sUrPriSe...

today i went back to taka to wk n i tel u d shocked faces of those bloody spies r so funny.. bcos they really thot tt i quit on tt day tt d maddog lectured me.. bt haha no.. i wont quit n giv up so easy.. tt's me- sturborn n determination.. one of my strength n oso my weakness.. i tink d most shock is tt ugly s**t jennifer.. haha d moment she saw me she kept starin at me n den she walked 2 hallmark irene there 2 gossip.. i dun bother wad dey r gossipin abt bt d look on their faces r so funny.. haha.. shocked... v v shocked... nw i cn wipe off their bloody smiles off their faces... tt ah jun or wadeve her f name is kept starin at me from her counter. still stare summore.. y? tryin 2 find me fault 2 gossip n omplain 2 mad dog izt.. well, so i did d same.. an eye 4 an eye make d whole world blind... so i stare at her back n sumore i standed at d front of my counter.. haha tis yufeng kept laughin at wad im doin... well, cos yufeng n y other clique in taka r on d same boat.. i tink tt ahjun koe tt i found out she was starin at me n was starin at her.. so she kept lookin away n finally she walked away.. haha.. try 2 defeat me!? well, nt until u r defeated.. well, revenge tt's hw life goes 4 d scorpio.. nv provoke ppl whose horoscope r scorpio cos scorpio r ppl who will rmb ur nasty act 4 life... well, tt's d big surprise n shock 4 them tt day.. i wont b defeated so easily by those f bloody spies.. i will fight them 2 d end.. jus too bad im a scorpio, an eye 4 an eye make d whole world blind.. haha.. surprise!!!

FiNaLLy, i BroKe DoWn

sch gonna start bt i'm stil wkin.. been hesitatin which job shld i quit 1st by d end of tis may n sumthing happen ytd tt i finally decided..

freak man! d moment i saw my schedule 4 nxt wk i boil up cos i cant wk sat n tis bloody 'borin' arrange me 2 wk sat n summre full so i went 2 complain 2 snow n ask her 2 help me tel tt idiot bcos i dun wana hear his irritatin freakin voice!! so i gt wad i wanted sun full instead so as i thot tings r goin well...

me n yufeng r at d drawer doin wk stuffs.. she's doin her price tag n i'm writin d sale slip so tis mad dog (ronnie- din mean 2 call him tis bt he's oways lyk tt when it's a fri n wkend) came n reprimanded us sayin tt in he'll move d table away in 30 min time if we con't 2 "gather" at there so i moved away while yufeng pack her price tag in2 d drawer.. in less den 30 sec, selina n gary came n said they hav 2 move d drawer n d mad dog came screamin "dun let dem remove anyting from d drawer.. blah blah blah!!" i koe at tt time yufeng's holdin back den she cried n walked out of taka.. mad dog came back n said dun ever let her come back.. i was freakin pissed off w/ d mad dog bt was surprised tt yufeng came back so d mad dog came n asked her go 2 d storerm his fav place 2 "lecture" promoters!!! so yufeng came out aft d "lectures" w/ her sollow red eyes full of tears n asked me go in.. d mad dog too lectured me n even remind me of wat happen on d 1st few days which i jus stepped in2 taka which he oso lectured me.. i duno y i did bt i jus broke down emotionally n mentally.. he said "if d both of us r willin 2 listen n take in ppl's words, we will b v successful.."n he stressed me on my counter sales "LAST!!!" bt hey i'm oni a part-time here n most of d time i did try 2 promote n nt lyk sf hu oways haide behind d wall n d toilet!! n btw successful in wad, all i koe is tt scorpio r v sturborn tt's y i'm v sturborn n i nv even take in ellen's words in b4.. only when raymond or guanli tok 2 me den i'll slowly take in.. well tt's me.. aft d lectures n d tears i decided 2 quit.. 1stly's bcos of "borin", 2ndly a gal down there's a slacker down there, 3rdly SLES V BAD n i was d oways d 1 kana lecture abt it when d days i wkin in d sale v gd k!!, 4thly ronnie n 5thly there r SPIES everywhere!!! SPIES!! N SPIES ASSISTANTS!! Wad a laugh!! all tis SPIES surroundin us, even koe d little tings we did, lyk emily goin 4 interview which oni our grp koe.. all tis SPIES tink tt we r stupid, gt shortcut dun wana take, walk near our counter n fakely look ard actually they r lookin at wad we r doin so dey cn report 2 d mad dog.. stare wat stare.. so when they fakely look at us durin d evenin, i walked 2 my front counter n stared at dem back.. haha, i tink dey noticed it n walked away n tis yufeng was laughin madly at my actions.. an eye 4 an eye make d whole world blind so i giv dem a taste of spyin on us.. bt nvm i'll b leavin soon, already told tt "borin" i quit my last day's sumwhere in tis week.. so it doesnt matter.. bt i'll giv dem a taste of their own medicine tt's wad i promise n i'll deliver!! tt nite b4 i left, jesse auntie hu hardly tok 2 me, tok 2 us even cheer us up more when she used dialects n vulgars 2 scold all those F spies n d mad dog.. haha.. i oso kinda pity her cos she colleague oso tryin 2 find faults 2 kick her out.. haiz..

