DiGuStiN PeTTy GuY...

aft sch we stayed back 4 bmgt project so we went 2 d cafe 2 do it.. as projects r borin so we usually play n wk at d same time.. so tis guy kept tokin while we were listenin(ok, half listenin.. bt it's stil listenin).. den he "blust" out sumtin y he's doin all d tokin!?.. so duno hu explain 2 him cos tt time bca he din tok so we let him do all d tokins nw!! hmm.. when did we do bca w/ him? den i say "u r too sensitive" den he raised his voice "yes im sensitive!! blahblahblah!" den he started shootin us "tis 1 tok 2 1 n another, tt 1 kept playin, tt 1 kept tokin onlie, tt 1 blahblahblah.." kao n kao.. we tried explainin den in d end we din bother 2 waste our breathe tokin 2 him.. so he said "u all do d tokin" n gav us tt f***in bloody sickenin angry buai song bad face(lyk we scare of him)!! so petty 4 wad? so we gals did all d tokins.. so finally at six we came up w/ a conclusion!!

tis guy is so petty nt oni our grp say so.. hu he tink he's!? d grp leader?! bullshit!! we dont even hav a leader!! sumtin he shld koe, our grp wk in a half play half wk envirnment!!

so pls tis guy dun b so petty!! cos it's so freakin irritatin!! n no1 will lyk it!!

A cLoWn'S pRaYeR...

Lord as i stumble through this life,
Help me to create more laughter than tears.
Dispense more happiness than gloom,
Spread more cheer than despair.

Never let me grow so big that
i will fail to see the wonder in the eyes of a child
Or the twinkle in the eyes of the aged.

Never let ne forget that i am a clown...
That my work is to cheer people up,
Make them happy, and make them laugh,
Make them forget, at least for a moment,
All the unpleasant things in their lives.

And Lord,
in my final moment,
May i hear you whisper,
"When you make MY PEOPLE smile,
You make ME smile."

~authour unknown~

oVeRtRaY..

bvbeen wkin at nooch tis few days bcos nw sort of havin breaks.. today me n gerry wk until closin.. tt's d 1st day i wk closin at citilink..den at ard aft 9.40, lipton went out n raymond's nowhere2 b found(as always) den gerry brought in an overtray n he came out to table 20.4 to bring food to d customers.. suddenly "pyang"!! came d sound of lotsa n losta of bowls n plates breakin sound so we went in 2 c.. tt ah toy scolded gerry 4 jus puttin d overtray there n walked out den nv put properly blahblahblah!! wtf! is she blind!?! gerry's out of d kitchen 4 ard 2 min den d bowls n plates break.. n oso we oways leave d overtray at d table wah when did we ever unload it!?! i bet it's tt indian auntie fault bt she pushed it all 2 gerry!! so gerry say "sori" n walked out.. den lipton came in den i told him so he went in 2 take a look n walked out of d kitchen too... haha leavin tt indian auntie 2 clear ur "HER" mess!! nw i under y guanli dun lyk ahtoy n d indian auntie!! so unfair nt gerry's fault n she scolded gerry lyk mad n when gerry apologised, she stil scold n scold.. pls she's d head chief y mus she poked her nose in2 tings nt even abit regardin her!? luckily gerry take it v easily sia.. if i were him, i wont even apologise n will talk back 2 her.. so wat if she bf's d so called "operation manager"!? it doesnt giv her d authority 2 scold us waitress n waiter!!

bLeSsiN iN DiSgUiSe...

20jul05 wed
today's my last common test paper bca.. n ytd i slp oni less den 2 hrs cos slp at 4-5am woke up at 6am.. i nid 2 study hard 4 this test, i hav already screw my presentation i cant afford 2 screw tis.. den cum out d bca paper is a piece of crap.. so cheap my feelins.. all thx 2 tt cls wad cls teacher.. we haven even step in2 d exam rm he already kb kb.. grrr...!!!

aft d test, me,charmaine n cailing went watch war of d world... d action's nt bad jus tt d alien ways of killin is damn bloody disgustin.. gross!!

later i went meet yufeng cos she's at orchard lib (again).. den we went look 4 emily.. i told emily tt tt thief ask me go return pass.. den she shocked "huh.. really huh!?'' i oso gt 2 koe tt tt thief kept changin off on weekend , dun wana wk on weekend.. even when emily wan jus 2 change a sun w/ her she dun wan.. book all weekend off... so unfair.. so nt gd frenz... anyway when did she ever hav a true gd frenz? nw ppl down there seen d true col of her so wad if she wk longer den emily bt at gician she's stil consider a newbie!! jus bcos emily's her so call "frenz" doesnt means tt she cn oways get her way!! so ba dao!!

i would say tis incident between me n her, is a blessin in disguise bcos i found out hu r my true frenz n bcos of this incident, it brought me n yufeng closer.. it seems tt we cant live w/o msgin each other everyday.. god hav a reason 4 most of d tings tt happen tt's wad i tink d reason it's.. A blessin in disguise!!

