HYPOCRITE!! LIAR!! ONCE AGAIN N AGAIN!! WhEn WiLL u LeArN uR LeSsOn!?

chat w/ weiyu at ard 11pm+.. got sum more bad tings abt tt b*tch liar.. told weiyu tt she wk mon-fri lunch time at nooch cos short of staffs so raymond "invited" her back 2 wk...
BULLSHIT!!!
CRAP!!
is short-handed,desperate.. tt's y raymond no choice ask her cum back wk.. i checked her schedule on d schedule list at nooch n her punch card n frm wad raymond told me, she oni wk frm mon to wed lunch.. n nt mon to fri lunch.. sumore i wk on fri whole day hw cum i din c her!?! rite? such a ting oso wana lie.. b*tch!!
if she wana lie, ask her pls lie w/o any flaws..
so weiyu was v pissed off by tt she was cheated, con, lied to.. i guessed she was more disappointed den pissed.. a frenz 4 5yrs le, hw mani times hav she lied 2 us, i wonder.. den i told wei yu 2 either ignored her or get back at her.. weiyu said she will feel bad if she get back at her.. den i said back "did she feel bad abt cumin late? did she feel bad lettin d whole grp waitin 4 her? did she feel bad cheatin, lyin on us? the ans is a firm "NO!" " i wonder hw mani times is she stil gonna lie, haven she learnt her lesson tt time at d movie n dinner tingy?! i so sick of her, sick of her attitude... bt gd ting we r nt so stupid 2 b cheated by her again cos all her lies r all exposed by us.. such a frenz!!

oso if she cn said guanli's ellen's dog, i guess she wud say d same ting 4 me.. cos she oways emphasized tt i'm raymond's n guanli's rite-handed man.. ya rite.. tt's jus a better way of describin me.. i bet deep in her heart she say tt im raymond's n guanli's dog cos im quite close 2 them.. damn.. such a frenz..

SERIOUSLY i DUN NiD SUCH A "GD" FRENZ AT ALL.. CHEATIN every1 ard dem, treatin dem lyk SH*T!! she den is a piece of SH*T!! F. B*tch!! i HATE her so much!!
She's d most hypocrite of all hypocrite queens..

DeMoRaLiSed..

25jun sat
aft cca meetin supposed 2 reach nooch 4 wk at 3.30 buden i reach at 4.30(i din mean to) cos a lotsa of d roads r block 4 national day rehearsal.. so traffic jam every where..

tt nite, i did d same as ytd.. serve drinks, clear, set.. n billin as raymond giv me his password 2 do d dbs promotion tingy.. (haiz tis raymond sae so loud until steven n mannde oso koe his password).. den there's tis weird spec guy asked me 4 bill so i giv him d bill den tis fat b*tch seated beside him asked me"is ur manager ard?", my reply was "she's nt in" den she asked "is there a supervisior? i wan 2 speak 2 him".. den i gt tis feelin tt she wan complain abt me.. so raymond went n den told me "wad u did? she complain tt tt gal in spec was v rude, givin her attitude..n d staffs nv smile.." WTF!! when eva did i giv tt grp of ppl attitude? i didnt even rmb servin tt table oni d drinks n bill.. weird b*tch nuttin 2 do, jus lookin 4 trouble, makin a mountain out of a mole.. raymond told me tis kinda of early 20+ ppl lyk 2 pick up tiny tings n make a fuss over it.. hmm.. nxt time i shld challenge "yes, y did u wan look 4 my supervisior!?!" den later another customer oso complain tt dingfeng slam d bowl down.. argh.. tis dingfeng every sat will get complain.. notice tt raymond nt happy.. bt he's swallowin it all down.. i guess i was complain bcos i looked sianz->nt happy->no smile->givin cool shoulders 2 customers.. bt look, im sick.. been coughin 4 a week le.. so i guess i din "entertain" d customers much n i din bother abt them much cos raymond dun let me take orders n i dun hav much voice 2 tok.. seriously! does complain really will make them happy !?!

