Ur LaSt cHaNcE

i agreed 2 mit yl today cos i hav cooled down n i wan2 giv her a chance 2 explain herself.. so unfortunately wei yu became our middle woman.. i tried strikin up conversations w/ her bt she simply replied "yes/no" n nuttin more.. when deb came2 join us 4 lunch, she secretly sms w/ her hp in her bag.. we kept askin her y she so secretive, she jus replied later u'll koe.. den i received a msg, it was from her sayin tt "do u mind if i ask u r u stil angry w/ me!? cn u pls tel me d reason cos d atmorsphere's v awkward nw.." so i spoke up, i said "if i'm stil angry w/ u, i wont cum n mit u at all!! tt day u supposed 2 mit me at 4 bt when i finally contact u, u told me tt u r at d bus stop waitin 4 d bus bt actually u r in sch jus sat down 2 tok 2 wei yu.. when u reached, u told me u waited 4 d bus v long n u oso hav 2 wait 4 wei yu, pushin all d blames 2 her.. tel me y r u doin all tis!?" she replied," gt meh? sry i cant rmb.. my memories's nt gd!!" suddenly i feel a prank of disappointment hit me, i hav given her a chance 2 explain herself bt she simply jus blew it away, stil givin same old lame excuses, bein so secretive n stil lyin.. when deb asked her y is she late today n other days.. she kept lyin, hidin n givin excuses "i really hav sumtin on" or "i nid 2 bath n pack n i'm v slow in tt.." i'm nt goin 2 b fooled by her again..

tt nite, i cht w/ wei yu.. she told me she was disappointed w/ yl n she felt tt yl hav changed a lot too.. i told her i dun feel disappointed anymore!! ppl do change, either gd or bad or jus tt u haven seen their true col.. u cant help bt feel disappointed when dey changed.. i oso told her i no lobger regard her as my clique, no longer my frenz, jus a colleague.. however d gd memories'll stays bt d present n future hav changed! it'll no longer b d same as d past.. d past is d past, must get over it fast.. once it's gone, it's gone, no use ponderin over it..


since u've been gone(shorten)- kelly clarkson

u had ur chance u blew it
out of sight, out of mind
shut ur mouth i jus cant take it
again n again n again n again

since u've been gone
i cn breathe for d first time
im so movin on
yeah yeah
thxs to u (thxs to u)
now i get
i get wat i wan
i cn breathe for d first time
im so movin on
yeah yeah
thxs to u (thxs to u)
now i gt (i gt)
u shld koe (u shld koe)
tt i gt
i gt wad i wan
since u've been gone
since u've been gone
since u've been gone

seok ting gone bonker!!

call snow durin evenin, basically 2 complain abt boris(borin).. i cant stand him, actually all of us at shibuya cant stand/tolerate him.. i was complainin 2 her tt ytd 'borin' came nt once or twice bt thrice..

d 1st time he came when shu fen's ard, d nxt time's when d both of us r there, d 3rd time's

bcos i din pick up his call (damn him even call shufen ask y i din pick up his call! so stupid! no brain at all! hw wud shufen koe when she's at hm w/ her dar dar?!? even ask shufen 4 taka's no.. damn him, even if we hav oso dun wana giv him) so he came jus 2 ask me whether i cn wk tis day n tt day.. n he's so f***in idiotic (sry din mean 2 use tt word cos v unrefined bt it really suit him v well dun ya tink so?!?) bcos b4 tt he FORCED shufen 2 get PH on thu so tt no nid 2 giv OT bt when he came d third time he asked me cn i wk on thu at bugis instead of far east!?! nw he wan shufen 2 wk on thu n wan 2 FORCE me 2 wk bugis.. wad kinda stupid arrangement's tis? so i sae NO n he giv me tt damn bloody shity act cute buai cute, act pity kana sai face.. n durin d 2nd time he came he told shufen nt 2 get sick hor if nt i hav 2 cum down 2 wk n he "PAT" shufen's head w/ his CHEATSKATE pencil n later he kept "POKIN" me w/ his CHEAPSKATE pencil "BEGGIN" me 2 wk more days n wk at far east boutique when my sch starts.. heardin his IRRITATIN WHININ "pls lah! pls lah! once in a while oni!!" din even look at his face 4 more den 5sec, i said FIRMLY "NO!" bt damn it ! he stil din gt d hint!! so aft a few more no i ignored him n looked at shufen.. n

