FrAgiLe..

if i tel u im fine, im nt.. if i tel u im hurt, it'll make u feel bad.. tel me wad i shld do..

FoOd 4 tHoT

adapted frm weiyu,

Ur heart mayb broken bt it's stil beatin..

When u r in luv, even bitterground tastes sweet..

My LoGiC oF MiSSiN sUm1..

when u r w/ sum1 u lyk/luv, u wont feel anytin missin..

so my logic of missin sum1 is..

how cn i miss u when u r beside me n when u r nt w me i miss u so badly..
so if there r v lil stars in d sky, it means tt i miss u lots cos a star will fall each time i miss u..
c all ur fault!! make d sky so dark ;(
bt if the sky is bright, it means tt im slpin le ;p

WeiYu's bDaE..

HaHa.. my 101 post..
25nov 05 fri
we went celebrate weiyu's bdae.. we r me,diana,sher,preiyaa.. at first we hav no idea where 2 eat so we kept walkin ard in marina sq.. at 1st we wanted 2 go 2 esplanade 2 eat bt since we r nt familiar w tt place so we went marina.. in d end we decided 2 go pizza hut dinin 2 eat cos last time a waiter at ps's oizza hut recommended us 2 go here when it's opened.. well, it was indeed a fine place to dine in.. d pizza hut person even sing weiyu a bdae song n gav her a cake n a photo of her w sum wishes frm them.. so cool hor~ d service i mus really say.. it was BRAVO!!! *applause pls* it seriously GREAAAAT SERVICE!! 1st d waitress who brought us in smile n greet n friendly.. d supervisor n manager down there (i tink nt local) said us whether we wanted to b serve w warm water or cold water (aft we ordered our drinks) 1st while we r waitin 4 our frenz.. =) all d rest of d waiters n waiteress r so polite even they served us d drinks they'll say "enjoy ur drink" o_O.. such a nice dinin place.. great food great service.. d staffs hav mus been train hard!! aft d meal, we went walked walked ard.. we went hm at ard 10+pm.. glad weiyu enjoy her day.. below r few of d few pics we took.. haha..
once again.. happy 17th bdae weiyu =)

PpL cUm, PpL gO...

sumtin i oways wasnt pleased abt.. at wk, ppl cum n ppl go..
nono, i shld rephrase..
"bad ppl cum, good ppl go"
"bad" ppl, i dun wan mention their names cos time will tell n show who r d "bad" ones.. those labelled as bad to me.. those fr**kin slackers of **ee*o** r cumin back!! haiz~
"good" ppl lyk mr lau n lipton tea left or r leavin.. haiz.. hmm wonderin who's d nxt nice guy 2 go off.. who koes.. mayb i'll b d nxt 1 2 go... who koes..
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SuMdAy..

sUmDaY u'LL FiNd SuM1 WhO LuV u N wHo U LuV.. i gLaD i FoUnD MiNe :D


2 a FrENz wHo's TuRniN 17 oN 26 NoV sAt:
No MaTTeR wAd HaPPeNs, i'LL oWaYs b tHeRe 4 U rEgArDLeSs wHetHeR i HaV My pRiNcE cHaRMiN aNoT.. SuMdAy u'LL oSo FiNd uR pRiNcE.. iT's WoRtH d WaiT 4 d RiTe gUy 2 CuM.. DuN WoRRy AbT BeiN d LaSt 2 gEt uR pRiNCe cOs eVeN iF eVeRy1 iN oUr cLiQuE gEt tHeiR pRiNcE, i'LL sTiL fLoOd u w/ sMsEs N CaLLs.. TiS's d PrOmiSe i GiV u oN Ur 17tH bDaY..

tOaSt tO oUr FrEnZsHiP WeiYu,


WaNa WriTe TiS 2 tHk U 4 BeiN tHeRe iN My DarK DaYs.. aLL d BeSt N hApPy BdAe =) FrENz 4EvA :D *big grins*

aLoNe..

SoMeTiMeS iT's gD 2 bE aLoNe..
SoMeTiMeS iT's oK 2 MiA...

SrY iF i'M nT MysLf LaTeLy, SrY iF i MoOd SwiNg..