oso when i wanted 2 carry an overtray which was quite light, raymond told me nt 2, jus in case i trip n fall den v ugly.. -_-" argh! i gonna prove him wrong by carryin d overtray w/ 1 hand soon.. tis i promise..

oso today recieved a call frm lily askin me 2 wk tml bt as i hav quit i dun wan.. i told her i wkin nw.. y still call me when i hav quit?! im no longer a shibuya staff so dun ever bother 2 call me eva again.. if i cn i wish i cn block their no...

26 jun sun
woke up at 12noon.. ate oni 2 meals today.. been tinkin abt ytd, n d past few days.. feel so demoralised bcos of all d complains n complains n more complains.. to tt 2 b*tchy women hu complained me ytd n on fri.. if u tink tt u cn do a BETA job den me, WELL, do it urself!! i regret swallowin down all my pain n anger..
I SHLDNT DONE TT.. I SHLD NV REGRET AGAIN!!

sUmMaRy..

a summary of tis 2 days..

23jun thu
i was v quiet today cos i was pissed off by tis woman(dun wana name her, givin her sum face..) sitted beside me.. i asked her 2 help me asked d person beside her sumtin regardin a cca den she shooted me "cn u keep quiet? im listenin 2 d lectures, let me finish d lectures den i asked", den u koe wad she did? she went 2 joke w/ d person beside her.. HA(sacrastic) so tt is listenin 2 d lectures hah!
oso we finally finished d video filmin ytd.. bcos i told them ytd "thu i nt cumin 2 sch cos i goin take mc.." tt's wad forced dem 2 finished d filmin ytd cos i was havin d video cam n i was d 1 hu film.. mabia said i v li hai, actually sumtimes no choice u hav 2 b cunnin in order 2 achieve tt sumtin u wan.. in end i finished editin d video at 1+am at my godbro hse.. so sry tt my godmum n him cant slp early n my godbro hav 2 burn nite oil 2 finish another project.. n thx 2 my dad 4 fetchin me hm.. jurong point tt side is nt near to my hse leh.. tt nite i din slp.. coughin, shiverin n v bad flu.. hey hu on d aircon 2 full blast!?! argh!

24jun fri

so excited 4 d project presentation.. met mabia early 2 view d project.. den i realised tt sum parts r nt v gd n there's a part which i accidentally add in d unnecessary.. bt i jus let it b cos i dun hav d editin programme n it's nt easily 2 do video editin actually.. so ch did d starin n i shown d video.. den there's sum part where d backgrd noise such as vehicles n d plane sound r v loud den tt ch covered her ears n kept sayin v noisy.. den at d end of d video she jus said "tt's all"! wow(sacrastic)! such a gd endin speech.. den aft tt she complaint tis n tt.. blah blah blah.. HALO!!! hu's d 1 hu's sick bt stil spend d most time on d video? i already try my best editin it n u stil complain n complain non-stop. WTF!!
aft tt, i went to wk at nooch thou im sick.. raymond asked me at nite jus served drinks, clear n set cos i cant tok much.. bt i find it v difficult jus 2 do tt 3.. den he told me 2 wk until 8 or 8.30 bt in d end he let me off at 9.30.. dot dot dot..
oso today tis'll b last day i'll b seein her.. d day i cravin n hopin 4.. bt sumhw i wasnt happy.. i nt sure y.. mb is bcos i pity her 4 losin her job at d wrong time as she was givin birth soon n nid $$ 2 raise a child.. duno wad gotta of me tis days..

HyPoCRiTe..

Mon 20th jun..

