PuShOvEr

frm today onwards, i decided i dun wana b a pushover anymore.. i mus b independent.. i cant oways expect him 2 oways stand 4 me.. he cant oways b there when im bein insult all d time.. so TODAY or d past few days away, i decided im no longer goin 2 b a pushover!! i will fight back every insult!! hear tt!! so it may b a mth more we r wkin tog bt im nt gonna let u let INSULT me anymore!! i hav enuf!! when i may enuf is either i will keep quiet or fight back bt i decided 2 fight back now cos it is enuf of ur insult!! dun push ur luck too far idiots!! say ppl say urslf 1st!! n oso if u r gd, ppl will say u r gd, u dun hav 2 praise urslf cos tt's when oni urslf tink u r gd!! i tink mani wil agree w my last sentence!!

Meanin of kisses n moves

1.
Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2.
Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3.
Kiss on the neck
I want you

4.
Kiss on the lips
I love you

5.
Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6.
Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away

7.
Look in your eyes
kiss me

8.
Playing with your hair
I can't live without you

9.
Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go

13 ways to c who is ur soulmate

13. When your on the phone with them late at night and they hang up but you miss them already when it was just five minutes ago...
12. You read their texts over and over again...
11. You walk really slow when you're with them...
10. You feel shy whenever you're with them...
9. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...
8. You smile when you hear their voice...
7. When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her...
6. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...
5. They become all you think about...
4. You get high just from their scent...
3. You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them...
2. You would do anything for them...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time...

DrEaMs N NiTeMaRe

do u believe tt dreams n nitemare do happens in real life?
i dont bt now i believe..
cos my nitemare hav happened twice n consecutive 2 days :(

EaSt CoAsT..

went east coast again today.. we went east coast almost every week.. HeeZ.. luv there so much.. d sun.. d breeze.. d sea..

today lotsa sunshine;) so now sum of my shoulder is red.. bt red=sunburn:( bt sunburn=tan:)

anyway i cycled today.. cos d past few times i hav been bladin., bt b4 cyclin, we hav pinic ;) under a tree.. we hav bread, ham, tuna, jelly, drinks, snack.. tink tt's all ba.. bt late at nite i hav diarhoea.. stil havin diarhoea now(now is 17mar) :(

den we went cycle.. we cycled until v far.. until d golf club there.. at 5-6, we went back cos kaiyu n aar need return d blades.. kaiyu nt bad sia, jus blade 4 d 3rd time n he cn blade until so fast n oni fall 1 time.. haiz i blade 4 more times den him stil so lousy.. haiz.. n make my butt so pain..haiz.. bt bike oso.. now my butt hurts bcos of d bike seat:(

oso we almost lost a locker key.. i tied d key to d string of another key n woeiluen hooked it on his bag.. bt it drop off on our way out.. lucky d "beng" shop guy saw it n picked it up.. *phew* so lucky sia.. we found out tt we lost d key when we returned n 20-30min later tt d key is w d "beng" guys.. all of us almost hav a heartattack.. thk so much "bengs" bt ur shop equipment suxs.. *puke*.. nxt time dun tink will rent frm u all le, cos d blade really sux, it is nt smooth n got lotsa sound n d bike is too smooth, i mean xtremely smooth loh.. shld hav rented frm d other shop.. n u "bengs" r so horny n corny n u cn chg d price accordin 2 d crowd.. nt lyk d other shop bside urs, so stable so friendly..

we went 2 jetty n we went emo a bit at d jetty.. so sad today din get 2 eat d rojak:(

hope my skin wont peel lyk last time, haiz my butt really hurts;(

MeSSeD uP..

i hate myslf 4 bein liddat..
knowin im weak, sad... ... i stil put up a strong face, act as if nuttin happen n im happy.. wad is wrong w tt? puttin up a strong face so tt ppl ard me wont b affected?
i hate myslf 4 being so nasty recently, kept blowin temper, throwin temper ard.. i guess im tired..
i hate myslf 4 bein such a scaredy cat.. im so afraid ofmy exam result n so afraid of losin u..
im so tired, so messed up, i dun even recognise myslf.. sry ppl jus bear w me 4 d time bein cos i oso duno wad's wrong w me..