well, tt happened on sat which's yesterday.. today supposed 2 go work at shibuya cos a new gal nv turned up bt i end up fallin asleep so i nv go 2 work.. haha... gt a bad news from shandy sayin tt she's nt wkin at nooch anymore.. partly is bcos tt she hav found a job which she's startin wk on 1jun bt i koe d full responsible of nooch staff leavin is all thks 2 ellen.. if she con't 2 b lyk tt , bein bias oni favourin her favoured staff hu nw i guess's shanti aft yvonne n eliza, makin staff leave early, makin staff wk more bt nt paid 4 it, treatin d staff v nasty etc etc etc... so i today ask hui min 2 check my schedule n sadly on thu i'll b wkin 12-2.. i'm nw tinkin of either findin a replacment or no show cos i end sch at 11 n hav 2 rush there 4 wk n oni 2 wk 2hrs!?! i tink tt's riduculous n stupid!! so sry 2 disappoint sum of ya out there.. i'll b leavin soon if ellen con't 2 b lyk tis..

i'm already badly wounded.. already broke down halfway n sumtimes still puttin up strong front.. left a bit of fightin spirit.. so jus let me off these few days, pls dun rub against my wound until i finally recover back while now i'm still holdin on..

NoOcH MaNaGeR... HaiZ...

have a couple of conversations- sms, msn chat, phone chat wif shandy these few days.. n our conversations's abt our nooch manager.. haiz, tokin out her make me blood boils n make me feel lyk pukin.. shandy's complainin 2 me tt there's a time where ellen let her out at 5.28pm bt ellen oni giv her d pay until 5pm.. i tink it's really v unfair.. if she doesnt giv her d 30 min pay, y cant she give her d 15min pay.. i really hav 2 disagree w/ ellen's way of "rulin" tis restuarant.. reasons r below...
-she loves 2 cut cost, even at d busiest time she'll send u hm or especially when there r quite little customers..
-she loves 2 make u wk extra lyk 4e.g tt day on sat she send me hm at 5.26 bt d 26min's nt counted.. so she get free labour n she's d 1 hu profits n we cant do anyting abt it, all we cn do is complain w/in ourselves n nuttin else.. i guess no1 dares 2 speak up 2 her or we cant b bothered 2 tok 2 her at all.. she's oways do tis everytime 2 all d part-time staffs, makin d staffs leave 10min n above d time dey r supposed 2 wk until..
-nowadays she kept givin d newbies more days 2 wk den d regular staff.. on sat she giv me d days which i cant n she asked me when i cn wk so i told her sun full n i purposely cancel wkin at shibuya tt day.. n in d end she nv even put me name in it lyk i'm nt a staff down there.. i'm so boil up tt i told shandy i nxt week oso nt wkin, c hw she's goin 2 perish w/ those newbie hu dun even koe d basic hw 2 carry an overtray..
-she loves givin us d time n day which we didnt even tel her we wana wk on tt day bcos she's short-handed.. n it's so unfair 2 us cos if we cn make it, we hav 2 find replacement ourselves..
-she's F brainless(din mean 2 sae tis bt i cant take it anymore!!) as in d schedule part, rather giv d schedule 2 d newbies when d newbies doesnt koe hw 2 bill, serve guests, carry overtray, d table no.. blah blah blah.. n d 1 hu's teachin dem's uncle raymond.. everytime i c, it's either raymond or guanli hu hav 2 do everything themselves.. even back at wheelock when i first came in, guanli n raymond r d 1s hu taught me these n tt, aft tt it's d rest of d part-timers hu taught me d rest of d stuff.. i koe ellen wans them 2 watch n learn themselves bt i dun tink it's rite n unfair 2 them as they r still new 2 d restuarant n stil copin w/ d "seniors" ard them..
-she give d schedules more 2 d newbies bcos d newbies r stil new n dey stil duno hw it's lyk 2 wk in a new environment.. when they hav wk there long enuf, they'll koe hw 2 zhao fan(tok back in their thoughts) n wad's rite n wrong 4 dem n wont b lyk gd little gals n boys.. so i tink tt's y she rather giv d newbies wk rather d regular especially durin d buriest time of d week such as fri, sat n sun.. haiz even d big guy wei lern oso complain when he oways wk full durin sun bt nw he wk until 3pm.. wei lern leh! wkin until oni 3pm!?! i tink tt's ridiculous!!!