1st day of our video 4 our project.. supposed 2 meet at 5+pm at fajar lrt station den tt mj late.. 7 pm den reach.. bloody hell.. "lead actor "so wad! let d 2 of us, mabia n i wait 4 more den 2 hrs.. damn i regret nt showin mt temper 2 him.. so we ended 2 scenes at 9pm+.. n we took d lrt 2 cck.. n thx goodness yong cai called me cos i simply den feel lyk tokin 2 tt mj..

so ah cai was tellin me abt tis guy (dun wan name or giv initial cos it pretty obvious hu is tt person) whom him thot is a hypocrite.. frm wad i koe n wad ah cai sae tis guy said sumtin bad or nt true bt den in front of him stil lyk frenz lyk nuttin happen.. as i was stuck in d middle of tis 2 guys, so i dun wana side any1 of dem jus 2 b fair..

actually EVERYONE in tis world is a hypocrite.. so tis world is nt oways fair..

LooK DoWn

18jun again

quite pissed off today 4 1 ting.. cos when i was carryin d round full w/ filled glasses, steven asked me "u cn anot? nid my help!?" i koe he's offerin help.. bt i gt tis feelins tt im weak n i nid ur help.. bt look hu u r tokin 2, do i look lyk i nid help when i hav wk 6 mths at nooch n u oni wk a few weeks?! jus bcos u r a guy n im a gal n u r older n i m younger doesnt prove anytin tt im weakin den u.. tis isnt d 1st he "offered" 2 help.. same goes 4 dingfeng.. do i nid ur help when i cn carry an overtray.. stop lookin down on me k n makin me feel lyk a weaklins.. i may b small n short bt im nt weak n i dun nid ur help.. jus wait n c by d end of aug or mid aug, i will prove u wrong.. i will carry an overtray w/ jus 1 hand.. jus wait n c.. bt 4 d time bein, jus let me rest n train 2 prove u wrong..

gals r stronger den u tink we r.. stop lookin down on us k!?

-end of lecture-

sHoRt 1...

18th jun 05
gonna try 2 write a short 1 today cos sum1 "complaint" my blog v long v hard 2 read, me v long-winded.. -_-" idiot!! long den dun read loh hu ask u wan read de.. i write long or nt nt ur prob mah!!! today nutin special lahjus last day at nooch 4 tis mth.. dun wana wk at nooch 4 d time being cos..
1st dun wan c ellen's face..
2nd dun wan2 b fired by her b4 she leave..
3rd dun wana wk w/ those slackers.. wkin w/ them make my blood boil.. lyk doin 2-3 ppl's job.. while watchin them do their job so slowly in a so relaxed way... argh!!!
4th sianz of wkin already n almost every week wkin non-stop so nxt week will b d 1st week tt im off, free frm wk :)
5th projects pillin up..
so there's my 5 reasons simple n short in order of merit.. haha..

StUpiD Me!!!

raymond'so blur.. dun even koe tt nw is sch hol.. -_-" actually cant blame him lah he haven been wkin 4 lyk 10+++yrs n i jus started poly.. den he asked me whether cn i wk nxt week when i already tell him tt im nt wkin at nooch 4 2 weeks den cum back durin july so tt when i cum back i dun nid 2 c ellen's face le(uh, tis's wad he told me).. blur him.. true tt wad u tell him will cum out frm d other ear(wad guanli say).. oso he's a gd actor(nt bein sacrastic) bt he's really a v gd actor.. oways put up a pity front den d staffs lyk us will get soft-hearted den go wk.. haiz.. bein con by him so mani times at wheelock.. den today kept complainin 2 guanli "nxt week tt gal dun wan help us leh"(purposely de sumore in front of me say).. bt stil i dun wana wk.. guanli said in doin so it cn make me feel bad so i go wk.. bt too bad i wont b con by him again.. heehee..
y i say stupid me?! it's nt bcos of d above bt wad im writin nxt..
haiz.. big mouth, stupid me, go n say "ask those hu nw on hol lah.. lyk yl loh!" really really v stupid me.. y shld i suggest askin yl wk, y did i help her.. argh.. idiots!! stupid me!! y m i so stupid, so soft-hearted.. ARGH!!! wad's over's over.. no point cryin over spilt milk.. haiz.. argh!