PHEW! FINALLY he's gone.. bcos of him i 4gt eat lunch so i went 4 lunch cum dinner at 5+pm.. when he called again, big mouth me told yufeng tt he'll cum since i din pick up his call n he really did tt's d 3rd time.. shldnt hav been so big mouth!! argHhhhhhhhhhh!!! oso when he came durin d 2nd time he kept searchin on d dreamworkz drawer 4 his another CHEAPSKATE rubber n kept mumblin tt it's nt his!!(PLS LOH! 1 rubber's so cheap!! N tink tt it was his hse cn open any drawer he wan!!!)

snow's complain 2 me tt he employed gals hu stayed near his hse n their starin pay's $1000 while snow n d reat of d full time r $950.. WTF!!! where gt newbie's pay more den d old staff!?! so she was tellin me 2 quit 2gther w/ d rest of shibuya ppl hu loathed him so much.. bt i was tinkin if i quit den i'll b out of job.. cos i mb LEAVIN nooch soon cos dun wana giv raymond n guanli anymore trouble as ellen's oways complainin 2 dem abt me.. (haiz!! feel so bad abt it!! oways is dem tt dey hav 2 kana scoldin..) so i told snow, stablise urself w/ another job 1st den quit, so tt u'll nt b left w/ nuttin.. feelin so confused rite nw.. mb i wait until roselin cum back or shufen 2 quit den i'll quit.. 4 d time bein i hav 2 jus take a step at a time..

tis idiotic boris tink tt snow's an idiot askin her stuoid qns lyk do u koe hw 2 use d cash register when she has been wkin there 4 2-3+mths ald.. n tellin her i look cute bt nt pretty.. damn bloody shit! i look cute, ugly, pretty or asshole, oso dun nid he 2 tel/annonuce 2 d others when obviously d others nv ask him 4 his opinion n dun nid his opinion..

long time nv threaten 2 quit liao.. nw d temptation of quittin n leavin him behind w/ those gals he jus employed's so high.. all thx 2 him my toned down anger n temper hav once again rised up again.. been threathenin 2 quit b4 bcos of michelle n dalton(d big fat mouth fish (bkmark/magnet)).. wat a waste of money 2 employed such an useless, brainless, idiotic, stupid, stupid-lookin, xiao bai nian(little white face), asshole, whiny, shity, sissy person as our supervisor!! really hav 2 agree w/ wad shufen sae 1 of d reason tt y dalton(d big fat mouth fish (bkmark/magnet)) employed such a person's bcos he himself's oso a sissy!! haha!! me v bad rite!! jus cant stand dem e 2 sissy c**ks!! yucks!! sry!! hehe!!

here's sumtin 4 "borin" n ellen.. it's from simple plan's SHUT UP! tata!