MoViEs CoMMeNtS..

summary of movies recently:

~harry potter and the globet of fire (4/5)

it is definitely beta than harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban.. the first part (world cup) was not nice (uh, cos i miss it ;( ) bt hearin frm huiwen's "complain" (haha) i tink guess the world cup tt part was really nt nice.. the sceneries, crops, costumes and effects are a BIG~wOw~ however sumhw it doesnt capture my attention tt much compared to the 1st 2 movie which were filmed by diff director.. d end was nt an endin.. nt significant.. nt impact enuf.. jus normal jus no endin lyk tt.. it was a gd show though..
hermonie is so pretty :D *grins*


~just like heaven (4/5)

if u lyk romance comedy, tis's d show 4 u.. though d endin was expected, it was touchin.. bt nt as touchin as 'wait till u r older'.. it was a nice romantic show.. watch it w ur best frenz or ur luv ones =)

~zathura(3.5/5)



produced by d director of 'jumaji'.. so.. it is a version2 of jumaji in cyberspace.. gt quite an amt of scary parts due 2 d sound effects.. great effects (tt's y i added a 0.5 haha).. watch it if u wana watch jumaji in cyberspace w/ a typical b*tchy, lazy, romance idiot, born w/ a silver spoon sis n 2 bro hu bcum gd bro..

~king kong (?)
out on 14dec.. watch d trailer.. at 1st thot it was sum tribes or lost in sumwhr on earth show bt no it was nt.. it was king kong.. haha n d interestin ting tt capture me was there r dinosaurs.. ooh.. king kong vs dinosaurs! hw cool is tt!? another reason y i wan watch is jack black or black jack, d 1 who filmed in 'sch of rock'..

~chronicles of narnia- the lion, the witch n the wardrobe (?)

to me tis is d movie of the yr.. cos harry potter kinda disappoint me.. recommend u 2 read d bks 1st.. esp d 1 which hav pics in it.. tis show is kinda lord of the rings cum harry potter.. howeva it is abt aslam-the mighty lion n few kids who r d kings n queens of narnia.. hmm.. tink i beta dun say so much if nt spoil all d excitment n fun.. hope tis movie doesnt disappoint me lyk harry potter ;(

end of my comment.. any1 wan watch king kong or chronicles of narnia w/ me? hee~

SuPeR DuPeR StReSSeD~

我真的很累, 已经好几天没好好的睡了。
我非常的烦, 很怕未来会发生什么事。
我也害怕, 害怕失去一个朋友, 一个爱的人。
我真的真的很不开心, 人家说被人爱是幸福的, 可是为什么我一点也不觉得幸福, 一点也不开心。
我已经做出了决定。可是却没有勇气说。

我恨我自己。
我明明是很喜欢你, 却装作一点也不在乎, 一点也不在意。
我们真的有缘无分吗？

i used 2 tink tt im very frank kinda person bt tis few days i realised im nt, esp in dealin relationship stuff.. im v draggy.. i'm afraid 2 hurt tis person n lose another.. im nt v gd at expressin myslf in tis kinda stuff.. im afraid of bein soft-hearted cos tt's my weakness.. im really v weary, v tired, v exhausted.. every1 ard me cn feel tt..

love cant b forced, lovin sum1 is givin d 1 u loved happiness n nt 2 own d person.. so wad if u hav d person by ur side bt mind n heart at sumwhere else!? y cant "He" jus realised tt im tired, v stress n unhappy.. we r so much "happier" in d past..
i really missed my smile.. im so super duper stressed..

im seriously v v tired n stressed.. haiz..
i seems 2 b a gal livin alone in a dark world..




(my 1st chinese post.. note tt d eng below d chinese is nt d translate of it..)

CiNdeReLLa bY tAtA yOuNg..

When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side

Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand
I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

[Chorus]

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

[Chorus]

FoOd 4 tHoT

gOd's cLiNiC oPeNeD 24 HrS- GiV sTrEnGtH 2 d WeARy N iNcReAsE d PoWeR oF d WeAk..

iS..Nt...

GiViN uP iS aN oPTiOn,
Nt a MuSt..

ReGrEt iS a MaY Nt,
Nt A MuSt Nt..

MeeTiN SuM1 oR iS a FaTe,
Nt DeStiNy..

FaLLiN 4 SuM1 iS NaTuRaL,
Nt FoRcEd oR MaN-MaDe..

love cannot b forced.. lovin sum1 is nt 2 own him or her, esp when his or her heart is nt w u.. bt to wish n giv him or her happiness...

iT's CoMpLiCatEd..

things r really gettin v complicated now.. haiz.. my mess.. well, sort of.. guess no 1 cn clear it up except me!? well, it is my mess.. d mess i "created".. oni i cn clear it up.. feel so fan now.. hurtin sum1 is unavoidable i guess.. haiz.. no1 cn save me except me savin myslf.. d final decision lies on me.. wad a responsibility.. haiz..

