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2006-10-31T17:12:00.000-08:00

hihi..
back to blog..
wan2 share w u sumtin..
hmm..
cute today..
she scare d cher.. d cher think it is a pacificer..
lol..
here it is..
tada..

purple..
heehee..
anyway
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

farewell glen

2006-09-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

gg 2 leave cathay 4 awhile cos glen had left.. dun b mistaken glen is cathay's friendliest n nicest theatre manager we even hav.. also our PAPA bear.. it sad to hav him leave us.. we cant bear the papa bear 2 leave bt we had 2..
well, his departure, all d credit 2 1 "actor of d yr".. wad cn i say.. hmm "office polities".. bt every1 cn say who is d nice guy n who is d bad guy.. anyway he is so fake tt day, kept grinnin n grinnin, playin w d video cam.. eewwkk.. stil hug all d gals sayin comfort them.. bullshit.. disgust me.. dirty our shirt.. cn c huiwen face is so full of sarcasticism when he wan to hug her.. n now we box office hav 2 wk under him, d actor.. haiz.. so sian diao.. gtg leave.. cos i cant stand his freakin pms n fake authority anymore..
glen "farewell" party is on last sun.. it feels so weird 2 hav such a party.. all managers hav 2 say a speech n tt actor speech sounds so meaninless.. so fako.. well, many people cried includin roger n sally.. both of them cried until duno lyk wad.. i din.. lucky huiwen brought a big packet of tissue.. dont izt she purposely bring de haha.. all i cn say is every1 is sad, except tt actor, grinnin so widely.. hope sum1 would wipe tt bloody smile off his freakin face..
anyway surprisinly.. me n sally r gettin along better n better.. she is a nicer person compared 2 d actor.. well, every1 is..
gd luck to those who stayed.. dun worry i will b back.. back to pay back.. back 2 c him get his desert..

eYeLasHeS eXtEnSiOn

2006-09-20T20:55:00.000-07:00

heehee.. today i went for eyelashes extension.. actually it isnt someting i wanted 2 do myslf de.. it's job requirement.. my new job.. favenail at citilink mall.. pay was definitely beta den cathay.. ppl there? i nt too sure yet.. anyway d eyelashes extension is painful.. i shed a couple of tears.. ok i mean i shed quite a lotsa tears.. cos my eye is sensitive n d ting kept pokin me:( so much sacrific 4 beauty.. i tink i looked lyk d elephant frm sesame st.. bt weiyu, lini, nana, shulian all say i looked v nice.. diao~ anyway i went to cut short abit cos it is too long.. well, i tink i suits ppl v short eyelashes ba.. mb nxt time i shld do japanese eyelashes cos it is cheaper.. bt anyway lucky i dun need 2 pay a single cent.. if nt my 1/3 pay gone.. $108 OMG!!! so much for beauty!!

cn u c d extended lashes frm tis 2 pic?

LaZy BuM..

2006-09-18T20:50:00.000-07:00

lazy bum is back..
haha well, tt's me.. i koe i koe.. im lazy..
recently lotsa tings happen..
wil update in above post..

SuPeR TiS, SuPeR Tt

2006-07-30T23:49:00.000-07:00

even since singapore idol, then cum d 1st ever "super" competition called "jue due superstar", nxt is "xiao yuan superstar" followed by "fei chang superband" so i was tinkin tis yr v "special" wor, gt 2 7th mth wor, so y dun they hav "gei tai superstar" leh?! lol..

2006-07-26T23:14:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! we found sumtin we shld nt find out.. well, maybe.. haha..
wad we found out is...
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he is a g*y.. i mean w evidence lyk msn nick n him signin up 4 a website called " guys4men", tink weixian stil hav his username n password? nt v sure.. bt actually we r nt shocked jus, shocked tt it is true n people agreed w us tt he is a g*y..

FaTe..

2006-07-26T14:50:00.000-07:00

i gues it is all jus fate.. tings tt u do wan, u cant get it, tings tt u do not wan, wil always find their place beside u.. jus lyk d draw lots.. it is simpicly fate..

10cent

2006-07-24T23:38:00.000-07:00

meet a stingy customer last week... total is $XX.50.. so he gave me a $0.60, den i say sorry my smallest chg is $0.50, i dun hav $0.10.. den he kept insistin his chg lyk 'cn i take d tix n cum back later 4 d chg?' DIAO~ i almost faint.. so i kept on repeatin d same old ting.. finally he say ok nvm.. dotdotdot.. n his movie started few min when he cum 2 collect his tix.. i told imah, she laughed too.. weird customers.. it is oni a 10 cent sir!!

DiSkEttE oR HigHLigHtEr?

2006-07-06T21:16:00.000-07:00

is this a diskette or highlighter box? look carefully

ArT N cRaFt

2006-07-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

seems to be back in pri n sec sch where we hav 2 do art n craft.. haha.. bt it was fun.. durin d borin hours of our booth, we helped mabia n carol n others 2 do sum design 4 d drawstring pouch 4 their stall in jtc.. haha joyce took 4 whole hours 2 sow a crown.. bt nt bad 4 d 1st try.. bt sumtin i hav 2 comment, also im nt d oni 1, it is so stoopid 2 use $80 2 bid 4 a booth, $50 is ex enuf, needless 2 say $80.. well, hope they can breakeven 1st.. below r few designs we did, do take a look;) well, gd luck 4 u on ur sellin days..

I-SCREAM

2006-07-05T22:53:00.000-07:00

WOW!!! Look at tis... 3 BIG tubs of icecream... YUMMY!!

stoopid qns w smart ans

2006-06-23T00:35:00.000-07:00

BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me...

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?"
Pupil : "A teacher".

Waiter : "Would you like your coffee black?"
Customer : "What other colors do you have?"

Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?"
Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time"

HaNdiCaPPeD

2006-06-14T23:02:00.000-07:00

work 4 a mths le n guess wad, im quite happy w d current jobs.. oso due 2 d fact tt i served 54 handicapped, 4 cant speak n a wheelchair bounded.. d most interestin is d 1st handicapped i served who are a couple, 1duno malay or indian n d lady is a chinese.. we used paper 2 communicate.. how cute n amuse cn tt b.. lol

CoNcErT..

2006-06-11T02:07:00.000-07:00

hey.. guess who i serve early tis mornin? heez.. it is joanne peh.. actuallyi dun recognise is her.. cos she hav 2 mole near her mouth.. i oni recognised when she speak n her dbs redemption letter shows her name.. hehee..

well, today aft wk, we need to rush to vch 4 d npstring concert.. so unfortunate, zen n huiwen r wkin at lvl which means busy + busy + busiest busy.. haiz.. we told mr shake his ass (andrew ong) tt we need go reach vch by 7 if nt mus wait until interval den go in (bt actually it's 7.30 lah).. so in d end i close at 6.30+ liddat n waited n waited 4 them.. cos oso d briefin by mr andrew ong is oways so longwinded, so d lvl 1 ppl went down late.. in d end, they close at 7.20, we went down 2 get a cab n finally at 7.35+ we gt onto a cab.. we reached late n luckily 4 us, we bought circle tix so we r allowed 2 go in durin d in-between of 1st n 2nd song, we oso hav refreshments..

sry 2 say bt d concert was quite borin, all string instruments, that's y they call it np string.. i so much prefer concert band man.. durin d last 10 min, we kept wantin 2 leave 2 go c d engalnd match.. so aft d concert, we left quickly, jus in time 2 find seats n a tv (v far n nt clear de) n last few min of d game.. so in d end, it was england who won tt match by 1 n it was an own goal..

those who went let me koe wad u tink of d concert k.. tata

sUmMaRy..

2006-05-24T00:07:00.000-07:00

Wk..

hallo ppl if u pass by citilink, u will koe tt nooch hav close down.. heehee.. oso on our last day of wk, we went 2 teach sum1 who's v fu*kin a lesson.. he deserve all tt n he cn oni blame on himslf, treatin every1 of us lyk shit.. oso i realise looks cn b decievin.. sum ppl who lok tough bt actually they r jus a coward a wimp 2 speak up.. esp tt big fat bulldog joel!! wad an asshole, a traitor, bein criticise, condem until nt even worth a cent stil went back 2 wk.. duno wad is he, a man or a wimpy coward.. now i koe those who r big size lyk him n 2 other person r actually nuttin bt a coward.. anyway i hav enuf of wkin there.. n thk 2 huiwen i found a new wkin place.. a beta wkin place den wkin under tt fu*kin guy(gay)..

gd nite ppl time 2 go slp.. tt's all 4 today.. nite

sUmMaRy..