There you go

You're always so right

It's all a big show

It's all about you

You think you know

What everyone needs

You always take time

To criticize me

It seems like everyday

I make mistakes

I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the oneYou love to hate

But not today

So shut up shut up shut up

Don't wanna hear it

Get out get out get out

Get out of my way

Step up step up step up

You'll never stop me

Nothing you say today

Is gonna bring me down

There you go

You never ask why

It's all a big lie

Whatever you do

You think you're special

But I know and I know and I know

And we know

That you're not

You're always there to point out

My mistakes

And shove them in my face

It's like I'm the one you love to hate

But not today

So shut up shut up shut up

Don't wanna hear it

Get out get out get out

Get out of my way

Step up step up step up

You'll never stop me

Nothing you say today

Is gonna bring me down

So shut up shut up shut up

Is gonna bring me down

So shut up shut up shut up

Is gonna bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be

And don't try to tell me what's right for me

Don't tell me what I should do

I don't wanna waste my time

I'll watch you fade away

So shut up shut up shut up

Don't wanna hear it

Get out get out get out

Get out of my way

Step up step up step up

You'll never stop me

Nothing you say today

Is gonna bring me down
Shut up shut up shut up

I don't wanna hear it

Get out get outGet out of my way

Step up step up step up

You'll never stop me

Nothing you say

Is gonna bring me down

Shut up shut up shut up

Won't bring me down

Shut up shut up shut up

Bring me down

Won't bring me down

So shut up shut up shut up.

Fa Mei ( mOoDy)

SiAnZ SiAnZ SiAnZ...

oni wk 4 2hrs den ellen 'sent' me hm..
-1st reason, there r ard 5 ppl wkin until 6pm
-2nd reason i giv my dinner shift 2 shanti
-3rd reason she wan cut cost (when she's nt even d 1 payin us), 4th i duno y!!!

well, wateva, anyway i dun really lyk 2 wk there.. reasons r c my previous post + raymond's nt ard.. n i oso dun lyk wk there when raymond's nt ard thou guan li will oso help me when ellen scold me.. it jus tt bcos raymond'll oways find sumtin 2 let me do so tt ellen'll nt send me hm so early.. actually guanli no nid apologise.. wad's d use n it's nt even his fault! n no 1's at fault anyway..

haiz.. so wad if i really wan wk at nooch or wad if i prefers/lyk wkin at nooch.. ellen oways send me hm early n tt means my pay minus my transport n my meal tt left v little.. so if ellen continue 2 send me hm early.. i'll go back shibuya wk as a regular thou
1)there's v borin
2)i hav 2 wk wif jenny hu's d boss cousin if i wk in bugis n i confirm will wk in bugis
3)i hav 2 open shop everyday
bt if i hav 2 bear wif all tt i cn get ard $40+-$50+ per day rather den $9+-$20+..

hope ellen cn go away soon 4 her pregnant rest.. so i cn stay at nooch longer.. haiz dun really lyk 2 tink abt anyting.. no mood 2 tink.. feelin v low tis few days.. dun really feel lyk tokin abt it..

-EnD- sry no mood 2 con't!!

CiTiLiNk... HaiZ...

Today's my 1st day at citilink nooch..
Haiz it's so much different from wheelock.. :'(
1)d table settin's so messy 2 me.. gt decimal sumore..
2)v little ppl as in d customers n d staff..
3)which means v borin.. thou there's hi5 set tt n screen it's no entertainment n stil v borin 2 me..
4)d songs dey played when i 1st started at wheelock is wat more better..
5)d time of wk is flexible which means ellen cn send me hm anytime she wan when there's oni 1 or 2 tables occupied..
6)time passes v v slowly..
actualli there r a lotsa reasons jus tt i cant tink of any more rite nw..

thou today's nt busy,tis uncle raymond's stil v jin zhang (panic) even yong cai oso argee.. duno wad's wrong wif him lah.. i'll understand if he's lyk tt in wheelock, bt here i really dun understand y.. shanti oso did a few wrong order..

time passes v slowly.. thx 2 uncle raymond 4 givin me sumtin 2 do bcos oni 1 or 2 tables r occupied which means tt ellen'll send me hm earlier..

oso ellen hav a "HEART-TO-HEART CHAT" w/ mandee.. i ACCIDENTALLY overheard d conversation.. i din mean 2 listen bt jus tt ellen's too loud i cn even hear her from table32.. i heard ellen say "if u con't w/ ur wkin attitude lyk tt, i wud recommend 2 u 2 resign.. wow! jus lyk wad guan li hav "PREDICTED" ellen wan mandee 2 leave.. jus tt ellen wans mandee 2 quit givin her sum face instead of wat guan li say fired her..

wad a borin day!
REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS WHEELOCK NOOCH!! ALL D GD OLD FUN FUN DAYS WE HAV!!
raymond say mus 4get wheelock nooch.. bt i dun eva tink tt i'll 4get it cos there r so much precious memories n moment we hav there.. hw cn we 4get dem!?!