FoOd 4 tHoT

iT's WoRtH d WaiT 4 d RiTe GuY 2 CuM ;)

TiMe'LL pRoVe eVeRyTiNg, TiMe'LL sHoW eVeRyTiNg, bT TiMe DoEs Nt WaiT 4 MaN...

memorable bdae ;D

tis yr bdae, 17 yr old..
was d best bdae i haf:D
d most memorable day i haf tis yr:)
d most memorable bdae i haf ;)

y?

sun 6nov
my clique went out w me 2 celebrate my bdae ;) great scenery, great bdae song, great lunch, great dinner, great present n most greatest of all is great frenz :D

wed 9nov
sum1 actually bot a cake down to my sch (ngee ann) n celebrate w/ me ;) n d ting tt really touch me was he wasnt frm np.. ok, 1 was.. steven was.. andrew was nt.. especially cum down 2 celebrate my bdae n w a bdae cake.. i cant deny, it was so sweet~ so touchin~
4 dinner, my family bot me eat saefd.. 2 big plates of diff cookin style crabs n butter prawns (yummy) n sum other dish.. n i gt a mocha cake :D at nite.. wow~ 2 cakes 4 a bdae =) nt bad hor~

thk u guys so so much 4 makin my 17th bdae such a pleasant, sweet n memorable one.. ;)
love u lots =D

HaPPy BdAE 2 ME!! 17 LoH!!

hey.. finally waited 4 today, a once in a yr celebration.. my birthday!! yes~ haha.. 9 nov is my birthday date!! 16 turnin 2 17 loh.. im 17!! finally~ yeah!! gd bye sweet 16;) however, thou im 17, i dont look lyk 17 or older then tt age.. haha.. gd or bad i duno.. 17 d age where i hear frm mani ppl tt 17 is d age tt nt entitled 2 student's privilges (unless u look lyk sec sch kid, 1 eg is me.. haha) n u r nt allowed into m18 show which u may nid 2 sneak in (n i dun even tink i cn sneak in cos i dun even tink im allowed into mc16 show w/o showin my pass *sob*) n u cant go clubbin n buy drinks (beer n wine) cos 17 is stil underage!!

anyway wanna write tis 2 thk those who rmb my bdae n 4 their present..

thk u 2 d followin ppl who rmb my bdae (in order of merit haha)
~jaclyn (sms me on sun)
~esther (sms me hrs b4 9nov)
~guanli (claimed 2 b d 1st.. bt NOPE ;p ok lah he's d 1st today 9nov..)
~woei luen
~andrew phoen
~mabia
~shandy
~peiwen (thk u 4 ur sms bdae song)
~steven (say i oso old le.. when he's older den me.. >.< ~weiyu
~alicia chia
~qingyan (thk u 4 ur msn bdae song.. ;p)
~tb31

thk u 4 d followin ppl 4 their wonderful present (accordin 2 merit too ;p)
heehee.. my present ;)
~yufeng (thk 4 ur milk carton, haha i mean d pmk shirt.. i duno milk will make me drunk ;p)

~weiyu, diana, sher, quifong n yingli (thk 4 ur bk called "hello gd love", uh duno useful 2 me anot.. haha.. n thk u 4 d dinner treat;) )

~steven (4 ur present (haha) n gangin up w/ andrew 2 celebrate my bday in np ;p)
~andrew phoen (4 comin all d way 2 np 2 celebrate w/ me n thk 4 d cake n d present too :D)


~guanli n tracy (4 ur present-chocolate ;))



thk guys.. wishin u all wonderful days ahead too ;)
sry if i 4gt 2 name u here.. so too mani ppl le >.< ;p *sob sob so sad~ today i oso tio sore eye halfway in sch..

-cheers-

My eArLy bDaE CeLeBrAtiOn ;)

06nov05 sun
today i hav an early bdae celebration w/ my clique..

thou it's oni 6 ppl (me, weiyu, sher, quifong, diana, yingli) bt it was stil fun=)

4 lunch, we went 2 pizza hut 2 eat.. *yummy yummy* long time nv go eat at pizza hut le n d pizza hut tt we oways patronise is d ps de.. d food was delicious especially was d 3 cheese pizza.. *cheese =) ltr sher ordered cafe latte mocha n it took quite long 2 cum bt nvm cos i koe tt cafe latte mocha was tt easy 2 make.. however d thing tt we r nt please is d presentation of d cafe latte mocha sux.. really sux.. d layer was nt tt visible, needless 2 say d milk doesnt hav a "fixed" layer n wasnt tt pure white col.. (too bad i din took a pic of it) n summore it was d manager who did d latte mocha n d bar tender was quite haolianin "of cus i do 1 lah cos so nice".. -_-" nice? r u sure? cos we r seated quite near d bar.. actually sher wana complain bt in d end we din, we jus wrote a feedback form abt it..

