esp durin wkend dinner.. tt's y i tink he xia shou duan, purposely put my schedule until 8 so i hav no choice bt 2 wk until 8.. tink i was d wheelock xiao mei mei everyting ok ok bt no i no more tt xiao mei mei.. i hav grown up!! im nt so stoopid lyk b4, im more clever den u tink im.. mb at times i mb blur bt most of d times im more alert in d world.. oso even if im wkin today, i'll hav 2 leave by 6 cos i mit yufeng at 6+ at cityhall 2 pass her d cookie..

stop usin such underhand move cos it's stoopid n evil!! N im nt stoopid 2 giv in everytime anymore..

every1 has at least a hidden capability n characteristics.. so jus beware!!

CoN / cHeAteD..

Reach d nb cout at nearly 6.. oni den we found out we haven entered into d 2nd round :( bcos instead of wad dey hav earlier say on tue 2 winnin teams frm each grp get in2 d final round, it turn out 2 oni 1 winnin team gt in2 d 2nd round -_-".. haiz feel so cheated so con.. so we went 2 play volleyball n nb.. so d volleyball game bcum a cheek muscles trainin cos we kept laughin n d netball game bcum a farthest throwin n fastest runnin game 4 d guys cos dey kept throwin v far n run v fast buden dey broke all d netball rules bt we dun care.. heehee.. it was fun n more fun.. we played until 8+ den we went hm all feelin so tired!! finally tonite i cn slp early n get a gd nite slp.. these few days havin mood swing definitely nt bcos of tt petty shit!! y i havin mood swing oni mabia koe.. cos i tink tt in poly, nuttin much's lyk in sec sch.. frenz hu we cn tok abt anyting under d sun, sharin thots n secrets.. haiz.. nw is lyk wadeva we say, ppl may jus say 'is none of ur business' , 'so wad's ur conclusion' -_-'' .. duno lah.. jus find tt there's v few ppl hu u cn actually relate 2.. haiz.. so ppl stil in sec sch beta cherish ur days in there cos when u go poly, it mayb fun bt ppl there r so diff frm ur sec sch..

-cheers- n nite..
tryin 2 b happy again...

My 3rD BaO Bei...

recently mood swing so nv update my blog.. bt dun worry will try update as much as possible tis few days...

28jul05

meet yufeng 2 go shop 4 mp3 n my godmum's bdae present.. so we went to funan 2 look 4 d mp3.. funan was big, many shops .. i did most of d tokins as tt yufeng dun dare 2 ask -_-"... den we realised sumtin.. d higher d level d cheaper is d creative neeon mp3.. in the end i bot d apple mini ipod frm gerry's frenz n yufeng bot a creative neeon 4 $294 oni.. at first she wants 2 buy creative nano bt i "influenced" her until she decided 2 buy creative neeon.. heehee.. thou my mp3 is a 2nd hand bt it doesnt matter cos it still quite brand new.. love my mp3 so much, tt's y tt's my 3rd bao bei..

goin 4 our 2nd round of netball match nw..
hope we cn win again today;)
wish us lucks n cheer us on.. yeah!

...HeArTbRoKeN...ToRn ApArT...

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
Sewn together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


KeLLy cLaRkSoN - BeHiNd TheSe HaZeL eYeS