TiReD n SeCrEtS..

so tired today hav 2 wake up at 6am to reach sch at 8am.. lucky ytd manage 2 borrow a video cam frm my godbro.. save d presentations for nxt week... stupid lms project, so lame, "defeat drugs, cherish life" is our theme n we r doin a video.. haiz.. mani projects pilin up.. so tired..

rainin durin 11.30am.. n haiz becam a luo tang ji.. no bus n no cab.. late 4 wk le.. lucky sum1 alighted frm a cab at d busstop so i boarded it.. d driver was drivin v "fast" n he purposely use a long way 2 cityhall mrt.. go all d way 2 wheelock place, orchard, ps,... den finally reach d raffles place dbs bank tt side.. haiz.. con me n cheat my money bcos im a teenager n i duno d route.. lyk real!! it was den i promised nt 2 take anymore cab tis mth anymore cos so far tis 2 days hav been spendin almost $25 on 2 rides.. n last last week $12 to sch.. haiz.. waste so much on transport..

aft wk, i meet jasmine outside nooch as she nid 2 pass me sumtin.. so long nv c her le so happy 2 c her :) tok quite a while.. she told me a lotsa stuffs which sum r secrets regardin taka wk place so im nt allow 2 mention..

y do i koe so mani secrets, izt bcos i cn keep them well? cn sum1 pls ans my tis qns?

FrEe :)

YEAH! YEAH!

Recieved a gd news frm emily sayin tt i'll start wk on d 23jun which is on a thu.. n on sat i will b wkin wif emily's sis.. haha..i feel so free, so grateful, so relieved n most importantly so damn happy.. feel lyk singin n dancin.. haha.. so glad tt im FINALLY leavin tt dreadful place-shibuya(she boo duck(in chinese))(bonita teach me de).. YES!! :D been wantin 2 wait 4 tis day 4 so so long.. n d gd ting abt my new job is i no nid promote.. wahahaha..

Bt den, im oso scare n nervous abt tellin dem i wan quit cos they koe hw 2 make use of teenagers' soft-heartedness 2 make dem stay n shoot them until they feel so guilty until dey continue 2 wk.. haiz.. so i turned 2 sher n guanli 4 help.. actually PARTLY bcos of guanli's "enlightenment" (haha) part1 i FINALLY let go of tt job..(beta say partly if nt he later hL..) haha.. den jus now on d phone, he tel me there's a part2 to tt enlightenment.. Part2 is directly opposite of part 1 -_-" zi xiang mao dun (contradictin).. bt his part2 nv affect me cos money's nt a issue 2 me nw cos at my age we oni wk for d fun of wkin bt 4 him, mb part2 is important 2 him.. stupid! laugh n laugh nonstop when he wan2 tel me wad's part2.. -_-" bt sry 2 him tt when he mention nooch n i told him "tt 1, july den say".. my reasons r "projects".. sianz..

i gonna call them by tml durin lunch.. hope tt i'll nt b shoot by them so badly..

wish me lucks :

so glad im finally free:)...

FrEnZ oR FoE oR a BuRdEn !?!

v busy day today, nid 2 go lyk 3-4 places..

1st is sch 10-12, nooch 12.30-3..
today d staff at lunch v gd, cos gt hwei min haha, guanli n ray.. n most importantly there's no ellen.. yippie!! yeah yeah!! oso as u koe i hardly go 2 d bank, dun lyk 2 go 2 d bank cos i dun really koe hw 2 take care of $$..buden tis guanli stil ask me go bank bank in n change to $2 n $5 notes.. so i was carryin wif me $3000+ wif a jacket outside 2 cover it.. lucky d bank is all d way in raffles city so im nt tt scared.. so aft bankin in, instead of goin straight back 2 nooch n on d way buy sumtin 4 dem 2 eat, i went 2 c d lego.. tryin 2 recall my childhood.. d lego exhibition v nice.. d ppl actually use d lego 2 form models of merlion, sydney opera... i even took pic of it :) aft tt went back 2 buy sumtings 4 dem 2 eat n den go ps mit d gang/clique..