2006-05-23T23:32:00.000-07:00

a summary of events happenin d past few mths..

cHaLet...
thot tis yr chalet lesser ppl cum bt it was certainly more fun cos this time, it is nt rainin.. yeah.. the first nite we hav bbq.. then aft tt was majong n majong.. hee nutty sia gramblin.. all nite long.. durin 3 am, we (me, ah pa, joyce,carol, aar, andrew) went play soccer at nite.. (carol thot d ball's near my leg n she aim my leg n kick in d end d nxt few days i hav a blue black:< ) d nxt day mornin, carol, wen, aar n mabia went swimmin, d rest of us spray water at them.. early mornin summore we saw sumtin gross.. tis brianless couple entertainin themselves n ourselves w their makin love acts.. *yweekkkk* we almost lost our appetite.. aft tt we hav ourbreakfast n hang ard playin while sum other slp, sum other went 2enrol their IS module n timeslot.. thk yunlei 4 gettin d is module n timeslot i wan.. tt means i same IS as cailin, joyce n carol.. at nite, we went downtown eat n play arcade.. back at d chalet, we ate frozen watermelon :), play games n force forfeit.. lol.. d 3rd day we woke up n hurry went 2 bath cos we hav 2 check out soon.. we miss d bus 2 pasir ris n hav 2 wait 1hr 4 d nxt bus.. so we went d children playhse 2 play.. heehee.. so fun loh.. throwin balls at each other.. lol
wad a fun chalet we hav.. kiddos 2 all tb31.. so sad nxt sem we wont b studyin in d same cls.. we'll b separate:( wad a stoopid allocation.. haiz.. anyway.. hope u all enjoy d chalet we plan..

BaCk..

2006-05-23T22:27:00.000-07:00

hallo ppl.. miss my blog? hehe.. gone n abandon my blog 4 almost 2mths cos too lazy n too busy 2 blog.. bt no worry.. will update soon.. cya..

PuShOvEr

2006-03-23T01:23:00.000-08:00

frm today onwards, i decided i dun wana b a pushover anymore.. i mus b independent.. i cant oways expect him 2 oways stand 4 me.. he cant oways b there when im bein insult all d time.. so TODAY or d past few days away, i decided im no longer goin 2 b a pushover!! i will fight back every insult!! hear tt!! so it may b a mth more we r wkin tog bt im nt gonna let u let INSULT me anymore!! i hav enuf!! when i may enuf is either i will keep quiet or fight back bt i decided 2 fight back now cos it is enuf of ur insult!! dun push ur luck too far idiots!! say ppl say urslf 1st!! n oso if u r gd, ppl will say u r gd, u dun hav 2 praise urslf cos tt's when oni urslf tink u r gd!! i tink mani wil agree w my last sentence!!

Meanin of kisses n moves

2006-03-18T00:02:00.000-08:00

1.
Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2.
Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3.
Kiss on the neck
I want you

4.
Kiss on the lips
I love you

5.
Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6.
Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away

7.
Look in your eyes
kiss me

8.
Playing with your hair
I can't live without you

9.
Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go

13 ways to c who is ur soulmate

2006-03-17T23:58:00.000-08:00

13. When your on the phone with them late at night and they hang up but you miss them already when it was just five minutes ago...
12. You read their texts over and over again...
11. You walk really slow when you're with them...
10. You feel shy whenever you're with them...
9. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...
8. You smile when you hear their voice...
7. When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her...
6. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...
5. They become all you think about...
4. You get high just from their scent...
3. You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them...
2. You would do anything for them...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time...

DrEaMs N NiTeMaRe

2006-03-16T02:28:00.000-08:00

do u believe tt dreams n nitemare do happens in real life?
i dont bt now i believe..
cos my nitemare hav happened twice n consecutive 2 days :(

EaSt CoAsT..

2006-03-16T00:36:00.000-08:00

went east coast again today.. we went east coast almost every week.. HeeZ.. luv there so much.. d sun.. d breeze.. d sea..

today lotsa sunshine;) so now sum of my shoulder is red.. bt red=sunburn:( bt sunburn=tan:)

anyway i cycled today.. cos d past few times i hav been bladin., bt b4 cyclin, we hav pinic ;) under a tree.. we hav bread, ham, tuna, jelly, drinks, snack.. tink tt's all ba.. bt late at nite i hav diarhoea.. stil havin diarhoea now(now is 17mar) :(

den we went cycle.. we cycled until v far.. until d golf club there.. at 5-6, we went back cos kaiyu n aar need return d blades.. kaiyu nt bad sia, jus blade 4 d 3rd time n he cn blade until so fast n oni fall 1 time.. haiz i blade 4 more times den him stil so lousy.. haiz.. n make my butt so pain..haiz.. bt bike oso.. now my butt hurts bcos of d bike seat:(

oso we almost lost a locker key.. i tied d key to d string of another key n woeiluen hooked it on his bag.. bt it drop off on our way out.. lucky d "beng" shop guy saw it n picked it up.. *phew* so lucky sia.. we found out tt we lost d key when we returned n 20-30min later tt d key is w d "beng" guys.. all of us almost hav a heartattack.. thk so much "bengs" bt ur shop equipment suxs.. *puke*.. nxt time dun tink will rent frm u all le, cos d blade really sux, it is nt smooth n got lotsa sound n d bike is too smooth, i mean xtremely smooth loh.. shld hav rented frm d other shop.. n u "bengs" r so horny n corny n u cn chg d price accordin 2 d crowd.. nt lyk d other shop bside urs, so stable so friendly..

we went 2 jetty n we went emo a bit at d jetty.. so sad today din get 2 eat d rojak:(

hope my skin wont peel lyk last time, haiz my butt really hurts;(

MeSSeD uP..

2006-03-15T03:33:00.000-08:00

i hate myslf 4 bein liddat..
knowin im weak, sad... ... i stil put up a strong face, act as if nuttin happen n im happy.. wad is wrong w tt? puttin up a strong face so tt ppl ard me wont b affected?
i hate myslf 4 being so nasty recently, kept blowin temper, throwin temper ard.. i guess im tired..
i hate myslf 4 bein such a scaredy cat.. im so afraid ofmy exam result n so afraid of losin u..
im so tired, so messed up, i dun even recognise myslf.. sry ppl jus bear w me 4 d time bein cos i oso duno wad's wrong w me..

BaR..

2006-03-12T02:33:00.000-08:00

heeZ.. finally im doin bar.. bar is doin n makin drink n tt kinda pub bar.. k!!

thk to lebon n oso tt tracy n steven is no longer wkin nooch so i hav d chance..

anyway bar wasnt as fun as i thot, jus lyk d 1st time i do runner w raymond.. wasnt fun esp carryin d overtray, buden long time no carry le so haiz, lose d skill n broke my own promise of carryin it w a hand.. haiz..

btw, i do bar nt bad k, nv jam =x heeZ well lunch was abit jam when lebon was gg 4 her break cos nt v used to it yet.. bt dinner was smooth.. k.. lol.. oso i scalded my hand when i was makin d form 4d coffee.. bt pain is temp :) rite?

sry lebon n ray, tt i blowed up.. cos i was so pissed off by tt fat ass guy.. tink he so big ar, big sized so wad.. send drinks send so slow.. so wad if d ice water was quite full, u dun hav 2shout say "giv me so full 4 wad" n pour d drink onto d credit card msg n d box behind it rite!! asshole stil dare shout at me.. tink i small v easy bullied ar.. 老虎不发挥当我是病猫。=p

so tt's all 4 today's wk at least im learnin sumtin at nooch AGAIN.. gtg.. tata..

WaRNiNs 2 MaN.. LoL..

2006-03-12T01:10:00.000-08:00

My StOoPiD pHoNe..

2006-03-11T00:07:00.000-08:00

wad the toot...
today went watch rumors hav it w huiwen, d show ok lah bt kinda lame cos all gals in d family slept w tis same old man.. yuckz.. den went IT fair n "visit" cailing at her booth.. *phew* hav a hard time findin it.. den ltr at 6.. :'( i took out my hp frm my bag n found tt i was callin yufeng, nt oni tt i send 20+ blank msg to aar :'( (sry aar din mean 2) den i del almost all my msg :"( waaahhhhhhhhhhhh... i wan cry.. all d cute n nice msg all gone.. T_T thk to my stoopid phone n me 4 4gettin 2 lock :'(.. haiz.. so ppl pls send me ur cute msg.. PLSsss.. haiz so sad now.. i really wan cry:'(

SaKaE..

2006-03-07T02:48:00.000-08:00

went w huiwen n mabia to sakae buffet at bugis last week (i tink)..

heehee tis's d 1st time i ate w/o throwin up;) past 2 times throw:(
anyway we stayed quite long there.. playin w d food all tt.. huiwen kept eatin unagi maki.. omg.. n oso gyoza.. d seaweed udon soup v nice;) mabia almost "die" b4 finishin it.. huiwen added tt she almost killed by it.. lol..

sakae bugis nt bad cos it hav all food lyk gyoza, fried tofu cumin out n lyk other outlet which need to order frm d machine.. wheelock de nt gd cos d fd is limited n we gt a sucky sittin place.. marina argh thk u mr lau i cant even sit n stand w/o any help.. bishan ok lah cos tt's my 1st buffet.. citilink de v small.. tink tt's all d sakae i went b4.. hmm.. now i wan eat suki buffet.. softshell crab all tt.. yummy.. all tt makes me hungry heeZ..

anyway aft tt we went bugis village n i went back to wk..

BaCk..