A tOk w/ Wei Yu..

hav a conversation wif wei yu on d phone today.. we were chattin happily when we suddenly tok abt yl.. she told me every mornin she supposed 2 mit yl at d mrt busstop den go 2 sch 2gther.. bt it has been a couple of days since she had go sch wif yl.. as u koe she's oways late thou her hp time's ald set 10 mins eariler.. even wei yu's clsmate oso koe abt yl's lateness thou wei yu n yl r from diff combi thus diff cls.. WoW! yl's so famous 4 her lateness!! den i told wei yu tt yl pang seh me a lotsa times sayin tt she'll mit me b4 wk den go wk together or go taka find me 2 return me $$ or pass me sumtin v impt bt she din even turn up n nt even a phone call 2 let me koe tt she wont b comin n she cant b contacted at all.. she'll oso giv a lotsa lame, stupid, lousy excuses lyk her most famous line 'oh, my hp low batt!!' den wei yu told me tt last week 1 of d days she supposed 2 mit me at 4.15 bt at tt time n b4 tt, i cant contact her.. when i finally did, she told she's at d busstop waitin 4 d bus, bt wei yu told me actually she's in sch, jus settled down 2 tok 2 wei yu.. when wei yu asked her 'aint u supposed2 mit seok ting at tis time or rush down asap?' her reply's 'NVM LAH!! IT'S OK!!!' i cn stil rmb tt when she reached she told me she waited 4 d bus v long n she waited 4 wei yu 4 v long too!! me n wei yu used 2 tink tt she doesnt koe hw 2 or she doesnt lie.. bt we r so damn wrong, we hav been fooled by her cos when she lied she lied so calmly n so normally.. nw tt i koe d truth, i'm nt goin 2 b so stupid 2 belif her n b so stupid 2 b fool by her again.. i'm nt goin 2 b soft-hearted (i cant stand my soft-hearted character) 2 4giv her all d time.. wat kinda of frenz's tis?! no wonder my clique most of dem dislike her thou we r in d same clique.. always da da fang fang de turn up v late n d last 1 durin gatherin lyk sum princess or queen whom every1 hav 2 wait 4 n oways giv lame excuses when late!! she's jus lyk her bro!! n since she koe my temper, she shld tel me d truth instead of lyin!! diana asked me y din i scold her, my reply was me, deb n wei yu hav been scoldin her 4 d pass 5 yrs n all she did's ok den get back2 her same old behavior n habit again.. so wad cn we do abt it.. i really dun tink she deserves a true gd frenz!! bt hu cares!?! im washin my hands off her n i cn oni blame it on my blurness, stupidness n soft-hearted characteristic.. nw i mus rmb NV JUDGE A BL BY ITS COVER!! n ANYTIN ABT HER'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS!!!

HaLf WarNiNgs

HaiZ, BeEN MeNdiN My CoM 4 2 DaYs Le N d cONnEcTiN SyStEm'S sTiL D SaMe!! Bt i StiL WoNt giV uP.. So pLs BLaMe Me 4 siGniN iN N oUt FrEqUeNtLy iN MsN..

ReCiEvEd a MsG FrOm ShAn AsKiN mE WhEtHeR i'M WkiN tML.. YeS, i'M Bt HaiZ iT's At sHiBuYa uNtiL SuN N nT aT NoOcH.. N i'M stiL uNsURe WhEtHeR i'LL b TrAnsFeReD!!