well, let me SAY TIS LOUD N CLEAR!!! WE R NT BULLSHITTIN WHEN WE SAID WE LUV WKIN AT NOOCH!! it's oways bcos of ellen n her "unique" way of "trainin" us tt we really dun lyk wkin down there.. if she leaves nooch 4eva, i confirm+guarantee u tt a lotsa d ex-nooch staffs will b grate 2 b back n we'll b more den delight 2 wk more.. bt 4 nw, we jus hav 2 bear w/ it.. anyway i dun tink i will b wkin at nooch so soon cos i hurt my left back hip so nid time 2 recover n bcos ellen nv put me schedule in.. so jus too bad.. sry 2 disappoint any of u n miss d days wkin w/ u.. 4 d time bein i'll stil b wkin at shibuya.. so cya..

customers r nt oways rite..

sun d 15th
wkin at taka again full shift.. meet 2 irritatin freakin customers.. bt b4 tt i try 2 arrange d mr leg clock which was at d top shelf w/o a chair cos d zed n zee chair's legs r nt stable.. so i jia li hai (act pro) try 2 get d clock down n hu koes it hit my head.. :'( so i told yufeng if i later were 2 ask her hu am i n where am i, she mus wake me up no matter wad.. haha..

den we were tokin abt alison sayin tt she hav disappeared n she hav eloped w/ her bf 2 duno where.. to my surprise, aft a few couples of ten mins, alison "pop" out.. speak of d devil.. so we told her we were tokin abt her jus now..

den came tis freakin b*tch w/ her 2 stupid wild monkey daughter n son.. she came to my counter n her daughter wan but d flyin pig cushion bt there r oni 2 left.. so she asked me whether's there new piece so i told her "sorry, no more stock left!" den she "comment" loudly "SOoooooo DIRTY! dun wan!".. so i was lyk ok, fine, u dun wan, dun nid 2 comment!! nxt she went 2 d zed n zee counter n d auntie hav went 2 eat.. so tis b*tch happily sat on d small short table n put out a basket full of hangin memo clips n placed it on d table wher d place she put r bks n calculator.. she put there happily 2 pick her delights.. so we tok loudly, "d table cn b use 4 sittin meh? blah blah blah.. she tink her butt v small arh!" den her daughter oso sit beside her aft she used d zodiac stuff toys n fight w/ her bro n sum of it dropped on d floors n dey din bother 2 pick up so poor yufeng hav 2 clear up their mess 4 dem.. so i purposely went 2 d wrapper counter 2 get a few wrappin paper 2 wrap on d table as yufeng suggested.. so tis b*tch continued 2 "comment" d pig so dusty, d col so ugly blah blah blah.. she went 2 look at sumtin den she turned 2 us n said "hello? hello?" so i stand up from d chair i sittin on 2 pretend 2 wrap, glare at her n walked away, muttered 2 yufeng "tis kinda f**kin customers i den dun wan 2 serve" n walked away.. so yufeng went 2 serve her.. so tis b*tch screamed "r u a promoter!? u koe hw 2 serve customer anot!?" yufeng's reply was "i'm nt d promoter 4 tis counter here so i duno anything here!!!" speechless, tis bitch walked 2 another counter n her 2 monkeys went another counter 2 fight again.. really hope they broke sumtin v ex so they'll hav 2 pay until siao.. lyk mother, lyk children, tis really suittis bunch of irritatin b*tchy f**kin ppl lyk dem.. jus nice auntie came back a few mins aft d show so we went eat lunch..

durin evenin, another freakin customers came.. tis time is a guy.. he came n took tis big feet frog n stand at d pathway n at tt time i wan take sumtin from my locker so i went near him n said "excuse me" loudly so he was shouted 2 d other side n was blockin my way.. he din siam so i said louder "EXCUSE ME!!" n he still ignored my warnin so i knocked him n opened my locker n slam it as i koe he was starin behind me.. so i turned ard n glared(diao) at him 2 satisfy him.. so he complaint 2 d auntie, "she under u? so rude!? wad kinda salesperson is tis!?" as i heard it loud n clear n was behind d pillar so i said "is u rude 1st! nt happy go complain lah!" so he walked away angrily..

i agreed my temper's nt v gd tt day bcos of d 1st incident w/ d bitch bt if ppl ask u nicely 2 move away jus move ur ass off b4 ppl knocked u n u complained it's d others fault!!! so sick of tis line, thou sumtimes us easy earned $$ bt we oways hav 2 stand n mit weird n irritatin customers.. sumtimes when there's no customers, we hav 2 entertain ourselves it's such a borin job!! haiz.. stupid irritatin customers ruin my day!!