2006-03-07T00:26:00.000-08:00

heeZ.. i koe i koe.. i haven REALLY blog in a while.. ok.. fine~ in a looooonnnnnnnnggg time.. cos im lazy.. recently jus finished exam.. all d exam paper is f.o.s(haha tink mabia n aar will koe wad f.o.s means..) haiz...

anyway today we went east coast ;) skatin again.. bt no tannin cos d sun's shy.. brought my own skate.. n hav a couple of falls.. sobsob T_T my butt hurts!! tis time i skate worst den d previous time.. tink tt bcos my skate is quite brand new so d wheels v smooth.. oni me n aar bladed, joyce, carol, mabia n jiahui cycle.. we went all d way to d end of d food court n drink coconut:D, d rojak was nt bad too.. soon it was near returnin of d bike time so we went back.. haha i was so lazy to skate tt i jus grabbed mabia's sling bag while she cycled n dragged me behind.. heez.. bt on d way back, we almost collided w sum assholes..mabia was so angried tt she wan to go slap them o_O *opps* finally c mabia angry side.. finally we reached d rental place..

hope nxt week we cn go again.. bt w more ppl ;)

(pss.. f.o.s is full of shit..)

本来-同恩

2006-03-01T02:13:00.000-08:00

下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我
以后已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我

走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

2006-02-22T22:07:00.000-08:00

sharin sumtin interestin w u.. enjoy~

Guy facts:

When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes, he means it

When a guy stares at you, he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Girl facts:

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever," she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that

KiSS?

2006-02-13T12:28:00.000-08:00

Saw tis frm mabia's blog.. Duno whether she's hintin sumting.. haha.. jus kiddin.. anyway jus 2 share w u all.. hope mabia dun mind i kop frm ur blog.. heez

A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue
So open up your mouth close your eyes,
and give your tongue some exercise!!!

15 MeAniNFuL SeNtEnCeS..

2006-02-13T03:16:00.000-08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. Every girl is a different kind of angels, please dont make your angel cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

14.Expect the unexpected.

15. Whatever happens, happens for a reason.

OvErStReSS...

2006-02-01T22:38:00.000-08:00

26jan
aft havin 2 tests continuously n todat there's stil 1 more test to go.. i completely giv up.. my clsmate oso though oni they hav a test ytd.. i hav macro, bstat n today ocom.. so durin our 5 hr break we slacked at d cafe n went lib n this is wad we did..

sum1 is lookin out of d window, tinkin of openin d window ledge n gonna jump..

4 kee siao on d table..

wad u lookin at?!?

bu yao xiang bu kai ar!!

we completely giv up studyin n was jokin all d way.. haha.. overstressed tt's us.. btw woeiluen d table din break.. haha.. anyway d ocom paper was nt too bad.. hopefully~ heez..

here is a song which i made 4 mabia at d lib..

看见james young, mabia心跳啦
心跳心跳啦心跳心跳心跳啦
ma-yi-ya-hi ma-yi-ya-ha ma-yi-ya-ho mai-yi-ya-haha

Crash world -hillary duff

2006-01-26T01:11:00.000-08:00

Crash, That was you and Me
Started out so innocently
Shattered on the ground, I hear the sound

Crash, Ringing in my ears
I still feel the sting of my tears
Someone wake me, I can't seem to break free

[chorus]Go on, get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive of just dead?
I've been stumbling in the dark
Living in a crash world

Hush, Don't say one more word
At this point the truth seems absurb
'Cause who we were is gone forever

Crushed, Underneath our fears
Everything's so twisted and weird
Someone, save me, I can't seem to break free

[chorus]Go on, get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive of just dead?
I've been stumbling in the dark
Living in a crash world

Slow motion, Devastation
Should of seen it coming but I couldn't do nothin'
Emotion, Desperation

Someone save me, I can't seem to break free

[chorus] 2x
Go on, get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive of just dead?
I've been stumbling in the dark
Living in a crash world

Crash World, yeah...

NuTTiN..

2006-01-25T23:48:00.000-08:00

LoVe= eVeRyTiNg
bt everyting cn means nuttin when nuttin = empty, empty = no presence of u , no presence of u = no meanin in life..

MiSS..

2006-01-24T23:42:00.000-08:00

我真希望每天都能见到你，就算是短短一分钟也好。
我很想抱着你，就算是一个梦，我也会好好地珍惜那一刻。
我真的很想很想你，你知道吗？

DiFFeReNcE...

2006-01-20T01:20:00.000-08:00

men n women r frm diff planets..
men r frm mars, women r frm venus...
bt when a man n a woman settle on a planet called 'earth', they forgot abt their nationality, beliefs, religion n gain a new identity n life...

izt a mistake to love sum1 frm another nationality? does different religion, beliefs, cultures, languages n nationality means nt fated 2 b tog? nt compatible?

Hold on-Jet

2006-01-20T01:06:00.000-08:00

You tried so hard to be someone
That you forgot who you are
You tried to fill some emptiness
‘Til all you had spilled over
Now everything’s so far away
That you don’t know where you are, you are

[Chorus:]When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to [2x]
For you to belong to

When it’s hard to be yourself
It’s not to be someone else
Still everything’s so far away
That you forget where you are, you are

[Chorus:]
When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to [2x]

Hold on [8x]

[Chorus:]
When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to [3x]
For you to belong to

iNtErEsTiN..

2006-01-18T01:50:00.000-08:00

saw sumtin v interestin n innovative n cute today.. so wana share w u all..
it is a teddy bear.. haha.. wad is so interestin abt tis bear.. well, read on..

tis bear is a so called diy bear.. in tis special shop in sumwhere in sg, (haha, wan koe where? ask me loh hee) u cn design ur v own teddy bear.. u cn stuff it v v fat if u lyk, if nt wadeva size u wan d bear 2 b.. den in tis bear u cn put either u own recordin or song inside:) cool ba.. nt oni tt, u cn put into d bear stomach a heart w a romantic msg;) so sweet rite.. den u cn dress d bear in diff costumes.. oso u cn "open up" d bear n remove d msg or recordin n "close" it back again by urslf.. nt oni all tt, u cn measure ur bear height, weight it, n giv it a name, gender n finally a birth cert:D woola, ur own specially designed unique 1 in d world bear is "borned".. n d best ting is it is a v reasonable price lyk $23 onwards.. cool ba, interestin ba, unique ba, ke ai ba.. of cus lah, bt it's nt i found out de :( dotdotdot..

NeW tRaNsPoRt :D

2006-01-14T23:04:00.000-08:00

05jan06
heehee.. so happy.. so happy until i 4gt 2 blog tis.. i hav a new transport :) meanin other than bike, i hav ... :D well, tt's gonna determine i will go get a license soon ;)

impossible...

2006-01-13T02:26:00.000-08:00

impossible = i m possible ;)

LoVe...

2006-01-09T00:52:00.000-08:00

LoVe iS Nt oWaYs SuNsHiNe, tHeRe'LL oSo b StOrM n LiGhtNiNg n Mb RaiNbOw aFt d StoRm..

nw i koe.. i cant let go.. i really really love u.. i really do..

SoRRy...

2006-01-08T03:12:00.000-08:00

SoRRy...
it is such a common word tt we always hear it.. "sry cn i clear ur plate" , when u knocked onto sum1 "sry"... ...
sorry here.. sorry there..
Sorry!?
who invented this word?
wad's d meanin of this word?
wad's d use of this word?
this word is so commonly use tt it hav nt much meanin, effect n cure on me..except.. except when 1 is truly sry n tt word's b hard 2 say den it will den hav meanin, effect n cure..

DiSaPPoiNtMeNt..

2006-01-07T22:54:00.000-08:00

Today i feel so so disappointed..

disappointment no.1
disappointed by u, ur words... izt because my expectations are too high? ;(
all i wana say now is
words r words, promises cn b broken.. n
actions speak louder den words..

disappointment no.2
soon disappointment will b numb bcos of this person.. so bias.. so unfair.. well life's nv fair.. 1 yr le.. stil treat me lyk shit.. duno hw 2 diff between personal stuff n wk stuff.. wad's tis!? ARGH!!! oni people who suffer under his rule will understand.. grrr!!!

My FoOd 4 tHoT...

2006-01-04T23:43:00.000-08:00

- a WoMaN's SmiLe iS a PoTiOn, a PoiSoN n aN ADDiCtiOn..

- a MaN's CaPaBiLiTy iS hE cN MakE a WoMaN CrY n LaUgH..

2006... mY rEsoLuTiOnS..

2006-01-01T03:28:00.000-08:00

happy new yr 2006 to every1 readin my blog :)

2005.. i shld say was a v weird, challengin n excitin yr 4 me..
frm starting to wk to gg to study in a new sch to fallin in luv n heartbreakenin times, happy times, sad times n ... ...
2005 bdae was d best n most memorable bdae i ever hav bt xmas n new yr wasnt gd at all in short sux.. well life is full of ups n downs.. full of sunshine n rainbow n rain..

so here r my new yr resolutions 4 2006.. since im 17 i shld write 17 new yr resolutions (nt in order of merit)..
1. watch the 1st sunrise of 2006 n last sunset of 2006
2. save n earn more money
3. study hard n pass all tests n exams
4. smile more
5. be more committed in whateva i do
6. n whateva im doin, do it my best
7. live life happily and more fruitfully
8. control my anger
9. control my patience
10. cherish everyone ard me
11. dun cry
12. strong mentality
13. nv let troublemakers off so easily (bite me or my frenz once, i'll bite u twice n make it real ugly ;P)
14. love n pamper myslf more
15. love n pamper him more
16. overcome my worries, fears n myslf
17. keepin my new yr resolutions..

thou i already broke sum of d resolutions :( jus hope i cn keep most of it.. hehe..
happy new yr 2006..

actually nt lookin forward 2 tis yr thou.. .. ..