when i reached, it's already 3.25pm.. v late supposed 2 mit at 3.15pm.. howeva n lucky im nt d last 1, quifong n yl hav yet 2 b seen.. so finally quifong came at 3.45pm when our movie is 3.30pm.. bt doesnt matter cos d advertisements r quite long.. n tt "queen" hav yet 2 arrive!! nt even a call or msg from her sayin tt she's late.. oh i 4got 2 mention tt she din even bother 2 call us 2 ask us wad's d meetin time n place oni last nite at ard 11pm she msged me sayin wat time meet all tt stuff, n my reply was call weiyu she may wan meet u early 2 buy tix wif her.. so i called cos no1 bothered 2.. n she told me "u all go in 1st.." "where r u?" i asked.. "mrt station"was d reply.. "which1?"i asked.. "bishan!!" so i became MORE sarcastic (notice d word more!!) "ok! if later u reach u call us, bt if we cn hear ur call or cn feel d vibrantion den we'll go out fetch u, if we cant den too bad.." end of call.. so we went in, enjoyin d movie.. until 5 when my phone vibranted 4 15more min den i went 2 take a look at hu's d disturbance.. n it's was sher, lotsa miss call from her bt no choice i hanged her call..den i saw 1 missed call from yl.. so i asked ard "any1 wans go FETCH yl in!?" so no choice diana went out cos i dun wan c her BL**DY face.. den diana came back sayin i cant find yl outside.. so jac n i said "dun bother 2 go out again.. continue 2 enjoy watchin d movie.." bt hu koes, she fall asleep.. haha... so d movie end at 5.50pm, it was nt bad 4 out of 5 stars bt gt a part quite censor, endin oso erupt.. bt d actions damn cool!!! oh ya btw d movie we watched is "Mr n Mrs Smith"..

so i return sher's call n asked ard whether any1 wans call yl!? no 1 wans 2 n weiyu hp's flatted so damn it no choice hav 2 call her.. she said she's in sum bkshop asked us nt 2 move, she cumin.. when every1 saw her, jac n quifong turned 2 walked away (v fast reaction!!), preiyaa, weiyu, diana sorted of tok among themselves.. so i turned towards her n asked "where hav u been? diana went out 3times 2look 4 u.. cant u jus wait outside.. blah!blah!blah!" Damn! her reply's stil v clam n nt apologetic.. so aft her few words of "lame excuses", i jus walked away.. hardly any1 toks 2 her on d way 4 dinner which's at nooch.. diana went off.. so left d 6 of us n preiyaa ocassionally tok 2 yl..

so we reached city hall n i was d 1st 1 2 c sher.. she was wearin a similar spec as im.. jus tt hers's blue, smaller n more rectangular.. haha.. such a concidence!!

so we went in nooch.. den we nid settled d food fast cos jac n preiyaa nid 2 leave soon.. so we settled d food le, den left d drinks.. n tt "QUEEN" is still typin on her hp, msgin.. so we shooted her "cn u hurried up!? stop msgin 4 a while.. u oways msg n msg.. jac n preiyaa r leavin soon k! blah! blah! blah!" her reply was clam "wait a while!" so finally she key finish.. n she passed phone 2 me askin me 2 read.. tis is a summary of wad she wrote 4 me "today's a happy occassion!! i koe im late n miss d movie bt i dun mind.. i koe it's my fault tt im late.. pls dun b angry anymore.. i treat u a drink or sumtin can?" so i pushed back d hp 2 her n continue w/ my conversion w/ sher..