-end-

JuDgE PaRt 3... HaHa.. i Cn WriTe a Tv PrOgRaMmE oN TiS..

today i wanted 2 teach tt thief a lesson n giv her tis warnin she cant bring me down so i msg her "thx 4 ur entertainment ytd bt sadly i oni read 1 out of 6 msg.. n sadly ur words din affect me.. well bring it on.." so came d reply "u sux arh, emily oso say u sux.. haha.. blahblahblahblah.." so came back all d sux sux sux n cn sum1 pls tel her 2 stop draggin ppl such as d innocent emily (haha) down!! so reply n reply to her n to me.. all her reply is " sux sux sux" (doesnt she hav anytin beta 2 say or seriously her eng voca's so pathetic jus these few?!?) den she stil drag more ppl down "every1 oso tink u sux!!" yaya d every1 is she herself lah jus tryin 2 make me feel bad lolz.. bt halo!! hw mani supporters i hav n hw mani u hav!?! stop tryin ur luck so much cos it's nt wkin.. n im nt gonna return my pass cos i'll b back at taka dutrin aug u jus wait n c or more i go other company wk loh so easy!! haha.. save ur breath gal cos it's nt wkin no matter hw much u bring it!! haha.. too bad.. cos determine, sturborn is my strength ;) jus too bad, so sad.. lolz

JuDgE PaRt 2...

tis mornin tt bitch sent me 5-6 sms scoldin me vulgarities sayin tt she n d other full-time f me.. blah blah blah.. out of d 5-6 sms i oni read 1.. wad's use of sendin me vulgarities sms while i cn jus press a button n woala deleted:) so stupid! tink i will waste my time readin her stupid lame MEANINLESS sms!? She's oni diggin her own grave.. so wad if i study alot, my future's bright, i bet i cn earn more den double of wad she's earnin in a mth.. so wad if i wana quit!? it's none of her prob 2 tel me whether i quit or nt.. it's my choice nt hers.. she hav no rite 2 tel me wad i shld do.. d reason i went back taka wk is bcos of yf, jas n dine.. so if i quit rite nw i oso hav nuttin 2 hold me back.. anyway taka's such a stressful place 2 wk w/ all those backstabbin ppl ard.. nooch is so much beta.. nw i cn finally devote myntime wkin there:)

recieved lotsa ppl encouragements:) sum even asked me f her back.. ha i den dun wana waste my sms n my breathe on tt.. it's pointless..

den im enlightened.. life's too short 2 let these kinda ppl ruin it.. y shld i let them spoilt my happiness!? Emotions r always active.. u may nt b able 2 control them bt if u change ur mindset, ur emotion cn change..

so tt's my new motivation slogan "life's too short 2 let bitchy ppl ruin ur life n ur happiness"..

glad i recover fast n THX 2 her i koe hu my true frenz r n u make me even stronger den wad im b4.. i thot im weak bt im nt.. she's den d weakling oni koe hw 2 use vulgarities.. so is vulgarities 2 she is wad she cal english? wow nice english words she koe, beta go find an english tutor n ask d tutor teach her d proper english voca.. lol.. nuttin she say is gonna bring me down anymore.. im a optimist:) nw im stronger den she tink im..

below is especially 4 u:
Fighter by Christina Aguilera

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I want to thank you
Because you made me that much stronger
...
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a
Fighter

JuDgE...

Early in the mornin recieved a sms frm a woman (no, it's a bitch, worst, a cheap)wkin d same 2company as me in taka.. my so called sister.. *PHEW! PUKE!* Such a sis.. F*** man i was blind, blind by friendship n my soft-heartedness! u r no longer my sis or frenz!! she said d letter A n E n diamond now v less, fri stil gt alot, said i took mani straps now no nid sell le.. pls loh she today jus cum work den say tis n tt.. durin d weekend n mon we cn sell alot wah! nt oni she accuse me of stealin alot she oso threaten me say d boss nw wan call police nw! call loh! call loh! lyk i scare! let c d police catch hu 1st! she oso added tt i go gician wk is nt bcos of wk is bcos of d chain n d strap i go there wk.. pls wad u tink i m, a thief, a sl*t or a cheap!? F*** man! u r those n ur integrity is nt even 1% of mine! she steal tamagochi(nt 1 bt 2), stil ask me steal umbrella jus bcos it's rainin(luckily im nt tt stupid), everytin at taka is steal de nt pay de!! nw today stil accuse me n insult my integrity n reputation! tink i so cheap n so slut lyk her meh!? i pay 4 stuffs i bot k.. she no1 best thief at taka stil dare accuse me! f*** her lah! d so called in charge over there din even mention anytin.. hu is she? jus a small fry at tt company jus 4 a mth.. thou d previous company we both wk, she wk almost a yr.. bt tt's d past!

i dun care whether she read tis post anot cos this's my blog nt urs!! nt happy write in urs too lah!! anyway i oso tink tt nt1 will understand cos ur eng (england) is so powerful(powderful) n so broken!! u hav no rite 2 tel me wat i shld write n wad i shld nt!! i already giv u face by nt mentionin ur name.. 4 d sack of yufeng, wkin w/ her every sat, n regardin wad she say, i mus continue 2 wk there oso 2 prove tt im nt guilty.. i feel so stupid bein so gd 2 such frenz n such sis!! i feel so stupid 4 maintainin such friendship.. tel u d truth (wad i told snow oni) partly i quit shibuya is bcos of her..