RuNneR!?!

bein a runner's nt easy.. especially when u r as small size as me n ppl well tink she cn make it anot.. believe it or nt, im a runner n i hate 2 b 1.. maybe u tink bein a runner's power, macho, cool, fun or wadeva.. bt it's nt.. it's d most tirin job u get.. haiz everytime i saw my name on station a i'm v happy bt den ellen will oways say tis person nv cum or is leavin u go do runner.. aRgHhhh.. i wan cry!! runner's nt fun!! bein a floor staff's better thou sumtimes it's v borin.. imagine u hav 2 carry overtray stacked up w/ plates of food.. argh so heavy n later ur shoulder will hav 2 carry d consequences - PAIN, PAIN N MORE PAIN.. n i tink tt i hurt my rite elbows n my back hip bcos of tis.. haiz...

tt is y im shocked n surprised when shanti told raymond today "d floor's v borin, i wan b a runner!!" n she kept goin 2 d kitchen when raymond kept askin her nt 2 cos she's stealin my job as i supposed 2 b runner tt day aft mandy leave!! so raymond was askin me 2 tel her y bein a runner's nt gd bt she stil dun listen n insist on goin 2 d kitchen when there's no food out yet.. haiz sturborness.. let her hav a taste of bein a runner den she'll koe y we all hate 2 b runner n rather b outside on d floor.. bt i hav 2 argee w/ mannde w/ sumtin she cant even carry an overtray n she still wana b a runner!?! when i was runner on tue or wed lunch, d food's ald jam so i throw everything 2 guanli n went 2 d floor.. imagine she cant carry overtray n she cant recognise d food i wonder hw's she goin 2 b a runner or at tt time she's goin 2 throw everyting 2 sum1 else?!? we'll c in a few days time cos raymond said i nxt week gan gan put u as runner.. opps we'll c!!

y wK so HaRd!? aCciDeNt PrOnE gaL

Haiz.. my accident prone n blurness is back..

today's fri d 13th, wahahaha! wkin full at taka.. haiz.. 1st ting i saw counter in a mess n i bet w/ yufeng surely tis shufen nv pack d bkmark n most of it will b left less den half.. n to my "delights", most of d bkmarks r less den half so i went store 2 take stock n pack.. in d store, d memory lane auntie asked me "so early cum stock eariler?" so i replied "no, my counter's "EMPTY!".. i koe shufen cant b bother 2 pack as she'll b quittin in a few weeks time bt thou i'm a part-timer i shld do my part n nt slack lyk her.. Rite? aft packin finish, i went 2 emily's counter 2 tok 2 her as i cant b bothered 2 take care of my counter n i wan sum leisure time aft sum hard wk.. so i went into her counter n as she was squattin down doin sumtin "illegal", i said "wow!" den she jumped.. lol.. i den laughed bt in my fit of laughter, i knocked on2 d glass cupboard.. ouch! i hit my left shoulder so i went back 2 my counter 2 "rest" n came back 2 few moments later 2 ask whether emily wan go eat w/ me n yufeng.. so i tried 2 "squeeze" between d 2 mu-ee display stand full of hook w/ stuffs n i gt poked at my back again n my thighs.. ouch! 3 injuries in a row!! at nite, tis yufeng fa feng le.. she went use her product d hot dog basket 2 wear it as a hat n even hide her head inside.. haha.. i oso gt her 2 change her schedule w/ char 2 sun as i sun wkin full n no1 else i'm close w/ is wkin on sun.. oso today duno durin when i was packin d stocks tt came at noon, i cut my palm.. tis happened when i pushed d plastic box w/ d frog toilet holder n it dropped down again so i tried 2 stop it w/ my left hand.. bt d edge/ sharp point hit my palm n cut my skin.. so blood came out n there's a scar nw.. haiz.. stupid me!

uncle raymond called me at nite 2 ask me wk tml full at nooch bt i cant cos i nid my god bro 2 help me w/ my laptop n he stayed at jurong west which's mrt all d way 2 boon lay.. so he said "nvm!u wk until 8.30pm den i giv u cab $$!".. Mr silly ng!! i said "no!" n almost said dun b silly bt i din.. haiz tis uncle ng oways lyk tt!!! i'm nt d oni 1 hu hav "comment" tt he's v "sha"!! he oways hav 2 use his owe $$ 2 ask ppl 2 wk more as ellen luv2 cut cost n he's oways worryin abt short handed/ short of staffs, while ellen dun even care.. i mean he's a nice, gd, carin supervisior.. bt his rank's lower den ellen n ellen dun even bother abt short-handed most of d times n lettin d others staffs perish together in tiredness.. haiz really duno wad he's tinkin, wk so hard, everytime complain no time 2 eat(when there's time, he dun wan eat.. say wad bu fang xin).. y wk so hard when no1 recoginse ur wk n effort!?!