XmAs..

2005-12-29T01:38:00.001-08:00

25th dec 05

Merry xmas to all.. sry 4 d late post cos recently v lazy 2 post abt xmas.. tis yr xmas wasnt gd.. last yr was beta.. bt i doesnt matter cos what's over is over, no use ponderin over it.. anyway wana thk d followin ppl 4 their lovely xmas gifts :)
~huiwen 4 d jar of tasty cookie n cards, weiyu 4 d 'willmill' n mabia 4 d nv ever melt snowman ;)

~chia hui 4 her nice xmas decon duno who 4 d purse n d jewellery inside..

~cailing 4 d bear keychain n sweet n aar 4 d m&m..

~geraldine 4 d runnin man notebk, steven 4 d taka jewellery n sum1 4 d gift xchg present..

~qinyan 4 d 4eva frenz bear :)

~andrew 4 d levis skirt ;D

TeArS...

2005-12-27T22:43:00.000-08:00

tears..
im really tired of them..
i wish i hav more strong mentality lyk in d past.. d gal who doesnt cry on the outside.. bt i guess strong mentality cant b crushed down by ppl n their acts..
i oso duno y when i wana cry, i cant.. when i dun wana cry, i cry.. :'(

cLs OuTiN...

2005-12-27T21:46:00.000-08:00

22dec..

arhhh... woke up late.. woke up at 3pm -_-".. 1st time i woke up so late.. no1 woke me up :'(

i quickly rush down 2 cathay cinneleisure for d cls outin movie "the chronicles of narnia- the lion, the wardrobe n the witch".. i reached at 4pm.. d tix r with me so i hav 2 rushed down.. i hav already bot d tix on sat cos most slot r sold out so i hav 2 bk earlier n today is d 1st day of d show.. 13 ppl so 13 tix so $104.. hehe.. 1st time handlin so much tix.. we sat at row J occupied d whole row.. there r me, huiwen, cailing, mabia, jiahui, serene, charm, woeiluen, kaiyu, aar, yang n seng n a mystery person (tt's 4 us 2 koe n 4 u 2 find out).. the trailers of d show looked so fantastic, however the movie really disappointed me:(

aft d show, we took neoprints.. finally we found a machine 2 fit us all.. bt d 1st neoprints we took wasnt gd cos we din read instructions :( so it turned up d same pic:(.. d 2nd 1 was definitely beta.. we decided 2 go eat steamboat 4 dinner bt sum ppl so shao xing wan go sumwhere else so in d end oni 8 of us left.. d food was nt bad n we cn even bbq d seafd n meat 2 eat.. aft d meal, we left a lotsa uncooked food.. we quickly sneak off b4 d person cum 2 us n charge us 4 d leftover fd.. haha..

it was arcade time.. haha so long nv step in2 arcade le.. seriously it has been yrs since i last stepped into an arcade (c i so guai :P) haha.. d guys played daytona (i tink it is spelled tis way..) woeiluen tried so hard 2 win sum1.. he seemed 2 b "blowin" n "spoiltin" d whole machine off.. *gurp* -_-" (woeiluen my ah pa, try harder nxt time bt pls dun spoilt d machine f nt all of us dun koe u.. hehe :P)

it was a fun day i shld say cos it was d 1st time, tt so mani of us turned up 4 d cls outin ;)

oRaNgE..

2005-12-27T12:06:00.000-08:00

took a personality test abt ur "true colour".. here is my result..

What's Your True Color?
ChRiStYNa, your true color is Orange!

You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

haha lucky im nt yellow.. mabia is.. wahahaha..

HaRm..

2005-12-27T02:17:00.000-08:00

d LaSt PeRsOn LiKeLy tO HuRt U, MaY b D 1St..

d WoRd H-A-P-P-Y...

2005-12-20T00:36:00.000-08:00

H-A-P-P-Y...
wad is tt?
H-A-P-P-Y is such a simple word..
an easy to pronoun word..
an easy to spell word..
an easy to understand word..
but y such a simple word is so hard to achieve?

PoWeRLeSs->HeLpLeSs->UsELeSs

2005-12-20T00:22:00.000-08:00

u koe hw it feels when sum1 needs help n all u cn do is nuttin.. u koe hw it feels? ppl oways cum 2 my "rescue" bt when they need help, i duno wad 2 do, i duno wad hw 2 help.. i really feel so powerless, so helpless, so useless.. haiz.. wad 2 do? no matter hw busy i am, i promised i will oways b free 2 b a listenin ear.. haiz..

HaNd..

2005-12-19T02:00:00.000-08:00

saw this frm sum1's msn nick..

iF u R nT d 1, Y dOeS uR HaNd FiT MiNe...

meaninful rite?

d "FoReVa" WoRd

2005-12-14T21:53:00.000-08:00

世上没有天长地久，只有成经拥有。

was browsin thru my email ytd.. yes my dear clsmate, im lazy 2 check n del my email so normally u will c 45 msg unread.. i skip to pg 3 of 3 n saw a title tt caught my eyes "frenz foreva".. it was from a frenz who suddenly disappeared frm our world bcos of sum small ting.. so much 4 "frenz foreva".. aft ytd i believe there's no such word call foreva...

Bad Pay DaY =(

2005-12-11T21:30:00.000-08:00

gt my pay on fri.. haiz i would say it is a bad pay day!! payday supposed 2 b happy cos cn finally buy things and esp dec which means xmas is here.. so obviously will spend more.. however..

it is also the day i lost both my ezlink card n student card.. uh, hw i lost it? too embarrassed 2 say so.. beta dun ask.. haiz jiu dui le.. anyway tt means i need to spend the trouble gg diff places 2 make d 2 cards n oso 2 spend d "innocent" money.. wad a nice way 2 waste money!!
haiz.. wad a pay day!! y m i so stoopid 2 drop d card at... ... argh!!!

FaLL tO piEcEs- aVriL LaViGnE

2005-12-11T01:50:00.000-08:00

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

You're the only one
I'd be with 'til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
'Cause i'm in love with you
And I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

OvEr - LiNdSaY LoHaN

2005-12-10T03:26:00.000-08:00

I watch the walls around me crumble
But it's not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts cause it will end
My tears are turning into time
I'm wasting trying to find
a reason for goodbye

Chorus:
I can't live with you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you
Honestly tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning
and I'm still living,
it won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
and I'll be the first to go
don't want to be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're
the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I'm wasting trying to find
a reason for goodbye

Chorus:
I can't live with you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you
Honestly tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning
and I'm still living,
it won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
and I'll be the first to go
don't want to be the last to know

Over,over,over
My tears are turning into time
I'm wasting trying to find
a reason for goodbye

Chorus 2x:
I can't live with you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you
Honestly tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living,
it won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over

honestly tell me, honestly tell me
don't tell me that it's over, don't tell me that it's over

iNteNsiVe tLc?

2005-12-10T02:39:00.000-08:00

havin u is a dream cum true..
bt tt is also when d nightmare begins..
im so tired of my tears.. im so exhausted, im nt mslf recently, i cn sumtimes bcum kee siao n make ppl ard me happy n myslf "happy" n 2 4gt these sad tings.. y mus i tink so much? y cant i jus live simplier -> happily? im so tired bt i cant slp, i oways hav 2 cry myslf 2 live.. wad is wrong w me? y is this happenin 2 me? y my love lyk so korean drama n ou xiang ju? y? y? y? haiz...

InTeRNaL bLeeDiN..

2005-12-10T02:11:00.000-08:00

什么是爱？爱是什么？为什么爱很幸福，也很痛苦?

LeSsOnS i LeArNt...

2005-12-08T02:45:00.000-08:00

学好三天，学坏三年。
做坏人比做好人容易。

every1 has at least a hidden characteristic, u may nt koe wad d person is capable of so it is beta to understand d person's characteristic 1st b4 he or she understand urs.. n so u cn understand his or her "future" actions.. tt's d gd points of observer n thinker..

i dun understand y do sum ppl giv in 2 "inconsiderate n slf-centered/selffish" ppl n even tink of their feelins when sum actions nid 2 b taken.. well im 1 of those sum ppl..

"ppl" make use of ppl who r softhearted.. n y when bad tings happen, d softhearted ppl will always treat d "ppl" gd n lyk d way b4?

today i promised myslf sumtin, i koe promise cn b broken bt tis i wont, i will nv let troublemaker off so easy anymore!! cos i wish im nt softhearted anymore..

SuM1's WatChiN oVeR Me- HiLLaRy HuFF

2005-12-06T23:08:00.000-08:00

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me

d DeEp Me..

2005-12-06T22:47:00.000-08:00

Ur heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't..
U can't tell ur heart what to do cause it acts on its own...
When u least suspect it, or even when u don't want it to, u will fall for someone least expected..
Have u ever wanted to love someone with everything u had, but that other person was too afraid to let u or u dont know how to show ur love to that person?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much or even at all...
Have u ever denied ur feelings for someone because ur fear of r.e.j.e.c.t.i.o.n which is too hard to handle?

Life is all about risks and it requires u to do "stunts"...
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what should have done or could have had..

What would u do if every time u fell in love u had to say good-bye?
What would u do if every time u wanted someone, the person is never there?
What would u do if u loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have that person?
What would u do if the someone u love, doesnt understand u at all?
Would u give up ur happiness jus bcos of stress or softheartedness?

