Cute Cursors from Dollielove `* ..i'LL oWaYs b TheRe By Ur SiDe WaTcHiN U, HoPiN N pRaYiN u R oK.. *` SuMTiMeS i WiSh i cN DiSaPPeAr: d DeEp Me..

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

d DeEp Me..

Ur heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't..
U can't tell ur heart what to do cause it acts on its own...
When u least suspect it, or even when u don't want it to, u will fall for someone least expected..
Have u ever wanted to love someone with everything u had, but that other person was too afraid to let u or u dont know how to show ur love to that person?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much or even at all...
Have u ever denied ur feelings for someone because ur fear of r.e.j.e.c.t.i.o.n which is too hard to handle?

Life is all about risks and it requires u to do "stunts"...
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what should have done or could have had..

What would u do if every time u fell in love u had to say good-bye?
What would u do if every time u wanted someone, the person is never there?
What would u do if u loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have that person?
What would u do if the someone u love, doesnt understand u at all?
Would u give up ur happiness jus bcos of stress or softheartedness?

(am i thinkin too much? i duno.. above r my thots.. read snow's blog today.. she sounded so stressed up.. im too.. know y i blog n write in my diary n oways lyk so happy (dine said i oways looked so happy bt i vented everyting in my blog) n keep most tings to myslf? bcos every1 hav their own probs, i dun wan affect other ppl's mood due 2 wad's happenin 2 me.. i miss weiyu so much, recently been botherin her n huiwen abt certain tings.. aft readin snow's blog, mb it's time i shldnt hav bother them so much, they hav their own probs too.. mb im seriously thinkin too much bt i jus cant help it.. mb it's time 4 me 2 live as strong as wad i was in d past n nt wad im now- emotionally weak.. i think im crazy, i wanted 2 giv myslf physical pain when im havin mentality pain n d physical pain mus b more painful den d mentality pain bt in d end i din do anytin hurtful 2 myslf.. i duno wad im doin n thinkin.. all i koe is no1 really understand u, only u koe urslf d best..)

-tears-

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