Cute Cursors from Dollielove `* ..i'LL oWaYs b TheRe By Ur SiDe WaTcHiN U, HoPiN N pRaYiN u R oK.. *` SuMTiMeS i WiSh i cN DiSaPPeAr: DeMoRaLiSed..

Sunday, June 26, 2005

DeMoRaLiSed..

25jun sat
aft cca meetin supposed 2 reach nooch 4 wk at 3.30 buden i reach at 4.30(i din mean to) cos a lotsa of d roads r block 4 national day rehearsal.. so traffic jam every where..

tt nite, i did d same as ytd.. serve drinks, clear, set.. n billin as raymond giv me his password 2 do d dbs promotion tingy.. (haiz tis raymond sae so loud until steven n mannde oso koe his password).. den there's tis weird spec guy asked me 4 bill so i giv him d bill den tis fat b*tch seated beside him asked me"is ur manager ard?", my reply was "she's nt in" den she asked "is there a supervisior? i wan 2 speak 2 him".. den i gt tis feelin tt she wan complain abt me.. so raymond went n den told me "wad u did? she complain tt tt gal in spec was v rude, givin her attitude..n d staffs nv smile.." WTF!! when eva did i giv tt grp of ppl attitude? i didnt even rmb servin tt table oni d drinks n bill.. weird b*tch nuttin 2 do, jus lookin 4 trouble, makin a mountain out of a mole.. raymond told me tis kinda of early 20+ ppl lyk 2 pick up tiny tings n make a fuss over it.. hmm.. nxt time i shld challenge "yes, y did u wan look 4 my supervisior!?!" den later another customer oso complain tt dingfeng slam d bowl down.. argh.. tis dingfeng every sat will get complain.. notice tt raymond nt happy.. bt he's swallowin it all down.. i guess i was complain bcos i looked sianz->nt happy->no smile->givin cool shoulders 2 customers.. bt look, im sick.. been coughin 4 a week le.. so i guess i din "entertain" d customers much n i din bother abt them much cos raymond dun let me take orders n i dun hav much voice 2 tok.. seriously! does complain really will make them happy !?!

oso when i wanted 2 carry an overtray which was quite light, raymond told me nt 2, jus in case i trip n fall den v ugly.. -_-" argh! i gonna prove him wrong by carryin d overtray w/ 1 hand soon.. tis i promise..

oso today recieved a call frm lily askin me 2 wk tml bt as i hav quit i dun wan.. i told her i wkin nw.. y still call me when i hav quit?! im no longer a shibuya staff so dun ever bother 2 call me eva again.. if i cn i wish i cn block their no...

26 jun sun
woke up at 12noon.. ate oni 2 meals today.. been tinkin abt ytd, n d past few days.. feel so demoralised bcos of all d complains n complains n more complains.. to tt 2 b*tchy women hu complained me ytd n on fri.. if u tink tt u cn do a BETA job den me, WELL, do it urself!! i regret swallowin down all my pain n anger..
I SHLDNT DONE TT.. I SHLD NV REGRET AGAIN!!

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