(am i thinkin too much? i duno.. above r my thots.. read snow's blog today.. she sounded so stressed up.. im too.. know y i blog n write in my diary n oways lyk so happy (dine said i oways looked so happy bt i vented everyting in my blog) n keep most tings to myslf? bcos every1 hav their own probs, i dun wan affect other ppl's mood due 2 wad's happenin 2 me.. i miss weiyu so much, recently been botherin her n huiwen abt certain tings.. aft readin snow's blog, mb it's time i shldnt hav bother them so much, they hav their own probs too.. mb im seriously thinkin too much bt i jus cant help it.. mb it's time 4 me 2 live as strong as wad i was in d past n nt wad im now- emotionally weak.. i think im crazy, i wanted 2 giv myslf physical pain when im havin mentality pain n d physical pain mus b more painful den d mentality pain bt in d end i din do anytin hurtful 2 myslf.. i duno wad im doin n thinkin.. all i koe is no1 really understand u, only u koe urslf d best..)

-tears-

QuEsTiOnS...

2005-12-06T21:12:00.000-08:00

tis questions hav been "wonderin" in my mind d past few days.. writin here bcos i wan shove them off my mind..

y does one feel extreme tired aft cryin?

y does one hav 2 feel more mental pain than physical pain?

cn sum1 ans my qns?

TeDDy BeAr...

2005-12-05T23:22:00.000-08:00

jus a few hrs i already miss sum1.. sum1 who hav flied 2 taiwan early tis mornin n will b back by 13 =(.. haiz, miss d phone call w her.. feelin really down tis few days bcos of sum troublemaker cum spoilt bratz.. i nid sum1 2 tok 2 me.. 13dec seems near bt 2 me it's so far, far away.. really hope she cum back soon.. im so tired.. tired frm... ... now i koe y i named my cip blog is feelin-of-loniness.. n oso now i koe y teddy bears r invented..

teddy bears r invented cos best frenz cant oways b there 4 u...

ms huang cum back soon ok.. miss u so much..

-tearbehindasmile-

sPoiLt BrAtZ...

2005-12-05T22:41:00.000-08:00

WaRNiN..
pardon my language!!

gt to know a spoilt bratz ytd... jus less than 1 day of tok i really hav enuf of her crappy SHITSSS, her assumptionsss n make up storiesss!! first she tink tt i'm nt real, cos she choose nt to accept the reality n tink tt i dun exist.. den she started 2 make up stories n assumptions like i dun fit 2 b a good gf, im afraid of her cos of her determination (ha wad a joke, afraid my foot, those who koe me v well koe tt i wont b so intimitated by such small gal..), oso make up stories tt i am troublemaker,3rd party when in reality she is n blahblahblah.. well, cant blame her, she is oni 15, tok, behave, act, think lyk a small gal, thickskinned, desperate, pathetic n pitiful, n jus recovered frm high fever so mb tt did sumtin bad 2 her,her brain.. yaya i koe im bad bt she insulted me 1st.. i hav enuf of her crapsss so i bloggin it down 2 make me calm down.. actually im already calm down, jus tink tt she's seriously mad, cn sum1 help me find d no of hougang chalet? cos i seriously tink tt she nid intensive tlc there.. haha.. thk 2 her, i hav slpless nite n my cough is back :( wad the... ... mb i shld sing her avril lavigne's sk8er boi too=) haha

FrAgiLe..

2005-11-30T23:32:00.000-08:00

if i tel u im fine, im nt.. if i tel u im hurt, it'll make u feel bad.. tel me wad i shld do..

FoOd 4 tHoT

2005-11-28T23:41:00.000-08:00

adapted frm weiyu,

Ur heart mayb broken bt it's stil beatin..

When u r in luv, even bitterground tastes sweet..

My LoGiC oF MiSSiN sUm1..

2005-11-27T23:41:00.000-08:00

when u r w/ sum1 u lyk/luv, u wont feel anytin missin..

so my logic of missin sum1 is..

how cn i miss u when u r beside me n when u r nt w me i miss u so badly..
so if there r v lil stars in d sky, it means tt i miss u lots cos a star will fall each time i miss u..
c all ur fault!! make d sky so dark ;(
bt if the sky is bright, it means tt im slpin le ;p

WeiYu's bDaE..

2005-11-26T02:58:00.000-08:00

HaHa.. my 101 post..
25nov 05 fri
we went celebrate weiyu's bdae.. we r me,diana,sher,preiyaa.. at first we hav no idea where 2 eat so we kept walkin ard in marina sq.. at 1st we wanted 2 go 2 esplanade 2 eat bt since we r nt familiar w tt place so we went marina.. in d end we decided 2 go pizza hut dinin 2 eat cos last time a waiter at ps's oizza hut recommended us 2 go here when it's opened.. well, it was indeed a fine place to dine in.. d pizza hut person even sing weiyu a bdae song n gav her a cake n a photo of her w sum wishes frm them.. so cool hor~ d service i mus really say.. it was BRAVO!!! *applause pls* it seriously GREAAAAT SERVICE!! 1st d waitress who brought us in smile n greet n friendly.. d supervisor n manager down there (i tink nt local) said us whether we wanted to b serve w warm water or cold water (aft we ordered our drinks) 1st while we r waitin 4 our frenz.. =) all d rest of d waiters n waiteress r so polite even they served us d drinks they'll say "enjoy ur drink" o_O.. such a nice dinin place.. great food great service.. d staffs hav mus been train hard!! aft d meal, we went walked walked ard.. we went hm at ard 10+pm.. glad weiyu enjoy her day.. below r few of d few pics we took.. haha..
once again.. happy 17th bdae weiyu =)

PpL cUm, PpL gO...

2005-11-26T00:15:00.000-08:00

sumtin i oways wasnt pleased abt.. at wk, ppl cum n ppl go..
nono, i shld rephrase..
"bad ppl cum, good ppl go"
"bad" ppl, i dun wan mention their names cos time will tell n show who r d "bad" ones.. those labelled as bad to me.. those fr**kin slackers of **ee*o** r cumin back!! haiz~
"good" ppl lyk mr lau n lipton tea left or r leavin.. haiz.. hmm wonderin who's d nxt nice guy 2 go off.. who koes.. mayb i'll b d nxt 1 2 go... who koes..
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SuMdAy..

2005-11-24T21:59:00.000-08:00

sUmDaY u'LL FiNd SuM1 WhO LuV u N wHo U LuV.. i gLaD i FoUnD MiNe :D

2 a FrENz wHo's TuRniN 17 oN 26 NoV sAt:
No MaTTeR wAd HaPPeNs, i'LL oWaYs b tHeRe 4 U rEgArDLeSs wHetHeR i HaV My pRiNcE cHaRMiN aNoT.. SuMdAy u'LL oSo FiNd uR pRiNcE.. iT's WoRtH d WaiT 4 d RiTe gUy 2 CuM.. DuN WoRRy AbT BeiN d LaSt 2 gEt uR pRiNCe cOs eVeN iF eVeRy1 iN oUr cLiQuE gEt tHeiR pRiNcE, i'LL sTiL fLoOd u w/ sMsEs N CaLLs.. TiS's d PrOmiSe i GiV u oN Ur 17tH bDaY..

tOaSt tO oUr FrEnZsHiP WeiYu,

WaNa WriTe TiS 2 tHk U 4 BeiN tHeRe iN My DarK DaYs.. aLL d BeSt N hApPy BdAe =) FrENz 4EvA :D *big grins*

aLoNe..

2005-11-24T00:03:00.000-08:00

SoMeTiMeS iT's gD 2 bE aLoNe..
SoMeTiMeS iT's oK 2 MiA...

SrY iF i'M nT MysLf LaTeLy, SrY iF i MoOd SwiNg..

MoViEs CoMMeNtS..

2005-11-23T23:43:00.000-08:00

summary of movies recently:

~harry potter and the globet of fire (4/5)

it is definitely beta than harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban.. the first part (world cup) was not nice (uh, cos i miss it ;( ) bt hearin frm huiwen's "complain" (haha) i tink guess the world cup tt part was really nt nice.. the sceneries, crops, costumes and effects are a BIG~wOw~ however sumhw it doesnt capture my attention tt much compared to the 1st 2 movie which were filmed by diff director.. d end was nt an endin.. nt significant.. nt impact enuf.. jus normal jus no endin lyk tt.. it was a gd show though..
hermonie is so pretty :D *grins*

~just like heaven (4/5)

if u lyk romance comedy, tis's d show 4 u.. though d endin was expected, it was touchin.. bt nt as touchin as 'wait till u r older'.. it was a nice romantic show.. watch it w ur best frenz or ur luv ones =)

~zathura(3.5/5)

produced by d director of 'jumaji'.. so.. it is a version2 of jumaji in cyberspace.. gt quite an amt of scary parts due 2 d sound effects.. great effects (tt's y i added a 0.5 haha).. watch it if u wana watch jumaji in cyberspace w/ a typical b*tchy, lazy, romance idiot, born w/ a silver spoon sis n 2 bro hu bcum gd bro..