d PaSt FeW dAyS bEeN ReCiEviN CaLLs FrOm LiLy (sUm1 hU i DiSLiKe BcOs ShE's D SamE aS MiCheLLe - HeArtLeSs, CrUeL,... WeLL dEy ShaRe sUm SiMiLaRiTieS- LoOk aLiKe (frOm WaD i HeArD) N dEy R BoTh FrOm MaLaYSiA) N BoNbOn (boNiTa).. DeY CaLLeD 2 aSk Me 2 wK aT BuGiS oN Fri N 2 oPeN d DoOr (HaiZ SuMtiN i HaTe).. WhEn i QnS DeM y DeY DuN wAn giV d OtHeR gaL (hEr NaMe's YuN yUn) d KeY, BoN toLd Me CoS sHe CaNt b tRuStEd, ShE oWaYs LiE aBt HeR RePoRtiN tiMe (4 eg ShE rEAcHeD aT 11.45+ N sHe RePoRt hEr ActU WkiN tiMe WhiCh wAs 11..) CoS sHe's OwAyS LaTe 4 Wk (WeLL, tT ReMaiNs Me oF 2 ppL aT NoOcH hU's OwAyS LaTe..).. BoN OsO ToLd Me tT HeR cHaRaCtEr's MuCh BeTa Nw.. FrOm HeR tOnE, i Cn SeNse SuMtiN v FiShy Bt She DoEsNt WaN 2 TeL Me FuRtURe, oNi tT HeR DrEsSiN pAtTErN's MuCh LyK vaLeRiE.. WhEn i HeArD tt, i WaNteD 2 BaCk uP.. i DuN wAnA wK w/ SuM1 LyK VaLeRiE AnYmOrE- OwAys On d PhOnE tOkiN, sMsin (n BtW sHe HaV 2 hP + BuGis'S d oNi ShOp tt HaS 2nD LiNe WhiCh's An AdVaNtAgE 2 HeR), oWaYs At D cOuNtEr, LeAviN mE 2 Do aLL d cLeAniN n Me aLoNe 2 sErVe aLL d CuStOmErS..

WeLL, iF TiS gaL(yUn YuN)'s WkiN aTtiTuDE's SuMtiN LyK VaLeRiE, i MaKe SuRe i TaKe aLL mY beLoNgiNs n d ShOp KeY n LeAvE hEr 2 GuaRd D sHoP tHrOuGhOuT d NiTe ToO.. TiS i PrOmiSe..

TmL, HaiZ i StiL NiD 2 gO DoWn BuGiS tAkE d KeY N gO wK LaTeR.. WeLL, ReSt PpL.. CoS i NiD sToRe aMpLe rEsT 2 LasT mE 4 DayS FuLL.. NiTeZ..

BoOM!!!

Been findin time 2 mend my stupid com cum its sot sot internet system which always disconnect itself when i was surfin d net halfway.. so i skip my lunch in order 2 get it mend asap by today bt hu koes..

i call d pac hotline.. n aft tokin 4 more den 30 min on my hp, it doesnt help at all..

so i call d second time which was 3hrs aft my 1st call.. d internet disconnected again.. i already miscounted hw mani hav i been disconnected.. n i tink i even spoilt my left mouse click..

argHhhHHhhh.. i'm so fustrated!! suddenly i hav d urge 2 either blow off my com or 2 blast it 2 outer space!!

WhEeLoCk NoOcH's LaSt DaY...

Today's wheelock nooch last day of operation.. thot today d customers'll b nicer to us n dun b so unreasonble.. bt jus as i thot, tis customer sittin at table 43 w/ a group of a children, her caucasian husband n a maid complained a few times..

1st she complained tt she order 'A LONG TIME AGO' n her edamane n her tori karrage hav yet 2 come.. Abt tis she complained twice..

2nd she complained tt she hav been sittin there for 10 min n no1 hav served dem drinks.. (damn her, i was so fustrated tt i wish i hav given her fish tank water or toilet bowl water instead.. ha!)

n haiz, tis mr lau kept bringin in LARGE grp of customers 2 "challenge" me!! haiz twice i even hav 2 serve more den 13 glasses of water at a time..

as my 6th sense tel me tonite'll b a v busy nite, bt alas my 6th sense's oso bull shit!! customers r worse den monday n ellen let me off at 8.30pm as i expected when raymond wanted 2 ask me 2 do sumtin..