BaR..

heeZ.. finally im doin bar.. bar is doin n makin drink n tt kinda pub bar.. k!!

thk to lebon n oso tt tracy n steven is no longer wkin nooch so i hav d chance..

anyway bar wasnt as fun as i thot, jus lyk d 1st time i do runner w raymond.. wasnt fun esp carryin d overtray, buden long time no carry le so haiz, lose d skill n broke my own promise of carryin it w a hand.. haiz..

btw, i do bar nt bad k, nv jam =x heeZ well lunch was abit jam when lebon was gg 4 her break cos nt v used to it yet.. bt dinner was smooth.. k.. lol.. oso i scalded my hand when i was makin d form 4d coffee.. bt pain is temp :) rite?

sry lebon n ray, tt i blowed up.. cos i was so pissed off by tt fat ass guy.. tink he so big ar, big sized so wad.. send drinks send so slow.. so wad if d ice water was quite full, u dun hav 2shout say "giv me so full 4 wad" n pour d drink onto d credit card msg n d box behind it rite!! asshole stil dare shout at me.. tink i small v easy bullied ar.. 老虎不发挥当我是病猫。=p

so tt's all 4 today's wk at least im learnin sumtin at nooch AGAIN.. gtg.. tata..

WaRNiNs 2 MaN.. LoL..

My StOoPiD pHoNe..

wad the toot...
today went watch rumors hav it w huiwen, d show ok lah bt kinda lame cos all gals in d family slept w tis same old man.. yuckz.. den went IT fair n "visit" cailing at her booth.. *phew* hav a hard time findin it.. den ltr at 6.. :'( i took out my hp frm my bag n found tt i was callin yufeng, nt oni tt i send 20+ blank msg to aar :'( (sry aar din mean 2) den i del almost all my msg :"( waaahhhhhhhhhhhh... i wan cry.. all d cute n nice msg all gone.. T_T thk to my stoopid phone n me 4 4gettin 2 lock :'(.. haiz.. so ppl pls send me ur cute msg.. PLSsss.. haiz so sad now.. i really wan cry:'(

SaKaE..

went w huiwen n mabia to sakae buffet at bugis last week (i tink)..

heehee tis's d 1st time i ate w/o throwin up;) past 2 times throw:(
anyway we stayed quite long there.. playin w d food all tt.. huiwen kept eatin unagi maki.. omg.. n oso gyoza.. d seaweed udon soup v nice;) mabia almost "die" b4 finishin it.. huiwen added tt she almost killed by it.. lol..

sakae bugis nt bad cos it hav all food lyk gyoza, fried tofu cumin out n lyk other outlet which need to order frm d machine.. wheelock de nt gd cos d fd is limited n we gt a sucky sittin place.. marina argh thk u mr lau i cant even sit n stand w/o any help.. bishan ok lah cos tt's my 1st buffet.. citilink de v small.. tink tt's all d sakae i went b4.. hmm.. now i wan eat suki buffet.. softshell crab all tt.. yummy.. all tt makes me hungry heeZ..

anyway aft tt we went bugis village n i went back to wk..

BaCk..

heeZ.. i koe i koe.. i haven REALLY blog in a while.. ok.. fine~ in a looooonnnnnnnnggg time.. cos im lazy.. recently jus finished exam.. all d exam paper is f.o.s(haha tink mabia n aar will koe wad f.o.s means..) haiz...

anyway today we went east coast ;) skatin again.. bt no tannin cos d sun's shy.. brought my own skate.. n hav a couple of falls.. sobsob T_T my butt hurts!! tis time i skate worst den d previous time.. tink tt bcos my skate is quite brand new so d wheels v smooth.. oni me n aar bladed, joyce, carol, mabia n jiahui cycle.. we went all d way to d end of d food court n drink coconut:D, d rojak was nt bad too.. soon it was near returnin of d bike time so we went back.. haha i was so lazy to skate tt i jus grabbed mabia's sling bag while she cycled n dragged me behind.. heez.. bt on d way back, we almost collided w sum assholes..mabia was so angried tt she wan to go slap them o_O *opps* finally c mabia angry side.. finally we reached d rental place..

hope nxt week we cn go again.. bt w more ppl ;)

(pss.. f.o.s is full of shit..)

本来-同恩

下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我
以后已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我

走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多