~king kong (?)
out on 14dec.. watch d trailer.. at 1st thot it was sum tribes or lost in sumwhr on earth show bt no it was nt.. it was king kong.. haha n d interestin ting tt capture me was there r dinosaurs.. ooh.. king kong vs dinosaurs! hw cool is tt!? another reason y i wan watch is jack black or black jack, d 1 who filmed in 'sch of rock'..

~chronicles of narnia- the lion, the witch n the wardrobe (?)

to me tis is d movie of the yr.. cos harry potter kinda disappoint me.. recommend u 2 read d bks 1st.. esp d 1 which hav pics in it.. tis show is kinda lord of the rings cum harry potter.. howeva it is abt aslam-the mighty lion n few kids who r d kings n queens of narnia.. hmm.. tink i beta dun say so much if nt spoil all d excitment n fun.. hope tis movie doesnt disappoint me lyk harry potter ;(

end of my comment.. any1 wan watch king kong or chronicles of narnia w/ me? hee~

SuPeR DuPeR StReSSeD~

2005-11-16T11:47:00.000-08:00

我真的很累, 已经好几天没好好的睡了。
我非常的烦, 很怕未来会发生什么事。
我也害怕, 害怕失去一个朋友, 一个爱的人。
我真的真的很不开心, 人家说被人爱是幸福的, 可是为什么我一点也不觉得幸福, 一点也不开心。
我已经做出了决定。可是却没有勇气说。

我恨我自己。
我明明是很喜欢你, 却装作一点也不在乎, 一点也不在意。
我们真的有缘无分吗？

i used 2 tink tt im very frank kinda person bt tis few days i realised im nt, esp in dealin relationship stuff.. im v draggy.. i'm afraid 2 hurt tis person n lose another.. im nt v gd at expressin myslf in tis kinda stuff.. im afraid of bein soft-hearted cos tt's my weakness.. im really v weary, v tired, v exhausted.. every1 ard me cn feel tt..

love cant b forced, lovin sum1 is givin d 1 u loved happiness n nt 2 own d person.. so wad if u hav d person by ur side bt mind n heart at sumwhere else!? y cant "He" jus realised tt im tired, v stress n unhappy.. we r so much "happier" in d past..
i really missed my smile.. im so super duper stressed..

im seriously v v tired n stressed.. haiz..
i seems 2 b a gal livin alone in a dark world..

(my 1st chinese post.. note tt d eng below d chinese is nt d translate of it..)

CiNdeReLLa bY tAtA yOuNg..

2005-11-15T23:56:00.000-08:00

When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side

Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand
I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

[Chorus]

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

[Chorus]

FoOd 4 tHoT

2005-11-15T07:49:00.000-08:00

gOd's cLiNiC oPeNeD 24 HrS- GiV sTrEnGtH 2 d WeARy N iNcReAsE d PoWeR oF d WeAk..

iS..Nt...

2005-11-14T04:42:00.000-08:00

GiViN uP iS aN oPTiOn,
Nt a MuSt..

ReGrEt iS a MaY Nt,
Nt A MuSt Nt..

MeeTiN SuM1 oR iS a FaTe,
Nt DeStiNy..

FaLLiN 4 SuM1 iS NaTuRaL,
Nt FoRcEd oR MaN-MaDe..

love cannot b forced.. lovin sum1 is nt 2 own him or her, esp when his or her heart is nt w u.. bt to wish n giv him or her happiness...

iT's CoMpLiCatEd..

2005-11-14T01:27:00.000-08:00

things r really gettin v complicated now.. haiz.. my mess.. well, sort of.. guess no 1 cn clear it up except me!? well, it is my mess.. d mess i "created".. oni i cn clear it up.. feel so fan now.. hurtin sum1 is unavoidable i guess.. haiz.. no1 cn save me except me savin myslf.. d final decision lies on me.. wad a responsibility.. haiz..

FoOd 4 tHoT

2005-11-12T02:17:00.000-08:00

iT's WoRtH d WaiT 4 d RiTe GuY 2 CuM ;)

TiMe'LL pRoVe eVeRyTiNg, TiMe'LL sHoW eVeRyTiNg, bT TiMe DoEs Nt WaiT 4 MaN...

memorable bdae ;D

2005-11-10T10:52:00.000-08:00

tis yr bdae, 17 yr old..
was d best bdae i haf:D
d most memorable day i haf tis yr:)
d most memorable bdae i haf ;)

y?

sun 6nov
my clique went out w me 2 celebrate my bdae ;) great scenery, great bdae song, great lunch, great dinner, great present n most greatest of all is great frenz :D

wed 9nov
sum1 actually bot a cake down to my sch (ngee ann) n celebrate w/ me ;) n d ting tt really touch me was he wasnt frm np.. ok, 1 was.. steven was.. andrew was nt.. especially cum down 2 celebrate my bdae n w a bdae cake.. i cant deny, it was so sweet~ so touchin~
4 dinner, my family bot me eat saefd.. 2 big plates of diff cookin style crabs n butter prawns (yummy) n sum other dish.. n i gt a mocha cake :D at nite.. wow~ 2 cakes 4 a bdae =) nt bad hor~

thk u guys so so much 4 makin my 17th bdae such a pleasant, sweet n memorable one.. ;)
love u lots =D

HaPPy BdAE 2 ME!! 17 LoH!!

2005-11-09T23:59:00.000-08:00

hey.. finally waited 4 today, a once in a yr celebration.. my birthday!! yes~ haha.. 9 nov is my birthday date!! 16 turnin 2 17 loh.. im 17!! finally~ yeah!! gd bye sweet 16;) however, thou im 17, i dont look lyk 17 or older then tt age.. haha.. gd or bad i duno.. 17 d age where i hear frm mani ppl tt 17 is d age tt nt entitled 2 student's privilges (unless u look lyk sec sch kid, 1 eg is me.. haha) n u r nt allowed into m18 show which u may nid 2 sneak in (n i dun even tink i cn sneak in cos i dun even tink im allowed into mc16 show w/o showin my pass *sob*) n u cant go clubbin n buy drinks (beer n wine) cos 17 is stil underage!!

anyway wanna write tis 2 thk those who rmb my bdae n 4 their present..

thk u 2 d followin ppl who rmb my bdae (in order of merit haha)
~jaclyn (sms me on sun)
~esther (sms me hrs b4 9nov)
~guanli (claimed 2 b d 1st.. bt NOPE ;p ok lah he's d 1st today 9nov..)
~woei luen
~andrew phoen
~mabia
~shandy
~peiwen (thk u 4 ur sms bdae song)
~steven (say i oso old le.. when he's older den me.. >.< ~weiyu
~alicia chia
~qingyan (thk u 4 ur msn bdae song.. ;p)
~tb31

thk u 4 d followin ppl 4 their wonderful present (accordin 2 merit too ;p)
heehee.. my present ;)
~yufeng (thk 4 ur milk carton, haha i mean d pmk shirt.. i duno milk will make me drunk ;p)

~weiyu, diana, sher, quifong n yingli (thk 4 ur bk called "hello gd love", uh duno useful 2 me anot.. haha.. n thk u 4 d dinner treat;) )

~steven (4 ur present (haha) n gangin up w/ andrew 2 celebrate my bday in np ;p)
~andrew phoen (4 comin all d way 2 np 2 celebrate w/ me n thk 4 d cake n d present too :D)

~guanli n tracy (4 ur present-chocolate ;))

thk guys.. wishin u all wonderful days ahead too ;)
sry if i 4gt 2 name u here.. so too mani ppl le >.< ;p *sob sob so sad~ today i oso tio sore eye halfway in sch..

-cheers-

My eArLy bDaE CeLeBrAtiOn ;)

2005-11-07T19:45:00.000-08:00

06nov05 sun
today i hav an early bdae celebration w/ my clique..

thou it's oni 6 ppl (me, weiyu, sher, quifong, diana, yingli) bt it was stil fun=)

4 lunch, we went 2 pizza hut 2 eat.. *yummy yummy* long time nv go eat at pizza hut le n d pizza hut tt we oways patronise is d ps de.. d food was delicious especially was d 3 cheese pizza.. *cheese =) ltr sher ordered cafe latte mocha n it took quite long 2 cum bt nvm cos i koe tt cafe latte mocha was tt easy 2 make.. however d thing tt we r nt please is d presentation of d cafe latte mocha sux.. really sux.. d layer was nt tt visible, needless 2 say d milk doesnt hav a "fixed" layer n wasnt tt pure white col.. (too bad i din took a pic of it) n summore it was d manager who did d latte mocha n d bar tender was quite haolianin "of cus i do 1 lah cos so nice".. -_-" nice? r u sure? cos we r seated quite near d bar.. actually sher wana complain bt in d end we din, we jus wrote a feedback form abt it..

den we took a bus 2 cosy bay.. d view on d bridge was magnificant.. (bt so sad we dun haf a digital cam) so we took a few oni w/ our hp.. (pics all below) so we eat n drink at cosy bay.. d duno supervisor n manager service v sux cos he black face de, kept forcin us 2 order our drink when we wan 2 order d food 1st, n giv a long face n unwillinness when we want take 1 menu up, oso asked him4 6plates, d plates din cum.. d other waiter service r so much beta :).. ltr we order cocktails n fruit juice.. 1 of d cocktail we ordered, d cranberry volka taste lyk medicine.. haha.. dinner is treated by my clique.. thk guys n they giv me a bk called "hello, good love" o_O" dot dot dot... haha.. anyway thk u so much.. bt i nt sure whether d bk will b of any help anot..