PLS!! hu nids a drink from yl as a APOLOGY!! even if she treat me a meal or giv me $ as a apology, i wont accept.. to me, $$ cant solve a prob, im nt lyk yl $faced n $minded ok!!! or izt i cant even afford a drink tt she mus treat me n at d same time use it as a apology.. sry!! i dun buy it!! im nt gonna b so stupid n soft-hearted again to giv in n 4giv her.. n i dun regret wad i told guanli abt i dun nid such a frenz lyk yl.. SERIOUSLY!! I DUN NID SUCH A FREAKIN FRENZ LYK LO YING LI!!! N OSO SHE DOESNT DESERVED ANY FRENZ!!! she's such a disppointment aft so mani yrs n toks n scoldins.. when will she ever changed? my ans regardin tis qns "I WASHIN MY HANDS OFF HER, HER EVERYTING!!" from today onwards, i DUN hav such a person by d name of lo ying li in my clique..

no matter whether or wadeva,d others say "im silly or wad!!!" , i'll b silly n stupid 4 havin such frenz in my clique.. tinkin she's d queen, havin everytin in her way n every1 2 serve her.. nt oni tis, she told d rest of my clique indirectly tt she's v close 2 d nooch ppl.. ha! lyk real! bullshit!! sayin tt she saw sum1 from nooch eatin squid head den she gt INFLUENCE n gt ADDICTED 2 it.. PLS!! hw mani times hav she went out 2 eat w/ guanli, ray 4 lunch!? ONI ONCE!! N i was d 1 hu oways eat squid head n d rest of d clique koes it.. n so easily will get influence!?! hw cum so mani times i went wif dem 2 eat i din get influence on any of d food??

actually, i went nooch eat, 1 ting's 2 eat d nice nice food from there, pushin my appetite back.. by mostly i wan prove sumtin 2 my clique, is she tt v close n closer den me 2 d nooch ppl!? d ans obiviously is "nope".. n so today d nooch ppl oni came n tok n joked wif me bt NONE of dem tok 2 her, oni ray asked her whether tml cn wk anot.. tt's all.. OH so pathetic!! where r her closeness!?! d ans is all LIES, BLUFF, MAKEUP LOVELY STORIES, N MORE LIES!! even when she tried 2 shoot guanli, i tink he din even bother 2 replied her.. i hope guanli wont say i silly 4 tis, change my mindset n makin me soft-hearted again cos he'll b silly 2 help her.. in fact v stupid!! cos yl said tt he's ellen's dog!! wtf!!

so i hope she learnt an important painful lesson!! today she became MS PITIFUL, PATHETIC, LONELY QUEEN... serve her so damn rite.. if she wans more of it, jus continue 2 stay d same.. koe im been v sacrastic bt feel so much better now.. if u dun cherish ur frenz, u dun deserve any frenz.. really pity her, cos if u ask her "cn u name me jus 1 true frenz?", i doubted she'll giv u an ans cos all her "CLOSE" frenz r all MAKEUP LOVELY STORIES.. jus too bad, im a scorpio!! scorpio r sly n revenge is sweet.. :)

-end-

SiCk!?!

M i Sick?

satisfy w/ oni 2 n a half SMALL meals per day while in d past i hav 2 eat at least 5 to 6 meals.. nt oni tt, i feel lyk throwin out everyting i eat, even my fav fd.. every1 tink i goin on diet or wad bt im nt.. jus feel no appetite, nt even cravin 4 any of my fav fd.. sumtimes when i smell d smell of nooch fd, i feel lyk pukin.. d smell of nooch fd's sumtin i used 2 lyk b4 i becum lyk tis.. duno wad gotten of me.. dun wana c d doctor cos im afraid of d result.. i cn feel my body gettin weaker n weaker each day.. tt day on sat i told emily my ah-ma my prob n she told me i beta go c a doctor cos tis kinda illness v dangerous cos her frenz blah blah blah.. so wad she told me actually scared me out of my wits.. bt stil i dun wish 2 c a doctor.. tt's 1 of d reason y i leavin nooch a few wks 2 recover n get well soon..