-end of story- thx 4 bein d audience of my stressed day..

sErViCe..

08 jul 05 fri
today nooch lunch service is pathetic... really sux.. lotsa customers complain.. uh, complain to me.. duno y.. mb is bcos i was at d floor most of the time n luckily today i gt smile.. if nt kana complain summore.. raymond v bad mood today.. he kept scoldin d f word.. haiz.. d so called "new" gal v slow.. i wan help her so speed up d clearin buden ray n guanli dun let me den tis ray scold n scold n scold lyk d 1st day when i was wkin at wheelock..
dinner was so much beta.. except tt steven's frenz a new guy, called zhong jie.. he's really really pathetic.. walk around the restuarant lyk he is strollin in his hse or worse den tt.. nv smile, black face.. simply SUX! i dun wan wk w/ him ever again..
cant believe im smilin so much n chattin so much w/ d customers.. recieved a lotsa tips today.. $2.5,$4.5 n a credit $5 tips.. omg so mani tips bt haiz i giv all 2 d tip box.. :'(

09jul 05 sat
thot today's d last day at taka gician bt no tml stil mus wk.. went wheelock fish n co to eat durin lunch time w/ pei li n geraldine(dine).. their place is bigger den nooch as they oso occupied d godiva space.. their service v gd.. haiz.. feel so zhi bei now.. their service so damn gd.. haiz.. mus blush up my service.. thou their service n d decoration or they atsmosphere r v gd, i oso strongly feel tt wheelock nooch is still d best.. lol :P..

10jul 05 sun
last day at gician..nw i no nid stress abt jugglin w/ 2 jobs.. nuttin much today jus tt weiyu n deb came down taka "visit" me.. michelle n claris came down join me, auntie janny n szehui 4 dinner.. dey tokin abt d bad happenins at precious.. nt my prob.. v tired.. continuously full 4 3 days le.. nid to slp.. nitez..

My 2nD BaO Bei..

04july05 mon

scare me out of my wit! almost lost my second bao bei today.. 4 those of u hu duno my seond bao bei is my lappy- my laptop.. my first is my hp.. third is my future i-mini -ipod mini.. aft lunch at canteen 3, we happily walked away to blk 72.. when we reached l4 den i realised hw cum my bag is so light.. tt's when i realised my laptop is nt w/ me, it's "missin".. so huiwen accompanied me all d way back to canteen3.. back at canteen 3, i din c my laptop under d table den huiwen was stil sayin "it's still there lah.. dun worry!!" bt i really din c.. den d cleaner auntie asked us if we r lookin 4 a laptop.. den she passed us a laptop which i recognised it's mine cos of d pink flurry rabbit foot keychain.. im so glad tt i found my laptop.. so happily we went back our tutorial- gamin.. thx god.. n d auntie..

(PS-blog this in canteen 2, purposely dun type wad cailing say or rephrase.. cos she was sittin beside me, editin n disturbin me..summore ask me write this sentence down.. lolx.. now she wan to sue me 4 accusin her.. bleah!)

PAST SICK

sum ppl r hm sick bt im past sick.. miss d past so much.. miss those ppl i luv wkin wif, hu brought laughter 2 my life.. ppl lyk shandy, esther, hwei min, gerry, yong cai, wei lern frm wheelock



n frm taka, yufeng , geraldine , jasmine , zhi ping , frm taka.. im past sick cos i wish we cn b lyk d past wkin together again.. those days r my happiest days so far this yr especially at taka talkin hall days..

today i went back 2 wk at taka, thou they r a no. of unreasonable, troublesome customers, there is tis gal call yufeng 2 entertain me durin my meal break.. today wk is so tirin.. so mani customers cum at a go.. tis yufeng n i went lib at dinner time den we were listenin 2 d headphone provided by d lib.. den she heard tis horse racin music she started dancin.. haha it's so hilarious.. d guy sittin beside her kept starin at her w/ doubtful eyes.. lolx.. i gt a video of her in her act, wan c tel me..

haiz time really flies.. those i wk w/, sum hav already move on 2 another job, sum hav "disappear", sum hav nt wk w/ them 4 quite long.. really miss d gd old days at wheelock(gone 4eva) n (last time) taka.. haiz.. if oni we cn go back 2 d past......