d ting which i wasnt pleased abt was walkin d long long distance (cos my shoe hurts ;p) n it was dark.. we sorted of gt lost n d worst part was this f**kin fat ass guy who shouted frm his frenz car "hey there is sumtin there!!" when it drove past us in d dark lane.. we gt a shock as it was v quiet n suddenly sum1 shouted n we wasnt scared by his words bt by his shoutin.. we were too shocked to scold back tt idiot.. wad an childish idiot!! finally we reached d bus stop which qf wanted 2 take d bus frm.. d busstop was at geylang rd -_-" n opp we saw a hotel called "gay world hotel" o_O" dot dot dot..

well, tt's my bdae celebration.. v fun n v beautiful bcos of d scenary at d bridge.. hopefully we cn hav another gatherin soon.. =) well we shld hav lotsa gatherin tis mth cos 3 of our clique ppl (includin me) havin bdae tis mth =) haha... gtg.. stay happy n cheerful ;)

d pics..
such a nice view =)
chillin on d bridge.. enjoyin d nice view
mi n qf.. nice scenary rite?
mi n sher doin "strunts" cos we r standin at d edge.. lucky we din fall..
eh, all smile leh.. y all givin d dao look.. bt weiyu stil cant hold it there.. haha.. tis is d act dao pic..
happy bdae!! yes to me.. haha~

was view weiyu's friendster.. jus realised tt we hav d same cls number.. so qiao wor~ she's t31 n im tb31.. haha.. gtg.. byebye..

d QnS R dRiViN mE mAd...

2005-11-04T23:18:00.000-08:00

i guess i hav enuf.. so i gonna write abt tis..
recently v pissed off w sum ppl.. ok.. nt sum ppl is 2ppl!! jus 2!! d original n d ver1 of.. well they r so similar cos they hav d same chinese surname (i guess) n oso they r yellow n iritatin, no professionalism!!

i really dun understand y mus they kept askin me d same qns
1) "r u gg out with tis person?"
2) "when start de?"
3) "y nv tel me.."
4) "who woo who?"
GRRR!! wad d toot!! cn u stop shootin me qnsssss!! HEY IT'S MY PERSONAL LIFE N I NEED SUM PRIVACY!! even if im really gg out with any1 do i NEED 2 tel any1!? or do i need 2 announce 2 d whole world!? or if u wan me write da zhi bao pls let me koe!! n d most irritatin qns is when u tel them off they'll say
5) "y r u so sensitive abt me askin qns abt u 2 gg out!?"
GRRR!! *vomitin blood* cant ppl keep it low profile!?

n oso PLS!! FOR GOODNESS SACK!!! PLSSS!!! STOP mentionin tt idiot name or anytin regardin or related 2 him!! i thot tt idiot is end of story le.. y mus they b so sarcastic 2 keep mentionin him n rubbin against my wound!! sayin things lyk "last time wooin tt idiot, now wooin...", "jus nw she was askin 'xiao yang' how 2 woo tt idiot" (ha~ we wasnt even mentionin tt idiot at all) n "u n him no more le meh? so fast chg heart le.. so fast find a replacement le.."
GRRR!!! ARHHHHH!! LET ME KILL U PLS~
IN LOVE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS REPLACEMENT BAKA!!!
n wad's wrong w ppl likin sum1 n keepin it low profile!? i nv ask 4 an advertisement rite.. feel so stress up by these 2 irritatin freaks.. 2 IS ENUF!!!
HELPPPPPP!!!
Haiz...

2 FoRgEt...

2005-11-02T01:18:00.000-08:00

if forgettin sum1 is like usin a rubber 2 erase pencil marks tt easy, there will nt b such ting call pain.. even if it is tt easy, there will oso b some marks left..

tryin v hard 2 4get.. bt i guess i nid more time.. n hopefully, it hope it is nt too late..

cHaLeT =)

2005-10-31T12:50:00.000-08:00

yoz, i back 2 bloggin cos recently v busy..

well sch is startin n so we organise a chalet at d last week of d hol.. 25nov.. it was rainin cats n dogs when we reached pasir ris.. lucky 4 us, it kinda stop when we reached aloha loyang =) our unit is called heron 8.. 4 rooms->2 master n 2 2single bedrms.. well, d gals gt both of d master rms while d guys hav d 2single beds..

it's stil rainin a lil outside so d funny ting is every1 started 2 play majong n poker cards.. bt hey! i started makin d drinks 1st tog w/ woei luen den play d mini size majong.. d size of d majong was as small as my finger nail..
imagine tt.. we hav 2 pop our head to c clearly.. aft lyk jus LESS den 10 rounds, we r exhausted n our eyes r v tired.. we seems 2 hav played over nite.. haha~

so we decided 2 start d bbq fire.. well tiff was really gd at tt.. we saw 2 rainbows when we start d fire.. so nice seh.. (pic below) tt's when every1 bcum sua gu, all rushed out 2 c d rainbow, takin pic of it.. guess it's bcum we livin in d busy city sch life, so nt much chance 2 feel n enjoy d nature.. cn u spot d 2 rainbows? ya there r 2 rainbows!!

yeah d fire is ready 4 bbq.. we hav hotdogs, otah, potato, satay, chk wings n d most delicious of all is d sambal stingray.. of cus lah tt 1 i buy 1 mah.. haha... bt i wasnt d oni 1 who say tt's nice ok.. ha~ aft meal was photo takin photo takin.. n a stroll 2 downtown east..

cheers was closin 4 d day so we decide2 get sum beer, egg, bread n drinks.. we bot casberg cos it's d cheapest n we THOT we r in budget.. well, aaron was d 1 who went 2 d cashier 2 play cos he looked d most chao lao (old) de.. hey we stil r all 16 n 17 k.. we went ard walkin bt most of d shops r close.. bt stil we took pic.. haha~ we went back 2 continue playin majong bt tis time is d big normal size de.. hee~ n drink sum casberg.. uh, casberg tasted so rough, wasnt nice at all.. *yucks* so huiwen mix it w coca cola.. haha~ *grins* i duno i was gd at majong.. woei luen say i play v fierce n v silently win.. heehee.. late at nite or so call early in d mornin, d guys tel ghost stories, bt i dun lyk ghost stories soi slp bt din slp well cos mr woei luen kept booin n sum1 else kept oning n offing d lights =( at 5 am we went back to our respectively rms 2 slp bt i din slp cos charm was slpin at d center of d bed n huiwen n cailin took d side.. sob* bt anyway i fall aslp slpin on d chair n was awoke at 7am by d birds outside, eatin d bbq stuff.. thk goodness i lock d windows door.. so i went to d livin rm 2 rest, n tt's when i saw sum1 jumpin outside.. it was glenn so i opened d door 4 him.. we ordered mac n canadian pizza 4 breakfast n lunch.. spend d rest of d aftnoon watchin tv, cycling, while d rest went 4 d real majong gamblin.. well, tink tt's all abt it- d chalet.. all of us went hm tt day, while mr lonely (woeiluen) was alone at d chalet by himslf.. oh so sad.. haha~

here r sum pics..
startin d fire
y all look so sianz?
sum1 actin cute wor~
hor hor!! illegal gamblin
motorola new itune advertisment?
stairway 2 heaven ver 2?
our shadow?

finally d end=)

i FeeL 40 KiNda SaDnEss WhEn u R goNe..

2005-10-20T22:09:00.000-07:00

40 KiNdA sAdnEsS- RyAn CaBreRa

Two days chasing me around
I go crazy when you're outside of my world
When you're outside of my world
No sounds singing me to sleep

I don't want the room to breathe
Just be with me...
Just be with me!

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
And i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough
My eyes are waiting at the door
Just like every time before
Time flies so slow...
Time flies so slow!

[Chorus]
I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
And i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough

It's not enough, I don't know why
It's not enough, I miss you all the time
And I know you kinds like it.

[Chorus]
I feel.. yea.. 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough

ans...

2005-10-10T23:16:00.000-07:00

TheRe R cErtAiN tHiNgs I DuN WaNa AnS, cOs iT's EiTheR i HaV nO aNs oR No WiSh 2 aNs..

FoOd 4 tHoT

2005-10-09T19:11:00.000-07:00

DuN tHrOw aWaY d oLd BuCkEt UnLeSs U kOe D NeW 1 Cn HoLd WaTeR
(aDaPtEd FrM DeB's MsN NiCk) ;)

oWaYs TrUsT uR iMpReSsiOn oR gUt FeeLiNs oF oThErS
(u cN nV b wRoNg CoS MiNe iS oWaYs So CoRReCt N StOopiD Me, i gO tRuSt mY LoGiC FeeLiN:p)

FoOd 4 tHoT

2005-10-08T23:31:00.000-07:00

RuLe No1:
jus rmb tt d boss n customer r OWAYS rite...

RuLe No2:
if d boss or customers r wrong, read rule no 1..

RuLe No3:
rule cn b broken.. hehe :P

oH nO...

2005-10-07T00:44:00.000-07:00

oh no.. tis is terrible.. my tag box is gone.. i tink d last post of d tagbox is me writtin "nah.. i gt tis feelin she'll strike again.. so irritatin.. lyk pest liddat.." sumtin liddat? i chg my template settin n durin d constuction i tink i del d tagbox codin accidentally.. well nvm c sum1's blog's tagbox real nice.. mb will chg 2 tt.. so 4 d time bein if person u hav anytin 4 me jus call me or sms me =)

-cheers n nite-

WaiT TiLL u R oLdEr...