den we took a bus 2 cosy bay.. d view on d bridge was magnificant.. (bt so sad we dun haf a digital cam) so we took a few oni w/ our hp.. (pics all below) so we eat n drink at cosy bay.. d duno supervisor n manager service v sux cos he black face de, kept forcin us 2 order our drink when we wan 2 order d food 1st, n giv a long face n unwillinness when we want take 1 menu up, oso asked him4 6plates, d plates din cum.. d other waiter service r so much beta :).. ltr we order cocktails n fruit juice.. 1 of d cocktail we ordered, d cranberry volka taste lyk medicine.. haha.. dinner is treated by my clique.. thk guys n they giv me a bk called "hello, good love" o_O" dot dot dot... haha.. anyway thk u so much.. bt i nt sure whether d bk will b of any help anot..

d ting which i wasnt pleased abt was walkin d long long distance (cos my shoe hurts ;p) n it was dark.. we sorted of gt lost n d worst part was this f**kin fat ass guy who shouted frm his frenz car "hey there is sumtin there!!" when it drove past us in d dark lane.. we gt a shock as it was v quiet n suddenly sum1 shouted n we wasnt scared by his words bt by his shoutin.. we were too shocked to scold back tt idiot.. wad an childish idiot!! finally we reached d bus stop which qf wanted 2 take d bus frm.. d busstop was at geylang rd -_-" n opp we saw a hotel called "gay world hotel" o_O" dot dot dot..

well, tt's my bdae celebration.. v fun n v beautiful bcos of d scenary at d bridge.. hopefully we cn hav another gatherin soon.. =) well we shld hav lotsa gatherin tis mth cos 3 of our clique ppl (includin me) havin bdae tis mth =) haha... gtg.. stay happy n cheerful ;)

d pics..
such a nice view =)
chillin on d bridge.. enjoyin d nice view
mi n qf.. nice scenary rite?
mi n sher doin "strunts" cos we r standin at d edge.. lucky we din fall..
eh, all smile leh.. y all givin d dao look.. bt weiyu stil cant hold it there.. haha.. tis is d act dao pic..
happy bdae!! yes to me.. haha~

was view weiyu's friendster.. jus realised tt we hav d same cls number.. so qiao wor~ she's t31 n im tb31.. haha.. gtg.. byebye..

d QnS R dRiViN mE mAd...

i guess i hav enuf.. so i gonna write abt tis..
recently v pissed off w sum ppl.. ok.. nt sum ppl is 2ppl!! jus 2!! d original n d ver1 of.. well they r so similar cos they hav d same chinese surname (i guess) n oso they r yellow n iritatin, no professionalism!!

i really dun understand y mus they kept askin me d same qns
1) "r u gg out with tis person?"
2) "when start de?"
3) "y nv tel me.."
4) "who woo who?"
GRRR!! wad d toot!! cn u stop shootin me qnsssss!! HEY IT'S MY PERSONAL LIFE N I NEED SUM PRIVACY!! even if im really gg out with any1 do i NEED 2 tel any1!? or do i need 2 announce 2 d whole world!? or if u wan me write da zhi bao pls let me koe!! n d most irritatin qns is when u tel them off they'll say
5) "y r u so sensitive abt me askin qns abt u 2 gg out!?"
GRRR!! *vomitin blood* cant ppl keep it low profile!?

n oso PLS!! FOR GOODNESS SACK!!! PLSSS!!! STOP mentionin tt idiot name or anytin regardin or related 2 him!! i thot tt idiot is end of story le.. y mus they b so sarcastic 2 keep mentionin him n rubbin against my wound!! sayin things lyk "last time wooin tt idiot, now wooin...", "jus nw she was askin 'xiao yang' how 2 woo tt idiot" (ha~ we wasnt even mentionin tt idiot at all) n "u n him no more le meh? so fast chg heart le.. so fast find a replacement le.."
GRRR!!! ARHHHHH!! LET ME KILL U PLS~
IN LOVE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS REPLACEMENT BAKA!!!
n wad's wrong w ppl likin sum1 n keepin it low profile!? i nv ask 4 an advertisement rite.. feel so stress up by these 2 irritatin freaks.. 2 IS ENUF!!!
HELPPPPPP!!!
Haiz...

2 FoRgEt...

if forgettin sum1 is like usin a rubber 2 erase pencil marks tt easy, there will nt b such ting call pain.. even if it is tt easy, there will oso b some marks left..

tryin v hard 2 4get.. bt i guess i nid more time.. n hopefully, it hope it is nt too late..