haiz.. my baby sis oso sick n i was d 1 hu found out aft my bath which was at 8+pm.. duno wad my dad n my sis r doin, nv take care of angela properly.. haiz.. so mani tings 2 do, so little tings.. y mus i b d oldest, mus bear all d responsibilities..

seriously hope i cn get well n recover soon.. hope tt d doctor giv me a gd news instead of bad when im prepare 2 c d doctor nxt wk.. i dun wana drunk w/ medicines..

for d time bein i mus b strong n stay strong.. end~

NaUsEA..

tis yufeng!! cant stand her.. cant stand her on d fact tt she lyk 2 play wif her own blood!! she oways doin cross stitchin thus oways prick her fingers.. so blood will came out.. den bloody hell, she will press d blood summore.. untill her fingers r stained wif blood.. argh!!! so today she accidentally scratched her fingers while packin her stock den she came out of d storerm n told me "wow! u c blood!!" den press summore.. "u c! u c!" den i told her "pls loh! cant u stop ur blood from bleedin n STOP playin wif ur blood!! stop squeezin ur blood out.." den she continue 2 play n said "v fun 2 play leh!!" n press sumore until most of her 10 fingers n stain w her blood.. yucks!! d thot of her playin w blood make me feel so nausea!! *PUKE* no wonder she's called wu po (witch)..

haiz.. miss jessi auntie so much!! it's so quiet w/o her.. all thx 2 d bloody f*ckin vampire- jennifer d slutty auntie n d other slutty spies- old vixen, tigeress n another 1 we haven name her.. all drive her away.. she's really a vampire cos she sucked d old blood finish le den nw suckin d new.. suck d blood of claris n jessi, drove them away n now suckin d new blood of those part-timer.. blood sucker.. i decided 2 stay at taka to fight tis ppl let dem hav a taste of their own medicine.. haha.. an eye 4 an eye, it's time 2 fight back.. ppl it's pay back time!!

CaNt LeT gO...

today's so pathetic.. Lunch time at nooch only hav 3 ppl wkin.. cos both mandy r sick.. N suay suay tt 3 r me, guanli n ellen.. :'( however im lucky tt im nt runnin d fd :) n im truly awake tt day.. it's so busy tt d restuarant was almost full.. it's sumtin lyk wheelock..

den durin tea time it's oso busy, ppl oso kept cumin in.. cant even eat properly.. but oso it was durin d tea time i learnt hw 2 make d easiest smoothie bali hai which was oso my fav other den mocha nooch.. den i realised tt im nt suitable 2 b in d bar cos i jus wana try out n i tink tt my service to d customers r beta n oso d fact tt wad weilern said "bar's 4 short ppl" -_-''' haha.. den durin tt time raymond kept tellin me n shakin me 'dun leave nooch!! leave shibuya!! u cant leave nooch!!' ,(cos durin lunch i told d both of them guanli n ray tt i wana quit..) he was so secretively n dun wana n wana tell me d reason.. bt finally he said cos i tink he trust tt i wun say n cos d reason was quite a big ting, a big secret which d rest of d ppl will koe at a later time bt 4 d time bein oni he,guanli n ellen koe.. so im supposed 2 kept my mouth shut so im nt allow 2 say so i'll tel u at a later time so dun ask me abt it!!

so came dinner time, lucky dey called down 2 more ppl 2 wk bt den those 2 r new :( bt lucky steven is from hotel n he koe d table no n he served d drinks.. bt d other gal josephin was quite nervous, shy n slow mb it's her 1st day so i mus b understandin.. worst den lunch ppl kept comin in almost every sec n sum even cut queue.. haiz.. v busy n i seemed 2 b doin a few man's task.. 9+ liao.. ppl stil cum in.. haiz, so late stil eat 4wah.. den i jus realised it's d start of d mth so ppl gotten their pay so gt money so cn go out eat.. haiz.. when cn i get my pay, n go eat kenny roger w/ emily they all!?!
Hmm...