bt nvm so i went back 2 taka 2 tok my mother (penny) n auntie (yu feng) den went out wif dem from d staff back door n send dem all d way 2 cinne.. den go back 2 nooch umm,, 4 d 'celebration'..

when i get back, almost all d fd r out.. thx 2 d head chief (duno hw 2 spell her name thou).. when nooch closes, it seems tt d staffs r happiest cos we get 2 eat all d delicious yummy yummy fd.. haha.. bt haiz too bad nt all d wheelock staff r there, if nt it surely'll b more merry n memorable last day of wheelock nooch.. hehe, lucky i took down pic of d place 4 mermories.. :)

4 once, i'm v tired.. so bye ppl.. yumyum

HaHa.. ToDaY's DeFiNiTeLY a BeTa DaY

16 apr 05
today kept hidin behind d wall, lyin on d drawer unwillin 2 show my face n serve customers.. haiz all 4 of us r sick(auntie jenny, geraldine,ting ting n me...) den i went store rm 2 pack my stock den tis mr ronnie said 2 me'is shufen hospitalise?!' when i heard tt i was so shocked tt i almost dropped my stock.. den i realise he askin me a qns.. i replied 'no, she jus sprain her arm'.. when i told shufen my jie abt it.. she said, ' u tell him i dead le'..

later i threw anyway all my spoilt clocks in a canton in2 d lobby n even wrote 'SPOILT CLOCKS' big enuf 4 d whole world 2 c.. den hrs later, tis ronnie again came 2 me n ask me is tis ur product n he showed me d canton which i jus threw away.. i said 'ya, i threw it away de' den stupidly he told me 'i thot sum1 wans 2 steal'.. i almost laugh my head off.. den he went in2 d store n remove d tin in d tissue clock n was playin wif d other clock..

at nite, my freakin act cute, childish, immature,(hey i was nt d oni 1 hu say so, even colleagues from my counter n other counters even argee), 29/30 yr old supervisor came n tok a lotsa craps.. suddenly i feel lyk i was tokin 2 a pri sch kid!! when he left, he even waved gdbye wif both hands(worse den my baby sis).. i almost puke out..

a few couples of minutes later, i hide my kake(salmon maki) in d drawer so i can eat it secretly.. hu koe, tis geraldine opened d drawer n almost screamed bcos she thot it was sumtin else.. it was so funny tt auntie jenny oso laughed.. hehe, oh migosh geraldine u r so cute..

anyway, thou promoter jobs mus b sian bt it's oways fun wif frenz ard.. lyk wad yl say hope my day'll b beta den ytd.. well it's.. bt it's nt oways a happy world.. mornin ppl..

FrEaKiN HeLL!! WaD a FrEaKiN DaY!!

15 apr 05
3+am..
Haiz.. stil cant slp again.. den out of nowhere i suddenly thou abt margareth.. it has been such a long time since i thou abt her.. i suddenly miss her so so much.. it has been yrs since she passed away n i cant even rmb hw mani yrs she had gone.. all i cn rmb's tt i cant 4giv myself 4 nt cherishin her when she's ard.. tears kept formin in my eyes..
6+pm..
Damn FrEaKiN HeLL.. JuS bEcOz i Nv gReeT cUsToMeRs WhEn i'm DoiN d SeTTiNs, i WaS ScOLdEd By eLLeN cHeONg AGAIN!! Nt OnCe Nt TwiCE!! suMoRe i EvEn DrAg RaYmOnD N gUaNLi iN2 iT.. DaMn iT! WaD's HeR PrOb!?! ScOLdiN Me aLoNe's eNuF y MuS sHe OwAys DrAgS OtHeRs iN2 iT!?! PLS!!! i'M nT d oNi 1 Hu DiD tT.. WaD's HeR pRoB!?! iT's sO uNfaiR y sHe MuS oWaYs ZhEn Dui wO!! SmiLeS n gReeTiNs MuS b SiNcEre! Do U TiNk CuStOmErS eNjOy N LyK HeR FaKe StUpId SmiLeS n GrEetiNs?! YucKz..