SiCk!?!

M i Sick?

satisfy w/ oni 2 n a half SMALL meals per day while in d past i hav 2 eat at least 5 to 6 meals.. nt oni tt, i feel lyk throwin out everyting i eat, even my fav fd.. every1 tink i goin on diet or wad bt im nt.. jus feel no appetite, nt even cravin 4 any of my fav fd.. sumtimes when i smell d smell of nooch fd, i feel lyk pukin.. d smell of nooch fd's sumtin i used 2 lyk b4 i becum lyk tis.. duno wad gotten of me.. dun wana c d doctor cos im afraid of d result.. i cn feel my body gettin weaker n weaker each day.. tt day on sat i told emily my ah-ma my prob n she told me i beta go c a doctor cos tis kinda illness v dangerous cos her frenz blah blah blah.. so wad she told me actually scared me out of my wits.. bt stil i dun wish 2 c a doctor.. tt's 1 of d reason y i leavin nooch a few wks 2 recover n get well soon..

haiz.. my baby sis oso sick n i was d 1 hu found out aft my bath which was at 8+pm.. duno wad my dad n my sis r doin, nv take care of angela properly.. haiz.. so mani tings 2 do, so little tings.. y mus i b d oldest, mus bear all d responsibilities..

seriously hope i cn get well n recover soon.. hope tt d doctor giv me a gd news instead of bad when im prepare 2 c d doctor nxt wk.. i dun wana drunk w/ medicines..

for d time bein i mus b strong n stay strong.. end~