SeCrEts.. MuS ZiP My MoUtH v ShUt...

Damn it..
i hav a secret..
sumtin v big..
oni mb 4 ppl koe it (includin me)..
n i m nt supposed 2 koe it..
haiz.. y mus ray use tt secret 2 get hold of me 2 continue wkin.. y did he trust me so much in entrustin such a big secret 2 me..
damn.. damn.. damn.. now i mus kept my mouth tight n kept wadeva i say low profile.. i hope tt day will cum soon.. so i dun nid 2 SUFFER!! everytime i tok abt there, i cn feel d secret on d tip of my throat.. bt i still hav 2 force it down.. all d way down.. cannot say.. so miserable.. y mus u tel me tis secret.. shakin me askin me nt 2 leave is enuf.. damn y mus u tel me d secret..
argh!! haiz!! blame me 4 bein a durian!! hard on d outside, soft on d inside.. soft-hearted.. too soft-hearted.. haiz.. y mus i hav such a weakness...
nw i hav zipped my mouth v tightly.. v v tightly..beta still, use super glue.. so i kept numb abt everytin n nt 2 let out d secret.. haiz.. raymond arh!!!

late.. stupid cab!!

31may
argh!! 8.20 le stil waitin at d back gate of whitley bus stop n i was supposed 2 meet d rest of d cls at 8.45am.. n d bus 74 hav yet 2 cum.. phew finally it came bt i was so cramped tt d driver doesnt even want 2 open d front door.. same goes 4 d 2nd bus.. d 3rd bus worst, jus went off lyk tt.. actually it was nt cramped.. it jus tt d passengers doesnt wana sit on d empty seat, dun wan fill d seat on d upper deck n bloody hell dun wan move inside sumore.. pls loh!! d back of d bus hav so much empty space.. all thx to those stupid inconsiderate customers who dun wana move in n i was late... v late... 9.00am supposed 2 b at d lecture theatre n i reached at 9.30am so i sat outside d lecture theatre 2 wait 4 d nxt lecture.. haiz..actually i did think of hirin a cab bt it seems lyk all d cab r all occupied.. so i decided 2 bk 1 from comfort n told them d address i was in bt d driver came 15min later n i hav ald board d bus...

1jun
same goes 4 d today... 54 travelled v slow AGAIN!! so i reached d bus stop at 8.25am .. haiz.. so i decided 2 call d cab again when the time strike 8.40am.. so i called d comfort hotline.. "helo cn i bk a cab nw?" d woman replied "cn u giv me d address u r in ms christina" (well i called ytd, so i guess they hav my record as my name as christina) so i told d (STUPID) woman "i'm at d bus stop of whitley back gate busstop.." her f reply was "we cant stop at d busstop.. we cant stop at d busstop.. cn u tel us any other buildin near u?" stupid! i mean cant d driver stop in front of d busstop or aft a little bit, wat's d woman prob!?! buildin!?! izt whitley a buildin or is she expectin me 2 walk all d way 2 a flat 2 wait 4 d taxi driver? so i told her "i'm nt near any buildin.." she said "u hav 2 find a buildin near u.. we cant stop at d busstop.." ArGh!!! so i told her "den nvm i dun nid ur cab anymore!!!" stupid woman!! so i din book a cab in d end cos d bus hav came.. so i was late AGAIN.. 8.20am den reached d lecture theatre 45 d theatre which i hate cos it's at d far end of np n i was havin gastric on my walk 2 there.. stupid!! tml i cant b late again.. N i'm nt goin 2 bk anymore cab from comfort hotline 6552 1111 again... i rather call d other cab hotline.. N i dun wana hear d same voice of tt stupid woman..

in sch nw.. enjoy ur day ppl..