2005-10-06T00:19:00.000-07:00

watch wait till u r older today.. actually suppose 2 go ice skating but in the end went watch movie instead.. tt's d 1st chinese show i watch in the cinema.. oni 4 ppl turn up today, aaron, joyce, mabia n me.. saw sufen(gb de) at lido den so qiao she was sittin beside me in d cinema.. me n mabia went in 2 sit 1st as joyce n aaron went down isetan 2 buy sumtin.. when we went in d show hav already started.. it was a nice, touchin n sad show.. gt cry lah bt secretly wipe my tears away b4 d show ended.. when d show ended, mabia quickly "snatched" d tissue which i put on d arms of d seat n wipe her tears.. haahaa she doesnt wan us 2 c she cry bt too bad her action so obvious.. hehe.. so "caught" by us.. nice, touchin, sad show.. recommended mus watch =)

Symptoms of U

2005-10-04T17:29:00.000-07:00

Symptoms of You by Lindsay Lohan
Album : Speak

There's a good kind of pain
An insane kind of sane
When I'm around you
When I'm around you

There's a chill in the heat
Feel the sky at my feet
Cause I adore you
I can't ignore you,

yeah
I'm not ill
I don't need to take a pill
To fix what you do
Cure can't come through
Cause baby, all I do is suffer from Symptoms of you

There's a left kind of right
There's a blind kind of sight
Looking at youI
looking at you

There's no light in the moon
And it's winter in June
When I'm without you
When I'm without you (yeah)

I'm not ill I don't need to take a pill
To fix what you do
Cure can't come through
Cause baby, all I do is suffer from
Symptoms of you

And it trips me off my feet
I think I'm falling in too deep
Do you feel it too

I'm not ill I don't need to take a pill
To fix what you do
Cure can't come through
Cause baby, all I do is suffer from
Symptoms of you

I'm not ill I don't need to take a pill
To fix what you do
Cure can't come through
Cause baby, all I do is suffer from
Symptoms of you
La, la, la......

sUrPriSe... sUrPriSe... sUrPriSe...

2005-10-02T00:02:00.000-07:00

Found out sumtin today, so 3 S word tonite...
SuRpRiSe,ShOcK, SPeeChLeSs(WeLL nT ReALLy)

few days back, mr lau say "mian qiang shi mei you xin fu de" regardin me forcin sum folders into d "shelves", so steven say "bu yao shang ta de bo li xin".. my reply was "my heart is made of stone.. however tinkin back of wad i say, i hav 2 "take back my words", my heart is nt made of stone cos im nt heartless, in fact, im too soft hearted..
so my FD 4 THOT 4 tt day
"A HEART MADE OF GLS IS FRAGILE BT A HEART MADE OF STONE IS FRAGILE TOO, COS THEY CAN BE BROKEN TOO.."

regardin d 3 s words today.. d FD 4 THOT is
"D LAST PERSON LIKELY TO HURT U, MIGHT B D 1ST.."

3rd FD 4 THOT
"i gUeSs KnOwiN 2 MuCh MaY nT B a gD TiNg.. Bt i StiL wAnA KoE:) hEeHeE"

EaSt CoAsT..

2005-09-28T22:46:00.000-07:00

my 2nd cls outin, (note woeiluen, i say my.. ok? haha)

went east coast, hav "lunch" at mac.. den we saw fiona xie filmin outside.. den we went 2 rent bicycle=) in the end, me, kaya n aaron went 4 d blade.. kaya n me duno hw 2 blade at all.. so we kept fallin n fallin.. kaya n aaron kept doin strunts.. lookin at them make me lose concentration so i oso kept losin my balance n fall ;P.. so i was d last 1.. haha~

so 2nd round i chg w charm as she said she ice skate b4 bt lookin at her, i doubt ice skatin n bladin is d same(cos she is draggin d wheel instead.. haha~ sry ;P)..

den we went 2 eat at near parkway parade n in d evenin we went 4 bowlin ;) haha~ d 1st 2 round n d last round, i hit nuttin.. haha~ kaya tyco, last round he "throw" d "ball" backward meanin w/ his back facin d pin.. n he strike -_-".. den 2nd time he "throw" d normal way n strike again -_-".. nt fair sia!! so aft d game, we 4 gals (joyce,mabia,charm n me)took a cab tog 2 suntec den walk 2 cityhall as on d way 2 cityhall d road was jam.. while d guys took another cab..

it was a fun day, bt i hav quite an amount of scratches n ache.. haha~ nite.. so tired sia..

SUPERIFICAL~

2005-09-27T16:53:00.001-07:00

today's topic "SUPERIFICAL"
y lead me to writin tis? well, recently been spendin lotsa time onlie, hangin out, blahblahblah, instead of wkin.. haha.. duno y.. now abit lazy 2 wk.. say wan find a second job den haha keep rejectin job tt i found.. back to d topic..

well, mi nt bhb.. jus wana share.. recieve tis in friendster..
frm ????: "hai...saw ur pic while surfing e net, can we be a frenz..? thanx..& bye.." n "saw ur pic, u have verY quite attractive look...:) ok..c ya"

*gasp* *vomitin blood* *yuck*

me hate tis kinda ppl.. so superficical!! c ur look nice den wan b ur frenz.. HEY! tis is d kinda ppl i nv wana frenz!! KNS~ so superficial!! to me, tis kinda ppl r so kns!! y r ppl so superficial? aint frenz suppose 2 b character 1st den looks? seriously i hate these kinda ppl.. gals beware of such guys, if he's ur bf, he cn oso tel d same words 2 another gal!! his words really sux!! "saw ur pic, u have verY quite attractive look" i hate ppl hu labelled me jus a pretty face!! thk 4 sayin i hav a pretty face bt i wan b sum1 hu hav talent too n nt jus a pretty face.. sum1 liddat i den dun wan such a frenz.. well to d person "wan me accept ur friendster request!? nxt life ba!! byez" hee~

FOOD 4 THOTS:

LOOKS ARENT EVERYTING!!
LOOKS FADE WITH AGE!! HOWEVER A GREAT CHARACTER N MATURITY GROW STRONGER WITH THE PASSIN YEARS!!

beta stop here.. gg wk le.. if nt late again.. haha~

FoOd 4 tHoT

2005-09-25T23:26:00.000-07:00

WiNdoW sHoPpiN -> iT's Nt OnLy FrEe, iT's A gReaT wKoUt ToO..

FoOd 4 tHoT

2005-09-25T23:03:00.000-07:00

StiCks N StoNeS MaY BrEak My BoNe, Bt WoRdS cAn Nv HuRt Me=)

FoOd 4 tHoT

2005-09-22T23:21:00.000-07:00

i DuN HaV aN aTtiTuDe PrOb, iS u WhO HaV a PrOb w/ mY aTtiTuDe...

ENOUGH!!!

2005-09-22T16:40:00.000-07:00

WARNING!!!

before i begin tis post, wud lyk to warn those many many who r read my blog.. tis may b OFFENSIVE n BAD 4 ur eyes.. thou there's no vulgar language!!

WHEN I SAY ENUF IT'S ENUF!! U HAV ALREADY DISAPPEAR FRM MY LIFE, Y APPEAR AGAIN N TRY RUININ MY LIFE!!

SO WAD IF IN CERTAIN PLACES N PARTS IM WRONG!! I ALREADY APOLOGISED 2 D PERSON!!

TEL ME IN ANYWAY, HOW WUD IT BENEFIT U!? WUD IT GIV U MORE FRENZ!? MORE SUPPORT!? WUD U B HAPPIER BCOS U R RUININ PPL'S LIFE? OR WAD? Y R U DOIN TIS!? I SIMPLY DUN UNDERSTAND!! IN TIS NO1 BENEFITED!! WORST STIL, IT CN OSO MEANS DIGGIN ONES OWN GRAVE!!! Y CANT U JUS STOP ALL TIS NONSENSE!?! ISNT IT BETA, NO CONTRACT, NO FIGHTIN, NO WAR!! BCOS OF PPL LYK U, TT'S Y THERE'S WAR, RIOTS!? ISNT BEIN PEACEFUL BETA!? I REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND WAD'S UR PROB!!

I HOPE U STOP THESE NONSENSE!! PPL ARD R TIRED TOO!! IM TIRED OF ALL THESE RUBBISH!! ARENT U TIRED TOO OF ALL THESE SILLY JUVENILE "FIGHTIN"!! WELL IF U ARE NT TIRED N WISH 2 CONTINUE, JUS PLAY ON UR OWN IM NT GONNA GIV A DAMN SHIT TO WADEVA UR ACTIONS!! IF U TINK TT DRIVIN AWAY ALL MY FRENZ MAKES U HAPPY DEN LET IT BE!! COS IT AINT GONNA AFFECT ME IN ANYWAY ANYMORE!!!

IM SERIOUSLY TIRED!! GO ON N PLAY IF U WAN!! NO POINT CONTINUIN TIS ENDLESS "FIGHT"!!

5 WORDS 4 U:
I QUIT!! THE END!! BYE!!